Start to connect with God.
June 27
Life is always a blessings when we start connecting to God.
God is mean so much to me. I never imagined to become like this as a strong woman in facing every difficulties. I do appreciate the life I have right now in every darkest moments because I know there's always a miracle if God intended to make things happen.
As I reminiscing my life before, I was asking myself where did I found God?
That was the questions walking in my mind as I think that how God is amazing in every way. He is indeed an omnipotent God. I found God when I started and decided to connect in him.
Way back before when I was young, I am curious about religion. My heart has something a sign that I am not satisfied of my religion before. Even my grandmother always brought me in that particular church still my heart hasn't found God there. Still I am curious about my feelings why I am not! To tell you again, I came from a belief of Iglesia ni Cristo (INC). I keep trying to connect this certain religion in order for me to be satisfied from the things where I believe. Of course, my grandmother is very faithful to that religion, she also trying to introduce me and be connected of their beliefs. I am too innocent in that kind of things that is why I am still exploring.
When my grandmother passed away, that was the time that some of my aunts and uncle converted into other religion. They started converted a Roman Catholic. As far as I know, my aunt doesn't like the INC as what they treated our grandmother during the burial. I don't know if that was the main reason.
When I started knowing the real life, I have already found out that I have a rights to choose of what religion should I believe. Actually, when I was young I was already called by the roman catholic. My heart is calling there and my beliefs is also there. I remember when I am going to attend the mass I feel so guilty because I wasn't baptized yet. It is something like I feel embarrased those days.
I keep praying that someday I will be an official Roman Catholic and God heard it. This is the very first time that I am totally connected to God. I fully accepted him in my life and I gratefully praise him. God is amazing and God is Good because He makes my life more worthy even life is full of struggles.
No one can help us the get through what we experience right now, His miracle.