An open diary of self investment and improvement or whatchamacallit

The past few days have been really exciting for me; left the hospital on Monday morning which obviously wasn't fun, stayed on bed all day like a log of wood and bla bla till Tuesday all thanks to the medications plus I was still recovering from malaria. The exciting part is I forced myself out of bed on Tuesday afternoon as I had plans of going to my cousins' place in another part of Lagos, it was a tough one initially as the medications were pulling me back to bed but I had to fight it as I was much stronger hence I jumped out of bed and kaboom... I was on my feet. It wasn't easy initially as my sight was initially blurry and the ground was shaking beneath me but proved to be stronger once again and with time my body automatically adapted to the forces of nature- I guess the blurred sight was a result of being grounded on bed for days or whatchamacallit..

Surprisingly I felt absolutely fine, all things tiredness and sickness related instantly got kaboomed from me as soon as I forced myself out of bed; turns out my entire system was excited I was gonna be leaving the house and paying my cousins a visit.. it may not seem like much to you guys but to me it's something special as I'm am absolutely indoor person; I've always enjoyed the indoors from childhood and going out isn't something I like to do very often, I'm fact I sometimes which I could magically appear wherever I wish to go without having to be go out there and risk being seen by people as I do not like being seen (I know I'm weird but don't say it). I guess my body was happy to owabe the house hence it cooperated with me and decided to play nice, my health has been normal ever since... though I got treated, my body wanted to explore a bit of the outside world as well.

Been at my cousin's place since Tuesday evening and it's been fun so far; though I'm mostly indoors but it's my own way of having fun as the boiz are always there to keep me company and it would seem that they are enjoying it company as well, I'm gonna be here for as long as possible (as long as possible for me isn't more then two weeks) after which I may not be seeing them anytime soon as I'm an extremely busy man or boy or whatever you choose to call me as I'm still growing... (I'm a man).

I've been on a journey of self improvement since I got here; being here has allowed me to think straight, to think properly as my mind has mostly been crowded by distractions and depressions. I feel much better being here and my mind is able to settle down to think straight for the first time in a very long time; turns out that family has a special way of making you feel at home. Being here has been fun and advantageous to my mental health, the most exciting part is although I discovered myself a long time ago, my mind is finally opening up to to new possibilities all thanks island the change of environment, I guess that is what my mind has always needed; I gave it what it wants and I'm beginning to think better towards self improvement. I'm currently on a journey towards self improvement; I've been spending my time on learning new things, been paying a lot of money to learn a lot of things since I got here, I'm basically investing in myself in a bid to get better, to be a better version of myself, to be better than I was yesterday. It's all about bucking the status quo and there's no holding back until I achieve my goal. This may not seem like much but I'm excited because I came here to have fun and I'm having even more fun by learning that which will benefit me both now and in the future.

I've got no idea if any of these makes any sense, I simply write as my heart speaks without holding back; thanks for understanding that my mind is a fragile construct which constantly needs to ease itself of whatever bothers it by writing irrespective of whether it makes sense or not in a bid to keep my sanity intact.

Toddles!

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