@JustMaryel 28 February 2022

Diary Accepted Date: February 28, 2022 Woah, last day of February it is really time is running so fast. As expected today our area will experience rainfalls like yesterday but good thing there is no raging wind. Sadly, due to strong winds yesterday someone lost his life as the coconut broke and hit him. That caused his death. As the cold breeze and raindrops filled the moment, I answered some random questions from @MoonTrader "Diary Questions challenge accepted". https://read.cash/@MoonTrader/diary-questions-challenge-accepted-58ab670d `Without further ado, lemme start😊` How do you calm your nerves in a difficult situation? I could calm myself by crying. Honestly, I hate myself for being weak and couldn't defend myself from others because whatever emotions I felt I always ended up crying. One time, I was so enraged that I literally saw one color which is black alone. I could feel that I'm about to explode but still I ended up crying and crying. Not a burst of crying instead of a silent one. How do you savor the time you get alone? This is what people misinterpret regarding me as they viewed me as an extrovert without knowing that introvert domain which makes an ambivert. I prefer to be alone to do things that people don't know that I am capable of. Before, my savor time was to read wattpad all day. Sometimes I skipped meals, delayed showering and not doing household chores but now it is quite different as I spend more time on this platform. What do you think the purpose of life is? We have different views regarding purpose of life but I will go into spiritual view which is to serve God to acknowledge that I can't do anything without Him. Praising and worshiping Him is what we do but beyond that there is discipleship to spread His word so that many people will serve Him. How would you describe your personal style? I could tell you my style is very strange and weird, specifically having a weird taste or smell in perfumes. Gosh, I still couldn't bear to own perfume. I believe I have my own style which makes me unique. In  my style, where I could express myself is what matters the most. What kind of people do you dislike? A double-sided type of person in a short "plastic" one. I think we all dislike that kind of person where they are so good in front of us that they even give compliments and more but afterwards they will backstab us. Worst, they will spread our secret to others to make themselves higher than others. What an id!ot creature. When did you last see the sun rise? I think it was last November 1, 2021 when we hiked 5 in the morning. Even though our house is near the seashore, I seldomly saw the sun rise for the reason of waking up late, probably 8:00 am. Do you believe every thought you think? No, because there are times I am too impulsive in my decision making. That is why I really need to consult before doing it. Also, my thoughts are sometimes filled with too many emotions which I become irrational and my thoughts are not always correct. What makes you proud? When I make a decision without consulting, achieving the thing that I really work hard just to get it, seeing my loved ones enjoying and having fun. Also giving and providing for my family needs. Lastly, helping someone during my difficult times. Do you enjoy spending time with others? Yes I really did, I have a lot of friends some are plastic hahaha nevertheless real friends do. I love to spend more time having conversation. By the way, we had a plan to eat somewhere but it always ended up being canceled and drawn. Shout out to you guys hahaha. Recent Articles: Guidelines on How to Create and Deposit in Abra CPRX https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/guidelines-on-how-to-create-and-deposit-in-abra-cprx-abc1ce9b The Fruit of 30 days Staying https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/the-fruit-of-30-days-staying-21bcbdc6 Small token Tour: Hodl and Stake https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/small-token-tour-hodl-and-stake-17fe60ed More Milk at Sunday Swap https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/more-milk-at-sunday-swap-894ff26e Happy to see you in sponsors block❣️ Lead image taken in Unsplash. JustMaryel sending you Love❣️