@JustMaryel 9 June 2022

Always carry in my bag Date: June 09, 2022 Author: JustMaryel The weather is too hot that really sweat dropping and I felt like I was inside in the oven leads into headache and thankfully drinking plenty waters reduce a bit. I'm totally drained and have no ideas coming out of my head as I catch up twice as much. Thanks to my kabit @Probinsyana for her "I'm done" that really saved me. https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/im-done-811ac400 **I always carry** ****my phone and handkerchief**** **in my bag** All of us can't leave the house without our phone as the phone has become part of our life especially when I meet read.cash. Every available time I have, I always check the site to interact with one another. Phones can help to ease bored time especially when I was in a long queue. If you read my previous articles, I've had ample time to realize how important my hand is that I can't leave the house without it in my bag or in my hand. Hanky always saves me from vomiting when I smell perfume and wearing a mask really helps me also. **I wish I could** ****be independent**** I really want to be independent but when I attempt to be independent, Mama is always there to stop me and makes me dependent on her. I do understand her because she doesn't want me to leave her alone and it is not my plan to leave her. I am always dependent on her but my reason to be independent is to prepare myself for future events because reality says all of us will die. **Sometimes I** ****daydream**** Daydreams make me escape from reality. I usually daydream when I am in trouble or sad to enlighten my mood with positive and good things. In daydreaming, I can do whatever I want, I can eat whatever I want and I can make everything possible if I prefer to do so. Daydreaming is the best way to escape aside from sleeping. **I'd eat** ****chocolate**** **everyday if I could** I can't resist chocolate as I am a chocolate lover. Few weeks, I really crave chocolates to the point I went to mall and grab chocolates and eat them all entire night. Next morning, I went again to mini store and bought again packs of chocolate and eat whole day. I am so addicted with dark chocolate, sadly I am not into milk chocolate. **A talent I have** ****is being everyone friend**** I am everyone's friend with loyalty to it as I do have a friendly smile and approach but not the look as I possess a strict look. I can be in all groups. Maybe being ambiverted also influences my personality. **Everyone says I'm** ****kind**** I don't see myself as being kind or possessing kindness. Maybe they say I am kind when they can easily approach me, when I always share what's in me, when peace is all I want and so much more. Honestly, all of us are kind but it depends on how we show it to others and whether people are kind to those people who treat us kind. **Today I will** ****rest my exhausted being**** All I want is to rest my tired body and mind from all the struggles I've been through these past days that really drained and exhausted me. Too much tiredness is not healthy to our body and everyday we need to rest and gain enough rest to avoid abuse of our body. **A talent I wish I had** ****is a drawing****  In drawing I find it enjoyable and profitable. I always see how people can make money through drawings which I already expect. And, I can express my emotions with drawing and let my creativity introduce my name. I really admire those people who are capable of drawing. **Currently I am** ****neutral**** Neutral in every aspect of my life. I am not too happy nor too sad like I am at peace balancing the situation. Thanks a lot❤ Recent Articles: Hopefully, it will never end https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/hopefully-it-will-never-end-ad7af49e How much is your pocket money? https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/how-much-your-pocket-money-beb0e26e Back to back wake up https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/back-to-back-wake-up-11b41cff It kills me https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/it-kills-me-f9178943 Lead image from Unsplash. JustMaryel sending you Love❤