My birthday🎂

How are you everyone? I hope that everyone is fine. I'm also fine.

Today is my birthday.🎂🎂

I was born on August 06, 1997.☺️

My friends, has wished to me & all my relatives. Some made wishes directly, some made phone calls and some made wishes via SMS.

Last year on this day all my friends celebrated the day together, really the day was a lot of fun. I miss the day.😥Birthdays are very special to all people, that's normal. But due to the epidemic called Corona, this year was not celebrated as well as in previous years.

Although this day is special for all people but to me this day does not seem so special. People close to me, some of my special people, my family, I can't give as much importance to this day. But I don't know why.

On my birthday, I get more anxious than on any other day of the year.

I think that one more year has passed from my life, that is, I have gone one step further towards death. Growing up, having to be self-reliant, maybe one day having a family.

I kept thinking about all this and kept thinking, I couldn't do anything in life. Maybe the joy, the celebrity will be alive again but the one year of life that has passed will never come back!

For some reason, I can't do a job properly, I lose a lot in life. Yet, thousands are grateful to God. Never give up hope, always rely on the Creator.

I studied at a university far away from home (Bangabandhu Sheikh Mujibur Rahman Science & Technology University, Gopalganj) due to which I have no relatives there except some friends.

There is no one to take care of me.

Speaking of last year,

I became very ill from 02 October 2019.

I have never been so sick. Severe dizziness, vomiting, fainting, everything happened.

There was no one to take me to the hospital, because then the university was off for a while for which almost everyone went home, I stayed there.

I was somehow coming home after a few days due to a lot of illness. I did almost all the treatments but I didn't get any improvement.

All my family, all my relatives were very depressed about me.

I had two strokes because I had high blood pressure. I went to my deathbed.

Everyone in my family cried over me. I thought to myself, maybe I won't live anymore, I thought I might really die then. But by the grace of God I survived.😢 Maybe I can't explain it properly, I hope you understand my feelings please!☺️The time was really hard.😢

But yes, by the grace of God, I am still alive in this world. A few days ago I joined this little beautiful platform Reed.Cash.❤️❤️

Reed.Cash is a very nice platform where all the feelings can be shared, from which important things can be learned, from which a lot can be learned. I got some good friends from here who are very helpful, who are very sincere.❤️

It is possible that I am alive today.☺️

And yes, we all have to be ready to die, because one day we will all have to die. Death is inevitable.

Everyone will pray for me so that I can walk more beautifully in the days to come, so that I can stay healthy.❤️

Thank you so much everyone for reading. Always stay happy & stay safe. Take care everyone.💕