No, it's not your fault. Mark, just calm down okay? No one wants this to end like this, It's not your fault. Don't rattle, Breathe, Just dig, and no one can notice it. Just dig, You didn't mean it. It's the only thing you can do. what else can you do? , you're scared? chill, it was an accident right? yes, it is... voice entering my mind. I'm getting paranoid. I don't know who it came from. I'm scared. I'm really scared. A blood is on my shirt. I killed my mom. What have I done?

This is a fiction.

I think I'm stuck

episode 3; what have I done?

previous episode

episode 1; what's wrong with my mom?

https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/whats-wrong-with-my-mom-i-think-im-stuck-bc9a3f06

episode 2; What should I do?

https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/what-should-i-do-i-think-im-stuck-0b4a8293

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I'm sleepless for almost 3 days. Since that night, at dinner time, when I talk with mom about dad. I get chill, and sense a bad feelings. I know something will gonna happen and so I should do something, I came up on a good plan. I talked to mom that night also and ask her if I can sleep on my dad's room just to accompany him. I told her I don't want dad to feel alone. that's what I told because I can't say my real intention. My mother didn't disagree, she even help me moved my things on dad's room. But that doesn't make me easily pursuade that she's not going to do something. Every night I didn't sleep, I was awake, just sitting on the chair and staring at the door. I also locked the door from inside, and because I know My mom has a key on every bedroom, every night I always moved the table to stop mom if she is planning to forcely enter the room. night by night I keep on doing the same routine, I mustn't take even a short nap. holding this scissor in my hand, I will stop here from killing dad no matter what it cost. on the second night at 11;00 pm, I heard footstep going to this room. I immediately run to the door and ready to push it if she going to do bad things. but she didn't pushed the door ,she just simply knock calmly. and cold my name.

Mom: (three knocks) Mark, are you awake Mark?

I don't know If I'm going to answer her but I still did after her third try.

Me: Yes , mom what is it?

Mom: I'm going to enter the room okay? I bring some milk for you.

I think I'm just getting paranoid, I think It's just me who only think of this kind of things, I'm overthinking too much. I must stop It. but maybe I can still do it until the third night. tomorrow will be the last if nothing happened then that's great news for me. for last 3 days and 3 nights ,I'm sleepless and exhausted. in night I'm awake and I can breathe peacefully at day. It's because my mother is preparing for the typhoon, she keeps on going down to the city to buy things we needed that will last for a week. there's a day where she even look for a worker, who will fix our roof o make it more sturdy so it can stand the wind blow. I'm always observing her, she's really a busy person, she even took care of our pigs, and chickens and put them to safety. time to time she's checking on dad's health, I memorized her routine so i go first to dad's room before her. there's nothing suspicious in her actions. She's becoming more happy, maybe it's just all in my mind. no, not maybe, to the point of killing my mother is something I can't even think of.

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I can Finally went asleep tonight. Its cold, the typhoon, just hit our place, it will be like this for how many days. Its hard fall asleep because of the weather so I get up at 11:00 am I think to make a milk. after drinking I'm kinda sleepy I will going back to my bed . while walking in the corridor I saw the door in my dad's bedroom open. I was shocked when I saw my mother, my own mother trembling with a pillow in her hand and attempting to suffocate my dad. I shouted loudy

Me: MOMMMMMM!!!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING???

my mom who's in shocked immediately drop the pillow and look at me.

Mom: No son, It's not what you think, let me explain

a tears starting to falls from mom's eyes.

Me: YOU'RE A MONSTER MOMM, YOU'RE MONSTER!!

My mothers hugs me and telling this unreasonable things.

Mom: But I need to do it son, He is the reason why we're like this, you're father made me do it. I'm sick of Him, and so I need to end his life,

Me: STOP WITH THAT THING, I SAW YOU IN ACT, YOU'RE A MONSTER!!

Mom: No its not me son, it's your dad he is the monster in this house. so even if you don't like it I'm going to kill him.

My mom, run down stair, I know where she is going , she is going to the kitchen. I tried to stop her but she succesfully get a knife, she'll will going to kill dad, I'm 100% sure this time. I hug her from the back and hold her hand. but she's resisting, we then brawl , and roll in the ground run to dad's room and again and again. I'm crying in fears, but I need to stop her. while brawling I saw a blood in my hands, I checked my body, it's not from me. I saw my mom laying on the ground, she's trying to stop the blood, my legs collapse in fear. but my mother grab the knife, stand up and still going to kill dad. I also stand up, I take the scissors and stabbed her in the back for a number of times. I......Killed.......My.......Mother.

For an hour I was speechless, I don't know what to do, WHAT HAVE I DONE?. after a non-stop crying I decided not to let anyone know it. with my arms who's shaking I grab my mother and put here in the trolley. with the shovel I have, and a flashlight on me. I decided to bury my own mom.

I'm cold, the wind is so strong. I didn't know where I am going I just need to keep straight. i think this is far enough. I started digging. I'm crying, I'm sleepy, I'm exhausted, I wanna go home, I need to finish this. after digging a 5 foot hole and bury my mom, I went straight home, and sleep. I clean the blood on the floor and the evidences. after that, 24 hours after, I went to the city. Find the police station and report that my mom is missing.

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to be continue.......

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