February 4, 2022

I had this one moment which literally painful cause I only appreciate something that is present before but now im bear a consequence of missing that thing. I talking about my phone which im too reckless to take care of it. It was the time when I sleep with my phone putting near to my forehead it wasn't give me worry cause when I woke up every morning I always seek any updates on my phone especially Facebook which is my primary source of update and information. I checked out messages and notification if there were any but nothing I see any update. Many more months passed by I consistently sleep with my phone near on my forehead I frequently checked out my phone during 2:00 to 3:00 pm but one time I wasn't checked my phone to check any updates cause I came from a tiring day because of cleaning almost one hectare land full of prairie. I have companion there and we are five person assigned from different corner of the prairie. We terminated those typical grasses that intervenes the natural growth of coconut tree. It end up my day so exhausted like you have to exert more force just to remove grasses. I went home like I've said to my self I will not going back there like that job is for steadfast people.

My phone cracked

That time I couldn't check any updates unto my phone cause I'm so exhausted like I couldn't turn my neck. I woke up this morning and I was shocked cause I couldn't see my phone I checked under my pillow and below my toes but it wasn't there. I only remember that I just put it near on my forehead so I was expecting that it was there like what was my usual routine I grab my phone at my forehead. I checked below my bed and unfortunately I saw my phone with so many cracks but thankfully I can you used it properly cause it doesn't grounded. I was so disappointed and disgruntled about what happen to my phone I wish I could turn back time and put my phone to the right place. My zest wasn't ignite anymore seeing my phone with defects but its still not dysfunctional cause I can used it anyway but the only bothers me is that the cracks that makes me disappointed on what I did. I feel like I only appreciate presence when its absence. I'm not lossing my phone but my point is that if only I taking care of my gadget I could use that for long time. Most of a time if any phone have so many cracks in LCD probably it is considered as dysfunctional cause many days later it will result to grounded. It deliberately touches on their own even though there's no one touching on your phone. Well that's life better to move on than emotionize painful sentiment.

Lesson learned

I have only one thing learned from this incident which literally gives me problem. We must appreciate something that is present right now because someday you'll realize how important a thing is when it's absent. This is not just about the phone I've regret of but I shared this for general purposes. It is not just about a thing it talks about a person especially when you abuse someone's effort. They doing everything just to please you and you just ignore their effort until someone's day an incident happens he/she left you cause he/she cannot take anymore. Then one day you realized that you didn't recognize his effort. Thinking about you only appreciates someone's presence when it's absent. Everything is not our control we can't turn back time to change what happens behind us cause we make our presence doesn't recognize the true value of a thing or person's feelings and we are bearing our consequences. Most people who are doing this stuff don't notice the value of things they've just realized when it's gone. You missed a certain thing cause it gives you satisfaction and pleasure then why you are wasting your time instead of appreciating it? It's better to appreciate things while it is there cause you might miss that when it's left you. We can relate this thought through various things we made wrong cause we only see their worth when they are gone. It is a sad fact when we are appreciating things such as they are giving benefits to us without knowing that we neglected them because sometimes we are one-sided only. I do hope that this message intervenes your thoughts on how we deal with things especially when we are one-sided only. Things may change or even they will leave us when they perceive we are not giving enough time to care for them. As a matter of fact, when we compare stuff to people probably people fluctuate their minds and that will result to terminate their feelings for us. Constant change is change also nothing is irreplaceable than change. We are not constant and the way we think is probably the most complicated ones.

This is just all that I want to share with about things that we will miss especially when they leaves us. Appreciating when they can gives us benefits. Thanks you for reading .