When we initiate something there must be some driving force which encourages us to go and on. At morning, sun rises which is driven by our hope that on tommorow morning I am going to start. Sun rises only because of our hopes of doing something, making better changes. At night, moon which symbolizes our stage of mind in astrology peeps from far horizon behind tall trees brings the message that now time to rest. In light of moon everything gets passive. This is how nature goes on and on. Active day is balance by passive night. This balance is also a driving force of our existence. Ever thing has their own purpose. My writings have their own purpose.

Today, I am going to share why I write?

I am a learner. I am not much familiar with styles in writing. I feel hard to play with words. And also I like to read. Most of the time I will be reading articles , post that comes in front , Just to see the presentation and also see how people expresses. I am in process of learning thus, I go on writing.

Practicing is the art of learning

About 2 years ago, I got a gift from God in form of my Daughter. Today I love , enjoy writing because of her.

Promise to my daughter

Holding a master degree certificate, I there stand empty handed on my daughter's first birthday. I have nothing to give her. On that auspicious day I promise to her ,

" HEY BABY! I, YOUR FATHER STAND BARREN HAND IN FRONT OF YOU. I HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE YOU NOW. BUT I PROMISE TODAY THAT IN COMING FUTURE MAY I GIVE YOU ALL ENJOYMENTS OR NOT. BUT, I WILL MAKE YOU PROUD. IN CROWD I WONT LET YOU HEAD DOWN FOR INTRODUCING ME AS YOUR FATHER. TILL YOUR LAST BREADTH I WILL BE THERE ALWAYS ENCOURAGING YOU"

This promise is what I have to keep.

Then, I started my journey to earn respect. How? can I not let down my child head because of me.

Success

Success simply means the achievements, like fulfilling task , objectives, desires, wants , aspirations. More over people take success with the accumulation of asset. Success nowadays is measured on the level of property. If anyone accumulates more property then he is listed as successful.

But as I was on the track not to let down my child head. I too ponder at success. I have no objection to what people think about success. But I have to go beyond that.

Suppose, I earned 1000million dollar. I am successful but what happens after. This was answered when I studied economies.

Where economist believes that no one is owner in this world but we are the holders

Now how I took this sentence?

Everything we accumulate here is attached to future. If we are only holders not the owner then someday I have to let everything go away. If all of my property goes to my child. Then there are two possibilities.

1. Loose all

2. Add into it

If she lacks the knowledge to handle it then she will loose it. If she properly utilizes it then she can add in it. But , if I give my child proper insight of seeing things then obviously she can walk through the stairs of upliftment. Going up or down is not dependent on the property level that I leave to them. But it totally depends upon how we grown them, teach them or invoke a culture in them.

At last success is the property that we earned, but it is how we made our child to grow?

This is why I choose writing in my free time , in hope that one day she will be able to read my message to her. This all my writings regardless of the subject matters is message of mine to her. These messages I hope it will help her in her life to see things and also may develop her own way of seeing things in this world.

What kind of message I prefer to go with?

If I want to earn by writing, I know the topics that I must choose to stick. I know the tricks of attracting people. I can be benefited from that but as I write for my child I don't want to make her feel, that her dad was not the one of the crowd.

" I WANT HER TO FEEL THAT MY DAD STOOD ON HIS OWN. NEVER BEHIND THE CROWD. NOR WITH THE CROWD OR WITHIN THE CROWD . BUT ALOOF OF THE CROWD"

And for that I chose a "metaphorical writings". Everytime when I raise a question , I don't want to answer it but want whoever reads it develop his/her own answer. I also prefer to write on my own words. I don't choose to copy paste the scripts that has been writing already.

I prefer to write on being self centered. How are we? What are we? Who are we? What is driving us? And also god. I want my child to know herself at first. Develop her own insights in seeing this world. Then she is eligible to know about outer world. I want her to explore herself at the initial phase. Know herself then start her own journey.

My writings are my messages to my child. May I be there or not be there but my writings will be there. She may read or not but my message will be there searching my child.

May I can't express my feelings properly, but overall I want to say is ," I write to give message to my child and also to coming generations that our time lacks the knowledge to see our self. We see ourself on the eyes of others. But lack the sight to see ourself. We are totally destroyed by capitalism.

As I mentioned earlier , I am learner , I am learning to write. My writings may not be standard one. But I keep on practicing to write and write for our succeeding generations.

This is why I write............