My Mind Talks.

I found myself alone in the dark, sitting at the corner of my room. Watching the moon above as it shines the dark sky together with the millions of stars that are seems to be waving at me. The wind blown and I felt the coldness of the night. The loud and busy day turns into a silent night. As I lie down to my bed, I hear different sounds but the songs coming from the frogs dominates the crowd. It's just really amazing when the night comes for all the sounds are blending to each other making an orchestra.

One is not just right, I hear a sound that looks dangerous to me and that sound really irritates my ears. Mosquitoes are singing inside my mosquito net landing on my skin, sucking my treasure inside my veins. I'm about to slap one of them but a though came to my mind and it says, what if that mosquito have families waiting for it to return.

My conscience hits me so I just touched the mosquito to drove it away. Same with the other mosquitoes inside the net, I set them free. It's really weird. My mind is so weird. Well I just value life lol. Don't mind my weird mind.

From the situation above I realized something that I think most of us need to apply it in real life. I know that most of us are being abused just because we are too kind. Too kind to the point that we even forget our selves. Too kind that we even carelessly fighting a battle just to make them safe. Too kind that we endure all the sadness and sorrows just for them to stay happy.

We are forgeting something important in the picture and that is we forget to be good to ourselves also. We are too focus in helping others that we even forget that ourself needs help too. Remember you are important, so don't just be good to others, be good and kind to yourself too.

I know that we live in world wherein there are times in our life that we can experience something really bad. And that something really bad open up a deep wound in our heart making us very weak. Making us cry a ton of tears filled with emotions that we can't explain. When we experience something like this we even question God why it happened. We keep on asking God and ourselves. Ofcourse He will answer our questions but He will not tell it directly to us.

It is in another form and that is opening your eyes, making your vision to become clear again just like before. Yes, that something made a deep wound in our heart but at the same time it restors our clear vision realizing why it happened in the first place. Don't let that wound blind you and can't see your future ahead.

This world are full of lies. Lies that made our hearts stop beating turning into a rock, without a life or pulse. Sometimes we judge people based on what we see outside without looking inside of them. Sometimes we judge them just because they are stone hearted people but we really never knew what is really going on in their hearts. I must tell you and I want you to know that there are no people in this world who was born with a stone hearted. We are all born with a soft heart but tough situations made them really hard.

Ber months starts with this month of September and the are is being filled with a lot of love again. But be careful about that love that roams around you. You may get a fake one and end up crying. Yes, everyone that sorrounds us can show us love but only one thing I can tell you about it. Love can be deceiving sometimes so trust only few and make sure they are worth for your love.

Our eyes can see what is real and not but don't trust your eyes too much or else you'll be in danger in no time. Yes, we can see what is real in our surroundings and ofcourse we can see real people but wait you're missing some important details about real human. Let me tell you, you see them as a real human or people but your eyes can't really tell if they are true or not. Looking at them with your own eyes is not enough to see their true nature hiding in their shadow so better be careful in whom you trust.

Life can throw anything at you at any moment but once you reach the "I don't care stage" , rejoice for you reach the stage wherein you don't care those people that downgrade you and you keep doing what you really what without considering their thoughts and negative opinions about you.

And that all what my mind wants to talk about this night so it's time to bid my goodbye to all of you, my readers. I really thank you for reading this far and hopefully to see you in my next articles.

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