Date: November 2, 2021
Me, myself and I are always there through ups and downs, happiness and sadness, success and failure. This three words sees the incapabilities, insecurities, tragic and more moment in life. Me, who always doubts myself but I always believe and cheer that others can do greater things. In time comes, when no one believes in us those pronouns silently cheering up but sometimes the first one who doubts also. Despite all negative things, me, myself and I are the best friend that cannot betray nor leave when everything seems chaotic.
Acceptance is the most important to move forward. When Kuya died because of betrayal by his own best friend and being killed like an animal, it was so hard to accept and see those people who were there but did nothing to stop and save my kuya's life. I keep the raging anger in my heart and blame everyone and trust no one but when months passed I tried to internalize and put myself in their situation at that moment and there I found myself doing the same thing, ran and saved my own life. That moment I accept the tragedy happen and move forward as what kuya wants me to do. In accepting, it means bringing and pack up all the lessons.
Respect, I'd mention the previous article about respecting each belief,religion and tradition is the key to good relations. What instance does your respect disappear? My parents raised me to be respectful and carve the golden rule in life. I also don't want long fights or negative emotions that stay in my heart that are sometimes misinterpreted and abused by others. My respect vanishes when someone steps on my dignity and says rude things that I never made or done. Hearing it awakens the sleeping demon within me.
Year 2021 is like a roller coaster. Way back when read.cash is not yet introduce to me, I decided to work in company even my study may conflict the working schedule. I can't bear to see Mama stressing herself over bills and other necessities because we are financially broke. So, I need to move to give some money. One day, Mama found out my plan and we fought about it but in the end she won😉 and read.cash is a blessing to me this year. Hopefully, for more years to come.
Admit, I am not right all the time. There are moments, even though I know that I am wrong in some arguments, I still push and reason out to make my side right, the stubborn and hard headed me😂. But I know my limit though and I never did it with Mama co'z surely she will spank me or pinch me to death. Shut up lang si maryel pag si Mama🙈.
Love or lovelife? You choose and I'll answer, of course, in the comment box. Seriously, love is next to understand. When we love we did and do our best to understand them to keep the relation healthy. Like, Mama there are times her words are hurtful by accusing me with this and that and shr some fault words that engrave my heart in spite of that I always choose to understand her side that she is just a human that can make mistakes also. Even how hurtful words are and how painful it was, my love for her can't surpass any mistakes she might make.
Note: My apology for the sequel thoughts above. I don't know if I did correct about the acrostic😂
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