You Changed My Life in a Moment

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August 12, 2021

Ako'y litong-lito at hindi mapagtanto, mga katagang iyong binigkas bago ka lumuwas. Sa kabilang ibayo ikaw ay magtutungo, para makita ang pinapangarap mo. Ako'y humiling ng Isa Pang Araw, para magkasama Tayo sa isang Duyan. Mga bisig mo aking pinapangarap, mga halik mo aking hinihingyap. Mundo ko ay huminto, nang aking hiling ay iyong pinagbigyan. Akala ko ikaw ay mananatili, pero ito'y salungat sa aking minimithi.

Dati Sabi Mo Sa Akin, you have A Very Special Love for me. Pero bakit tila ito'y nagbago? Sino Nga Ba Siya na tunay mong Minamahal? Na kaya mong saktan ang puso ko ng lubusan? Pa Ikot-Ikot, gulong-gulo, litong-lito ang puso ko sa'yo. Bakit nga ba ako nagkaka Ganito? Na kahit ang sarili kong Sandata ay aking isinugal, maabot lamang ang matayog mong Talang matatagpuan in Your Universe. Ito ba ay Dahil Minahal Mo Ako? Ngunit iba sa ninanais ng aking puso.

Para Sa Iyo, ako'y Kaibigan Mo lamang, but I want To Love You More. Ngunit ikaw ay hindi sumang-ayon at sabi mo'y hindi ko alam ang tunay na pagmamahal. Paano Ba Ang Magmahal? Hindi ba sapat na ako ngayo'y nasasaktan? Sa bawat araw at gabi, ikaw ang tinitibok ng aking puso. Sa bawat galaw ng aking katawan, ikaw ang nakikita ng aking mga mata. Sa bawat salitang binibigkas, ikaw ang nilalaman ng aking isipan.

Isang Kilometro aking tinakbo para puso mo ay aking masuyo. I endured the pain until the Rain falls, but seems like Forever Is Not Enough to get you. Wala ni isang salitang binigkas nang ika'y humakbang, ngunit ako'y umiyak para Lumingon Ka Lang. Mali ba ang ika'y mahalin? "Kung Ako Na Lang Sana!", sigaw ng aking puso.

Ikaw ay huminto at ako'y nilingon, pero tila ba ikaw ay napikon. Matitigas na salita iyong ibinato, at para bang gumuho ang aking mundo.

"Mahal kita at alam mo iyon. But only as a friend. You are my bestfriend for Pete's sake!" Sigaw nito.

"How Could You Say You Love Me, if you are hurting me badly? Ako ba'y mamahalin mo kapag ako'y mawala na? Dahil pakiramdam ko'y I Won't Last A Day Without You. Can you... Kiss Me, Kiss Me one last time?" Pabulong kong tugon.

"Patawad, pero hindi ikaw ang nilalalaman ng aking puso. Sana ay maintindihan mo ito."

Mga huling katagang sinabi mo bago ka nagtungo sa kabilang ibayo. Puso ko ay nabiyak, mundo ko ay gumuho. Sarili ko'y lumagapak sa lupa kung saan ang luha ko ay pumatak.

"I Still Believe In Loving You." Bulong sa sarili ko.

Araw ay lumipas, gabi ay bumuligwas. Anino mo'y hindi nahagilap, nilamon ng kahapong puno ng paghihirap. Sa Dulo ng tulay, ako'y nakatayo, para wakasan ang nagdurugo kong puso. Ang mawala ako'y natatanging paraan lamang, para malimot ang mapait na nakaraan.

"Huwag kang tanga sa pagmamahal, katangiang hindi kahanga-hanga!"

Mga katagang sumagi sa aking isipan, mula sa isang Ginoong nakatayo sa aking likuran.

"Anog alam mo sa aking nararamdaman? Anong alam mo sa pagmamahal?" Mga salitang pinakawalan kasabay sa pagkabasa ng mukha kong luhaan.

"Puso mo ay bato, isip mo ay gago. Bakit mo itataya ang iyong buhay, sa mundong puno ng kulay? Humarap ka sa salamin, sarili mo'y salubungin. Maybe This Time, sarili mo naman ang iyong mahalin."

"Sino ka sa tingin mo? Pagkatao ko'y inaapakan mo? Bakit Pa Ba kailangan kong masaktan ng paulit-ulit?" Tanong ko.

"Mga masasakit na salita ang iyong kailangan, para isip mo'y lubusang matauhan." Mga masasakit na salitang aking ininda.

Mga araw ay lumipas na siya'y nasa tabi ko. Sa dulo ng tulay, kami ay nagtatagpo. Gumuho kong mundo ay kanyang intinayo. Nawasak kong puso ay kanyang binago. Mapapait na nakaraan ay unti-unti natatabunan, ng mga ala-alang matatamis na hindi ko natikman kahit kailan.

Sa kanyang pagtalikod ako'y napasigaw, nag-aalalang siya ay bumitaw.

"Saglit! Ako ay may sasabihin sa iyo."

Mundo ay nagbago, oras ay huminto, malakas na tunog, tibok ng aking puso.

"You Changed My Life in a Moment." Sambit ko.

"It Takes A Man And A Woman para pag-ibig ay maramdaman, pero sarili mo sana ay hindi mo kalimutan." Sagot nito.

"Alam ko, at salamat sa iyo. At sa tingin ko....I Just Fall In love Again."

Mga ngiti sa mukha niya ay aking nasilayan. Matatamis na kataga ay kanyang binitawan.

"Ano sa tingin mo ang nararamdaman ko?" Bigkas nito.

At mga katawan nami'y pinagtagpo.

Wakas...

Finally made a Filipino article for this Buwan ng Wika. This song title challenge is truly fun. @bmjc98 why don't you try it? 😅

This time, I chose my favorite Filipino singer, Sarah G. A famous and pinoy-pride OPM and pop music artist.


TO MY ENGLISH READERS:

This is a story of a girl who falls in love with her best friend. She did everything just to get the love she wanted to the point that she forgot to love herself. Unfortunately, her best friend doesn't love her the way she loved him. Because for him, she's just his best friend and that he loved someone else. Even though leaving her in vain gives him pain. But it's the only way he thought to let his best friend realize everything and to let her love herself again.

But it's just too hard for the girl to move on, and thinking about ending her life is a good way to forget the painful past. Until someone saved her from being drowned in the dark hole of the past. The new guy helped her see the beauty of the world, cherish her life, and love herself again.

Because of him, the girl finally moved on from the past, forget the pain, and learned how to love again. She found real love from the guy who helped her change her life. And the guy fell in love with her as well.


This reminds me of my article There's Only 0.01% Luck In Everything, Would You Rather Gamble For It? Where I mentioned, "Would you rather love the person who loves you seriously but you have no feelings for him, or the person you love dearly but don't love you at all?"

My answer goes to "love the person who loves me." Because for me, love can be learned and it can be developed over time. Sometimes, we are being blinded by our thoughts about our ideal love and we are unaware that, the right person is just in front of us because we are looking in the other direction. We are seeking the same love from our fiction story and not realizing that it is existing in reality in another form, only if we look at it dearly.

Why force someone to love us if we can love ourselves? Then later someone will love us unexpectedly. We can invest in love, but let's not forget to love ourselves more than anyone else. Because when the world turned upside down, it is only ourselves who can help us get back on track.

Thanks for your time 😁

Here is Sarah G.'s list of songs:

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Bakit kay langan pang paasahin ang isang tao kung may mahal kanang iba iwan na lang ang taung mahal ka wag yung pina pa asa mo pa kasi hindi madaling umasa. Masakit na para kang dinugurog sa subrang sakit nang iyung nararamdaman😣 kaya kung ako man po ay pipiliin ko ns lang na iwan yung kaibigan ko kaysa paa sahin pa sya kahit na alam ko na nasaktan pa sya.

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3 years ago

They say of you choose to ther person who loves you. The relationship lasts longer. 🧡

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3 years ago

ooohhhhh.. eto pala ung isa pa. :) Sarah G pala ang peg. haha

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3 years ago

Haha.. Thanks

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3 years ago

yah welcome. :)

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3 years ago

Hello my beautiful Jane, I hope everything goes well in your life.- What a sad story, although this happens daily, many times we fall in love or look at people who only see us as friends or strangers, people who will never give us a chance, that they will never see us as we will see them, It happened to me when I was in my teenage stage, I noticed a beautiful girl, brought me crazy, God wanted to give him the whole world, but she never saw me as more than friends, I always reject myself, until I understood that I shouldn't waste my time there, that unfortunately what he wanted would not happen, she noticed another boy, and this was unfaithful to him, I treat her worse than a trash can...

> Sometimes, we are being blinded by our thoughts about our ideal love and we are unaware that

I agree with what you mention, in life we cannot live blinded, we cannot live on illusions, we have to fall into reality, we have to understand that time passes, and what could not be done today, tomorrow it will be done and even better, we lose nothing by opening our eyes, understanding that this person is not ideal, greetings and thanks for this topic

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3 years ago

Hahaha I love it! Sarah G songs are the best too! Pero yung ending tlga nagdala eh. Haha.

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3 years ago

Bakit usong uso to? ano meron ha?! HAAHA

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3 years ago

May babae talaga na bini-bestfriend lang. 💔No more, no less.

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3 years ago

Saksak puso, tulo ng dugo!

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3 years ago

Well, in my opinion, love is a very touchy topic and nobody's experience is quite the same. I like this writeup, I found it really interesting. Thanks for actually including the English translation to the article for your English reader. Your playlist seems 🔥 btw

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3 years ago

Thanks

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3 years ago

Same with me too. I would rather love the person who loves me. For Goodness sake, why would someone think of committing suicide just because love failed them? Thank God for the guy who saved her and made her realize true love exists and they both came to love each other.

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3 years ago

Well it happens it reality ma. Haha

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3 years ago

Is he, the best friend still kept in contact with her?

Sometimes, it is better not to touch the sensitive issues and let it slide but there again, if we never tell we will not know what is the best or worst result out there.

The good thing is that she had found someone whom meant to be.

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3 years ago

Yup. And learn how to love herself again 😁

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3 years ago

How Could You Say You Love Me, if you are hurting me badly? - Awit to 😂 Tagalog pala to akala English dahil sa title.

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3 years ago

Haha.. Click bait 🤣

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3 years ago

oh my faves! first line palang alam ko na kanta ni bebe ko ang nasa artikulo...

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3 years ago

Wahhh, tama nga ako na kay Sarah G. tong mga kanta na ginamit mo😁. May nabasa na din po akong ganito kanina and yung ginamit naman niya is yung sa Eraserheads na mga kanta. Ang galing naman po ng pagkakagawa niyo. Parang ang hirap pa naman po gumawa ng ganito but still you manage to do it pa din po.

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3 years ago

You are absolutely right. Go with the person who loves you. Love can be learned.. probably it will be created naturally when he/she will shower a lot of love on you.

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3 years ago

Kagaling naman po niyan..kunpara sa ginawa ko 😅.. mahirap rin po pala gumwa ng ganitong article...at lalo na sa tagalog..perp kuhang kuha mopo.

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3 years ago

Thanks

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3 years ago

Sarah G's songs never go out of style. My mom loves them all. And yes, love should be shared by two not just one. It's just so sad when one cannot reciprocate the love that we have for them.

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3 years ago

Kya wag ipilit ang hndi tama haha

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3 years ago

Ouch haha

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3 years ago

Aba at may tagalog version pala eto. Ang galing talaga!

Btw, @Jane, un sponsorship mo sa akin nagkamali ba? kasi dalawang request. Baka kako nagkamali un isa. Isa lang in approve ko.

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3 years ago

D ko alam 😅 isa nlng iapprove mo haha

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3 years ago

Hehe...ou isa lang inapprove ko. Salamat! :)

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3 years ago

Hoii madamm ang galingg napasok mo talaga yung mga kanta na yun andami ahh, so creative, and napakanta ko ahh, so anyways yeah we can't force someone to love us, if we want someone to love us we should love ourselves first, and when faith comes your own person will be there for you and love you unconditionally.

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3 years ago

Oi.. Spam account mo 😥

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3 years ago

Ang ganda naman po! Bawat salita na inyong ginamit bukod sa mga kanta ay malalalim at may tugma. Mas lalo tuloy namin nararamdaman ang inyong kwento. Para tuloy ang sarap masaktan basta may dadating na tunay na magmamahal.

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3 years ago

Panu kung wala? Haha. Mas masakit yun haha

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3 years ago

Grabe naman po. Wag naman ganon. Hahaha. Saan ba ako nagkulang? Charing hahaha

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3 years ago

Anlaaa, ang galing this is the third time na ee. Tapos ako wala pa. Etry ko nalang din kaya ang Tagalog, mas madali wari, hmmm 🤔

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Haha.. Tagalog nlng pra madali 🤣

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Aaaah..... i've finally been able to regain control of myself. I couldn't stop laughing, i laughed for a good ten minutes straight! Not because of the content, don't worry, but because i had gone through the trouble of translating and reconstructing the mutilated grammar the translator spits out into intelligible English only to continue reading....... and find the English translation below the Filipino text. Might be i'm a bit crazy, but that is funny s**t right there! Ah that felt good! But, to go into the content a bit, There's a lot i have a different opinion in. Or rather, i have different experiences in. In the text, it comes across as if you have control over love. It is like you're saying that you decide who and when to love and that logical reasoning can be applied to it.

Which to me is utterly ridiculous. True love cannot be controlled. True love happens to you, and you simply have to deal with it like a law of physics. If you can control the love you feel, then the first and undeniable conclusion you know as a fact is that it is not true love. It's a crush, lust or a silly flutter or something like that. The only one that can change the love you feel if it's true love is the one you love.

Having said that, we are of course sentient, reasoning and thinking people who are in control of ourselves. We can choose to ignore the love we feel, decide that for whatever reason we convince ourselves of that we should not act or do what the love is telling us we should do. We can choose to convince ourselves that we love someone, and choose to be with that person. Furthermore, we can convince others about what love we feel, and throughout the millennia generations of humanity has been able to have long successful marriages based on that. Arranged marriages are still not uncommon in the world, and those have a higher success rate than the ones that supposedly were built on love.

But if we are alone, and if we are in that mood we all have sometimes in which we feel like we're missing something, the one that starts with the deep sigh.... if in that mood we are completely honest with ourselves we know. We know deep inside if you are truly in love and if you are you know who your true love aches for.

I know that 80% will have to admit it is not the partner or lover they are with at the time.

No, true love is something that happens to you, and it is something you never have any control over. The feeling is just there. It can grow from barely noticeable slowly into a force that overwhelms you, or it can creep up on you, and you then suddenly realize you have been in love for weeks, months, years even, but you didn't realize it. But the most powerful experience is the one where it hits you like a tsunami or an asteroid. It is a moment, in which you're not suspecting anything like it. It can be a look, a smell, a touch.... It can be a message, or something someone does.... or it can even a mere thought that triggers it. But when it hits you it seems sounds get muffled, your head glows, and you feel the blood rushing through your brain. Time seems to slow, and your mouth will never be dryer than that moment. A feeling of pressure on your chest as if someone or something is sitting on it. And your thoughts just pause completely, disabling you from thinking anything, not even realizing that you are unable to think about anything. The only truth, the only reality At that moment, is the existence of the one you love, you live for and would die for.

That last one, that is one that usually lasts no more than 5 seconds but DAMN what five minutes they are!

Oh, crud... i seem to have autos witched into rambling mode. Ha ha...hahaha... that usually only happens when... eehm..

anyway, interesting article, lovely piece of song lyric poetry. I have no idea what the challenge is/was that prompted you to write it, but I'm grateful that it challenged you to write this. Thanks!

Oh, and the love songs that i think are the best ever are: Spending my time from Roxette and the power of love from Huey lewis and the news.

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3 years ago

Wah 😱😱 this is like an article already 🤣🤣so next time read the last part before translating the Tagalog article 🤣🤣 translator is somewhat hilarious haha. But thanks for these wonderful words.. I'm amazed at how you describe real love, which, I guess, I haven't felt yet since my last heartbreak.. And all you have said are right, based on what I've seen in romance movies 🤣🤣 I feel like I'm watching a movie while reading your comment..lol thanks for passing by again and dropping this lengthy yet meaningful comment.

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Oh i didn't "pass by", i get an email when you post an article. When i get an email, i come and read. You could say i'm a bit of a fan! :D

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3 years ago

Oh.. That's flattering haha.. Thank you

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3 years ago

Napaka creative at ang galing ng pagkakagawa nito ateeee. 🤗🤗 masubukan nga ito 🤗

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3 years ago

Gora. Nkakatuwa sya

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3 years ago

Galiiing!! 👏👏👏 Ewan ko kung kelan ulit magkakalaman utak ko sa mga ganito.. Hahah! Habang binabasa ko sya para akong nag rarap.. Heheh. 😅

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3 years ago

Haha. The rhymes 🤣 gawa ka sis. Nkakatuwa

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3 years ago

Ah finally you did something for english readers as well hehe i was waiting for this thing from too long and hope others will also do this to make easy

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3 years ago

Haha... You can do the challenge too 😁

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3 years ago

Nakakadurog talaga ang mafall sa taong kaibigan lang tingin sayu haha.. sakit mang isipin ngunit mas masakit kung ipipilit natin ang puso na ayaw naman niya.. hayyyss buti hindi ko na try pa..

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3 years ago

Haha...try mo kaya kung ano feelings 😅

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3 years ago

According to me, love is too blind. When we fall in love that person manipulate in the way he/she love. For me, I must love and friendship with same person. Don't foeget to avaoid the person who not deserve love.

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3 years ago

Ang dami pala kanta ni Sarah G noh haha mga English songs nya lang napapakinggan ko tapos yung Tala, at Sino nga ba sya ba, then ikot ikot hihi galing nyo sa ganito.

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3 years ago

Kulang pa yan. Haha..

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3 years ago

Marami pala noh, usually kasi pag nag soundtrip ako puro Hillsong or other Christian songs lang din hihi

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3 years ago

Love can be funny sometimes. The people we love sometimes don't love us back. We accept the love we think we deserve and yet, our standards make us overlook a potential budding love affair. When we love ourselves, we won't settle for being a second option. Love is beautiful and it's worth waiting for.

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3 years ago

Indeed. So have you found your love there yet? 😅

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3 years ago

🤣🤣🤣😂😂🤣😂 yes.

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3 years ago

Awww Sarah G has always been one of my favorites since I was a kid. Pero tama, why force ourselves to someone when we can just love ourselves in the first place. Bahala sila hehs

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3 years ago

Haha.. Tama

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3 years ago

nung bing nabasa ko yung title akala ko niyo fiction story na di connected kay sarah then nung sinimulan ko napangiti na lang ako. haha. popster here too. haha. gusto ko tong mga latest stroy mo. puro happy ending. yey

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3 years ago

Haha.. Salamat.. Happy lng. Nkaka broken heart ang sad ending 🤣

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3 years ago

ateee pwde mahingi link? diko makitaa xd

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3 years ago

Link ng ano? 😅

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3 years ago

Ung sa buwan ng wika xd.ahehe

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3 years ago

Wala naman. Compose ka lng tagalog article

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3 years ago

Help me I'm fallin' fallin in love again❤ Ang ganda naman po Ms. Bella :)

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3 years ago

Haha.. Salamat 😁

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3 years ago

Ang galing ateee Jane. 👏 Sa first part may naiisip akong isang tao na dumating sa life ko, sa second part din may naisip din ako. I just fall in love again pa nga. Hahaha

Can you... Kiss Me, Kiss Me one last time? - pero pwede pala to i ask one last time? Matry nga to soon if ever. Hahaha

Ka gaganda talaga ng mga song ni Sarah G ay.

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3 years ago

Nahirapan ako isingit yang kiss me kiss me 🤣🤣 salamat sa pagbasa

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3 years ago

Ay iba, pak! hahahah. ang galing nag pagkakakonek konek ng kanta. At sa title pa lang eh napaclick na agad ako eh.

kailan ko kaya mababasa na katulad nito ang lovelife mo,hehehe

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3 years ago

Haha . ipanalangin mo ate na sana ay dumating na 🤣

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3 years ago

Malay mo naman kasi nasa tabi tabi lang tapos di mo lang napapansin, hehe

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3 years ago

Love is difficult to find when a guy says I love you he may mean something else or have a motive behind his love, but a girl falls in love she is deeply in love with you and she mean it with all her heart. Thank God she was able to find someone that reciprocate her love.

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3 years ago

Thanks for reading😁

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3 years ago

Thanks for the interpretation, it was helpful. I can remember the 0.01% article and i totally agree with the answer you gave.

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3 years ago

Thanks

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3 years ago

Ang ganda at ang galing. Hahaha! Sana all muna may dumadating na bago para mahalin tayo. Wahahaha! Charot. Try ko nga din to kung kaya ko. 🤭🤣

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3 years ago

Kakayanin yan 🤣 dami mo inspiration 🤣

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3 years ago

Love is meant to be reciprocal but not one-sided. Many people today tend to run after those who does not love them. They tried their best to love wholeheartedly but the one they loved loved someone else.

So, be vigilant and love the one who loves you I'm return and if you are heartbreaken, then you just need to find way to move on as there are many who love you so much.

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3 years ago

Indeed.. Let's not be hypocrites and create a single world just for someone.. It's too wonderful to be wasted. Haha

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3 years ago

Pinakanta mo nman aq sa title haaha... John loyd at sarah ba to? Ahahaha napa kung aq n lng sana n escalante, sarah pa din pala hehhe

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3 years ago

Haha.. Bet ko kc movie nla sarah at JL kya yan pinili ko na title 🤣

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3 years ago

Ang ganda din ng movie nila na yan.. Bet q pag sila ang love team❤️

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3 years ago

I was about to pass over this because I was like "oh it's another one of her Filipino articles" 😂 thanks for that translation by the way. Well, I am glad the girl found someone new who could love her for her, the same love she was showering on her best friend and I am also glad she learned to love herself in the process.

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3 years ago

Haha.. Good thing I explained the story in english 🤣

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3 years ago

Mga masasakit na salita ang iyong kailangan, para isip mo'y lubusang matauhan.

harsh si kuyang nasa likuran.. pero sa kanyang malupit na pag sambit ng mga salitang susugat at guguhit sa isipan niya, nahulog pa din si ate sa kanya. Naliwanagan si ate sa pag gabay ni kuyang nasa likod lang... ayiiiii ..

baka nasa likod lang nga sya no?

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3 years ago

Haha.. Tingnan ko nga 🤣🤣 kaso wala 🤣 Haha.. Reality hurts tlga yan..lol

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3 years ago

parang mas natakot ako kung biglang meron nga bigla sa likod mo sis! ahhahaah..

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3 years ago

Kabog! Nakakatuwa at marami ding matututunan sa kwento. ❤️

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Thanks

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