My feelings disappeared

Good morning family!

It's another brand new day again full of hope.

I woke up around 4:00am and began to ponder on a topic to write and nothing came out. I visited almost all my social handles to see if I could get a topic from the timelines but nothing. I was on bed till 6;30am when it dawned on me that I have to go and open office because I was the one that closed down yesterday, our manager had to leave early for safety because of the danger of the city recently.

I was a little bit convinced that I'd get a topic as I was going...like I'm going to pick the topic on the ground Lol🤣.

I came to the road, stopped a bike and zoomed off. I got there and Immediately I opened the main gate, I met a TOPIC waving at me. This is a miracle! Let's go for the topic.

Angela was once a staff in our company, a very beautiful girl that has all the spec I like in a lady. The first day she came for interview I naturally fell for her and I was hopeful they call her for employment. And to the best of my attraction she was employed and I was glad that I'll get to know her and things will flow.

She resumed and things became fine more than I expected, among all the ladies in the company she's the only one that goes towards my direction when we close, so we usually have nice time gisting when going home after work, usually at night say 9:00pm.

The truth is that I'm not the type that trip for women when it comes to going the "other side", I like bonding and feelings, so I was taking my time catching feelings and she reciprocated even though she has a well to do boyfriend.

I found my self retrieving my feelings

It was all fine till one day when a staff told me to watch her carefully because she has noticed some funny movement about Angela. I asked her what does she mean by "funny movement" and she said Angela has been trying to hide/steal some money after sales and if I have not noticed, she has noticed. Well the information hit me hard but I digested it and stood on a watch out. At some point too, I thought of maybe she told me that because of ladies insecurity issues within them. But what do I know? It's better to prevent than to sacrificed.

You know how ladies behave when jealous steps in. Meanwhile i was the only guy in the midst of 10 ladies and you know what that means. I don't mean dating issues but there's this natural character in ladies to try to be dragging or pave way to be closer to the only guy.

One day she was caught.

One day I was away and someone covered for me, they said she was seen hidding money under a desk because she could not put it directly to her purse immediately when customer paid for the product he bought.[She's supposed to handover the money to the cashier, the customer paid for food purchased if by chance the customer handed the cash to her, but she hid it somewhere to collect it later when she's free and eyes not on her].

After she hid the money, the staff that stylishly saw her, went to where she hid it and brought the money out and announced "who kept the money there?" and everyone (including Angela) said it's not them.

I was welcomed with the story immediately I came back from where I went to and I became sick in the head immediately.

Because she wasn't caught red-handed we didn't report to the manager, so I decided to be on a thorough watch out, I became the CCTV that the company has not installed.

Fastforward, she noticed the whole eyes on her and smartened up her moves.

From that moment henceforth, the beauty I used to see her in her vanished, she doesn't look attractive anymore to me. Not that I distanced myself from her or gave her attitudes, no, I hardly condemn people no matter what.

What's beauty?

Actually, i find it attractive when a lady is beautiful to my taste but if that beauty is not tallied with a cool attitude, it's a big turn off for me. It's normal for people to trip for mere looks but for me it's the more like the opposite side. If i find you beautiful to my taste and getting closer I found out that your manner doesn't follow suit with the beauty, I leave you instantly. No wonder most times, the "ugly" ones are getting married before the "beautiful" ones.

I came to understand that stealing is not just ordinary, it has an unseen back up force(maybe a spirit). What would make someone that's well fed and have all his/her needs met and still go into stealing? Just like I said concerning Angela, she has a well to do boyfriend (a Yahoo guy) who make sure all her needs are met. Infact she only came to work with us because she needed to be leaving the house. She gets all she wants from her guy and still engaged in stealing. So bad!

Beauty with out good manner or character is ugliness.

Beauty with a dangerous habit is real ugliness.

Thanks for reading, Stay safe. I love you all.

8th January 2022

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