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Time to Recover Date: August 01, 2022 Author: JustMaryel July was not so good for me co'z that month was full of ups and downs and being demotivated drove me out to make me more distant and I totally lost my courage to write and to engage with others. If I publish, I immediately log out. That was my routine last month and I feel sick of it. Gosh, I miss the old me where I am so excited to open read.cash and Everyday I spend so much time roam around and explore more and…
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Select a Jar: I have five I believe everyone is unique in our own way. Our parents have been the one first to appreciate our beauty since we were a kid. Time goes by, the more we know about society it also weakens some insecurities of body features as it has a standard of beauty. There is nothing wrong in appreciating but what's wrong is when we look down on ourselves just because some look better than us or more prettier than us but honestly we are all beautiful no matter…
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Hello, five interview Date: July 29, 2022 Author: JustMaryel I didn't think that reality looks like this as it really makes me want to go back to the four corners of the classroom. I thought it might be easy but it hit me so hard that I came to the point to surrender and give up. Before, I was so excited to face life and graduate and I even dream to wear black toga as I see it has more opportunity coming to the way but I was wrong co'z being a graduate means a advantage…
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Funeral Beliefs Date: July 25, 2022 Author: JustMaryel **A blessed Monday read.cash citizen❤** I was not able to write here yesterday because I decided to make every Sunday a rest day in writing but that doesn't mean I'm totally inactive yet I was roaming around and clearing tons of unread notifications to make my Sunday productive. It's been a few days since our neighbor died and my family wants to send our sympathy and offer our time in vigil. We just went home at dawn as…
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I almost Pee Date: July 22, 2022 Author: JustMaryel Yesterday was an exhausting and tiring day for me that made me sick at the end of the day, which is the reason why I am not active and publish a daily article. Though, my mind wanted but my body and eyes wanted to shut down and take an early rest co'z my health badly needed it. Am I the only one who suffers breakdowns in the middle of the night because of anxiety attacks and cramble thoughts coming from small voices. I…
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I won two jackpot prizes Date: July 20, 2022 Author: JustMaryel I don't know where to start as I am floating in happiness co'z I never thought it would happen and once it crossed into my life unexpectedly. My body is literally shaking because of excitement and over joy that I can't hide it anymore. I am one of the lucky winners by winning the $250,000. It was a pretty good money, and it makes my dream come true having my first million. Honestly, I just received this one last…
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I volunteer: Mental Institution Date: July 19, 2022 Author: JustMaryel While roaming around I noticed how Rusty works each article as some gets higher and some gets lower than the usual but what's important is Rusty still with us. Honestly, knowing how it works makes me think that it will take days before I will catch his attention again which I deserve for being inactive for weeks and unexpectedly when I visited the red bell I saw a notification from him which makes my day…
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Here I am read.cash Date: July 18, 2022 Author: JustMaryel It's been awhile since I am not with you anymore. For the long time I've used to be with you, you were my listener, stress reliever, joy, comforter and all that I never thought I could have the courage to leave you behind my back. They thought it was a very impulsive decision and I thought so but I told myself I need to breathe, I need to find myself to be self reliant, with motivation and inspiration that I don't…
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Removing K to 12 Program Date: June 30, 2022 Author: JustMaryel Removing the K to 12 program in education has been an issue for a few weeks. Some agreed and some disagreed. There are some factors why people take one side which they seem to be favored. Before taking my side, let me just share some factors based on my understanding and experience as the first batch of the said program graduate. *They agreed because…* **Additional expenses for that 2 years.** It is indeed…
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I Hate Affairs Date: June 28, 2022 Author: JustMaryel Reality really hit me so hard that I didn't expect that it could be like this. Facing one fourth of it seems so hard that I wish to go back to school again where the four corners of the classroom is my comfort zone. Schools are way different from reality , especially how they move. In my successive job hunting, my body really drained me up that I can't feel my legs anymore due to the long walk from one establishment to…
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Drunk Sports Date: June 27, 2022 Author: JustMaryel **A rainy Monday read.cash❤** Another job hunting again which makes my article today a bit delay. Thanks to my kabit @Probinsyana with her article save my tiring Monday. https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/how-do-you-sleep-297edf97 **What sport would be the funniest to watch if the players were drunk?** For sure it will be soccer, as they will run in a zigzag way aiming to defend the ball. Maybe some will collapse as they will…
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No to Math Brain Date: June 26, 2022 Author: JustMaryel **A blessed Sunday read.cash❤** I am super blessed with the word of God today that really enlightened and redirected my path. I don't have a topic but thanks to Kuya @ARTicLEE for his article. https://read.cash/@ARTicLEE/an-empty-wallet-2a670576 **If you had a pen and paper what's the first thing you would draw?** Sadly, I don't have drawing skills but if ever I have it will be a family picture where we are all complete…
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One four of reality Date: June 25, 2022 Author: JustMaryel Yesterday was the first day of my reality where I found myself in the long queue longing to achieve a certain goal. I hesitate to believe that I can do it and that I am capable of doing it. Yesterday's event was a wake up call. I am really into reality. I wish I'm in those four corners of the classroom thinking how to survive every subject but I know this is just one fourth of the whole reality. Also, yesterday was…
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Weirdest among the rest Date: June 23, 2022 Author: JustMaryel I'm at the nine cloud as I stare at my graduation pictures that are being sent by the studio. I am so overwhelmed and teary eyed that I finally made it. I survived those rough years. I'm a bit busy because I'm still looking for a job. Thanks to @Usagi article for giving me an idea of what to write. https://read.cash/@Usagi/a-quick-overview-about-my-personality-d699b2e2 **Are you more organized or messy?** It…
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I want both Date: June 22, 2022 Author: JustMaryel Finally, I'm done processing my mistake requirement regarding my middle name which I submitted earlier to the school. I just went there to pass for minute and travel for hours which id a tiring day for me. Thanks to my kabit @Probinsyana for saving my Wednesday with her "let's talk". https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/lets-talk-6800ee86 **KNOW MARTIAL ARTS OR HOLD A GUN?** I want to learn martial arts while holding a gun as I am…
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Be My Random Guest Date: June 21, 2022 Author: JustMaryel If yesterday was a tiring day but today is a happy day because my form request in my previous school is already given. I am happy that they didn't make many delays though they have installed a new principal. I am so overwhelmed by how my previous school valued immediate requests as opposed to other schools that delayed getting the request as my classmate experienced. Also, some teachers still know me despite the fact…
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Thanks for the $4000 a week Date: June 20, 2022 Author: JustMaryel What an exhausting Monday yet a productive one. I went to school to submit my remaining requirements that the registrar told me and I processed last week for me to submit ahead of time. I was overwhelmed and happy that I am finally done but something happened as they noticed my middle name instead of "dash" like what it is supposed to be and what we use when I fill up something. It turned out to be…
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I've done this thing with... Date: June 19, 2022 Author: JustMaryel To all the fathers out there a happy, happy father's day to you. Earlier before the Sunday service ended, we made a special moment where a wife and his children were able to give some special presents such as a gift, flower and even a cake and pray with them. I couldn't help but to shed tears by thinking my father is no longer with us and I miss him a lot but I know he is so proud of everything I unlocked…
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Numbers to Reveal Date: June 18, 2022 Author: JustMaryel It's been overloaded in my plate that I barely find it hard to handle things that seem out of control. My situation is hard to explain as I don't know where to start like I am a lost kid in the middle of the crowd. It becomes more complicated as I am about to face reality. I am in between working or resting before I finally face life but my family expectations have become my burden and I can't open my side with them as…
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No to Ghost: Yes to Ghosting Date: June 16, 2022 Author: JustMaryel I am still in the process of wondering if I will continue looking for work or apply co'z I know I am not yet ready and I wanted to rest for awhile before facing reality. I am not ready for this kind of struggle and it really stresses me out. Thanks to my kabit @Probinsya article who saved my Thursday. https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/do-ghosts-exist-9f677193 **Are you superstitious? If so, give examples. If…
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Rest in giving up Date: June 15, 2022 Author:JustMaryel For almost ten months of my journey since I started this is the longest day that I did not visit, publish and even make a short post that I usually do when I am not around. If someone noticed I was inactive and nowhere to be found for three days I would like to say that for three days I took my rest having continuous writer block, rest from pressure, demotivated or due to busyness just to make an excuses but I couldn't…
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I'm into Vampire not in Avocado Date: June 11, 2022 Author: JustMaryel I'm just quite busy earlier, so I didn't have time to visit the site or even reply to comments and read articles. I'm sorry. I just got home from church where we just practiced for tomorrow's services. Due to tiredness I plan not to write but nasasayangan ako and thanks to Profe @meitanteikudo for his article. https://read.cash/@meitanteikudo/random-qas-817cd8f6 **What Animal Do You Think You're Most…
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It makes me happy Date: June 10, 2022 Author: JustMaryel **A happy Friday read.cash❤** My kind of happiness is seeing my laundry basket being empty, seeing sort of grocery, organizing clothes and of course enough money in my wallet. Today, I am so happy that the weather is sunny as my laundry is drying and I love my clothes being done under sunlight. I don't know but I love the smell of the finished product. In laundry, I did hand to hand laundry though my sister suggested…
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Always carry in my bag Date: June 09, 2022 Author: JustMaryel The weather is too hot that really sweat dropping and I felt like I was inside in the oven leads into headache and thankfully drinking plenty waters reduce a bit. I'm totally drained and have no ideas coming out of my head as I catch up twice as much. Thanks to my kabit @Probinsyana for her "I'm done" that really saved me. https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/im-done-811ac400 **I always carry** ****my phone and…
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Hopefully, it will never end Date: June 08, 2022 Author: JustMaryel I was not able to be active nor publish yesterday because I was busy with something and it's too personal to share. Sorry for the inactive but I'll catch up with you guys today by visiting articles as much as I can. I wanted to clear my notification but I couldn't do it because I also need to take good care of my eyesight which I quit in the past days. In one day inactive, I felt something missing because…
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How much your pocket money? Date: June 06, 2022 Author: JustMaryel My neighbors are very vigilant and alert because of the existence of the thief in our community na talagang nakakatakot. We make sure all the doors are locked and secure for our safety. My mind is not in the condition right now, which obviously I don't have a topic and thanks to my kabit @Probinsyana with her "money stolen". https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/money-stolen-8e8c4db3 **Do you have a job? Is it…
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Back to back Wake up Date: June 05, 2022 Author: JustMaryel **A gloomy Sunday read.cash❤** I am so happy that I am able to attend Sunday service despite the rainy morning we've encountered but it didn't stop us from coming over and worshiping Him. As I heard the word of God it's a confirmation for me like it was made for me. There were two Sunday services that I couldn't make because I woke up late due to late sleep and today I look like a walking zombie co'z I find it hard…
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It kills me Date: June 04, 2022 Author: JustMaryel I don't have a topic as my brain is overloaded with something and my head spins again unstopped, maybe because of radiation. That is why I really need to rest my eyes for a while. I don't want to abuse it again and again. Thanks kuya @ARTicLEE for saving my Saturday with your article. https://read.cash/@ARTicLEE/i-havent-really-asked-myself-these-at-least-most-of-them-a154f5ab What would I truly regret not doing if I died…
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I don't know what to do Date: June 03, 2022 Author: JustMaryel No words can describe how painful my head is right now, it spins unstopped as I say it will spin, I laugh it spin and I move it spin. Gosh, I don't know what to do just to make it stop as it aches no matter what I do. I already take medicine but nothing happens and I even sleep all day to ease the pain but still nothing happens. Now, I really don't know what to do. I don't even have the courage to write today but…
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Definitely a no to ex-friend Date: June 02, 2022 Author: JustMaryel My Thursday went too hot as Mr. Sunny shines so bright that it can cause heat stroke. I was overthinking something important when I had no topic and ideas when I stared at the blank white paper. To save my Thursday I crossed to my kabit @Probinsyana "Can you marry your friends ex" article that gives me ideas on what to write. https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/can-you-marry-your-friends-ex-d7db6136 Can you…