Is she lost again?

Life is so unfair that why some people might experience the wrong path of life.

Last night, me and my brother chatting each other because we have something needs to talk to about our family. He was asking me unrelatedly about our cousin status. He even said that If I know already about her. I was like hmmmm. Maybe, is it my mind right?

He said, "I think so!"

Our cousin is now already 26 but unfortunately she was having a baby at the early age. She got pregnant while she's not yet done of her studies in college. So, that is why she stopped and be with the guy that full of promises. We thought that this guy will eventually a trusted person as he show himself to the whole family.

Way back in her early pregnant days, that was the time that the older sister of our mother died. After the burial, this guy which is the boyfriend of my cousin need to come in the common house where our whole family gathered in this corner. Our family wants to meet him as they want to talked this guy because my cousin is now in serious journey to take upon the life of being a mother. Well, this guy went in the house and show himself with bravery. Of course, he needs to be brave because the whole family waiting for him. So, as he started to talk in our family, he said that he will do his responsibility as a father of their future child. He even talked about the marriage. He really give words where the whole family witnessed and accepted his promises. The whole family was just made an assurance towards this guy of what will be his standing as our cousin already pregnant. As what the guy left a promises, the whole family accepted him and they need to start over as a mother and father of their future child..

My cousin gave birth. The baby is born. They have already a cute little baby. As time went by, they already had a little family. Their life has a smooth journey and they lived in the city. Everything went well and everything is fine. When I got a chance to have my vacation in the city which is I stayed in their apartment, I observed that they were living a good life because there were sister of the guy keep supporting their daily needs and wants. I can say that they lived for good and hasn't experience the problems of daily needs.

Suddenly, time has come. The promises of the guy is made to be broken. They were now a broken family. You know why because the guy cheated on her. The guy is now having a mistress. It change everything when this challenges hit their happy family. So, our cousin felt the painfulness. She is suffering so much in pain that time. It makes her crumpled into pieces. She don't have a chance to file a case between his partner because they were not yet married but she can do something with the support of the father to their child. Our cousin went home here in the province for her to forget the life that she faced in the city. A little by little she able to learn how to move on and how to accept of being broken.

Finally, her enthutiastic life is now again active. She applied some work and got hired for her to sustain the needs of her child. Luckily, the sister of the guy supported also to the child of my cousin even the guy itself didn't. The life again of my cousin been healed and keep going.

• Let us turn back of our chitchatting of my brother.....

We've talked accidentally about our cousin. (We don't have any intention to make her a topic of our conversation we are just feel pity about her and about their future) of course we are her cousin as well.

Since she has a beauty and very attractive. Well, she cannot avoid that there are guys interest with her. Time had passed, she is having a boyfriend. We don't think so that if this could be her lifetime partner already. We are just worried that she will again experience her past.

During the new year eve, we invited them to come in our house before the eve will come. We were gathering each other to have some bonding to all my cousins. As what we observed about her she is so weak and feels like has an illness. We feel something new about her since she isn't like this before. It has something different about her. When the time has come that seems like we cannot hold our mouth to ask her. Are you pregnant? There were no words or answer coming from her. She was silent and seems unheard. As what we heard right now that her boyfriend has no work seems like we feel pity to her and her five year old daughter. We even don't know yet his boyfriend especially her mother.

We cannot judge her but then we feel worried about her!

Is she lost again?

We all know that it's all her life and we cannot hold her but as a cousin, we really feel how her mother might feel again disappointments.

We'll just pray that this would be a guy will be with her from the rest of her life. Hoping and praying!