After Almost 4 Months of Inactivity, I'm Finally Back on Track
Hi! It's been a while.
How are all of you? What's up? These are the questions that I want to ask you.
It's been almost four months since I decided to stop writing. Not because I want to give it up, not because I don't have any topics to share or write, and not also because I felt it's not worth writing pieces anymore. But it's because of a certain reason...and that is to focus on what I believe is the most important.
Before I decided to stop writing a few months ago, I tried weighing things right. I thought of the consequences and possible positive outcomes of my actions.
"What should I do? What's the better decision? What will give me genuine satisfaction? Can I do it? Can I make it? Will it be okay for me? "
There are a lot of concerns piled up in my head. But considering my current situation at that time, wherein I am academically stressed, physically tired, and mentally exhausted? I know what I should do, I know what is best for me.
I chose to stop writing...for a while. Honestly speaking, it's really hard for me. Writing on this platform became one of my routines, my stress reliever, and my world wherein I can freely express my thoughts and ideas without judgment. Additionally, this micro-blogging platform is one of my sources of income that help me buy my necessities. So what will I do if I suddenly stop writing? My source of income as a student will be lost. But looking at the bigger picture? I realized something.
Stopping something that you are passionate about for a while doesn't mean that you will stop doing it forever. Even though you will miss a lot of happenings and even though you will lose a lot of opportunities, the time will come that you will be finally back on your track.
And that's what happened to me. I stopped but never quit. Now? Wherein my first year being a college student has finally paid off. I can now sigh in relief. Today (August 01, 2022) is the start of my vacation. I waited this day for how many days, weeks, and months. And now that this time has come? I pledge to make time for myself. I deserve to rest! I deserve to have a decent sleep! I deserve this long vacation!
But even though I am finally back in writing articles, I can say that this will not last forever, I will need to stop it soon. As you can see, I am a busy college student and education for me should be at the top of my priorities. But as long as I'm on my vacation, I will write and I will share. I will do things that I wasn't able to do when I am busy with school work. But once my vacation comes to an end, I think I should focus on my studies again.
Nothing lasts forever, everything comes to an end, and that is inevitable.
CLOSING THOUGHTS
Hello everyone! To my readers, supporters, and my fellow writers especially to the Noiseristificationism fam! I miss reading all of your articles! First of all, I just want to apologize for vanishing into the thin air without telling you guys. I'm just like a bubble that suddenly popped out from nowhere. I know I missed a lot of happenings and chikas in the last four months, mind if you share with me emzz. Miss talking and interacting with you! Looking forward to having conversations with all of you soon!
Thank you for reading today's first article in August! I appreciate that there are still readers who read my works despite my inactivity.
I miss writing this, if you find my articles worth reading you can subscribe to my account for more updates! Feel free to comment down below and interact with me in the comment section if you like. Again thank you!!
You are welcome, you made the right choice by choosing between priorities. How are your studies and hope you are enjoying your stay here ?