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Many Say You Took Beautiful Photos Good evening! It's me @Jabs . I made this article to satisfy my confusion. I subscribed @mr.mondal a few days a ago and I've been receiving notifications everytime he posted and published an article. But everytime I tried to view his articles, especially his articles about photography, I haven't seen any photo except the image he put as the lead image. Here are some examples. I noticed that he really loves taking pictures and created his own original article but I can't see any pictures in every articles. I don't know if it just me? That's why I call @mr.mondal 's attention. @mr.mondal ,is you article really like this or it really has some pictures on it. I read some of the comments in your articles and they all saying that you are good. What's wrong? @mr.mondal `sorry to take a screenshot of your articles without your consent, I am really in a confusion everytime I viewed your articles. I already asks you regards with this but you only replied with a question mark (?).` Hope this time I get an answer.

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A Happy Moments Filled With Lies Good Evening! Since I don't anything to publish, I came up with a story. Hope you'll find time to read up to the end. **Enjoy Reading!** ******************************* We knew each other for so many years. And for those years, we shared so many memories. Your hands, arms, and shoulder that always open for happy and sad moments. Your hands that always pulled me up when I stumble and fall. Your arms that embraces me when I am happy and feeling down. And most especially, your shoulders that always ready to lend when tears started to fall. You were my bestfriend. And for so long you never left me alone. When I needed you, you always run to me. You were such a reliable and trusted person and I treasure you the most. Everytime that we are together, you always looked out and take care of me, **It always me first before yourself.** And that's the reason I called you first when something important happened or when I felt at lost. You were always at my back, supporting and encouraging me. You are like an angel who brings luck and happiness to me. Then one day, you said to me, "***I need to go somewhere. Take care!"*** with a warm embrace and a smile on your face and bid your goodbye to me while waving your hand. Days passed, weeks and months, I never heard a single word from you. I get mad because you never called or text me. I thought you forgot me and found another bestfriend in the place you visited. My birthday came, and I am waiting for you, because I know you'll come with a gift on your hand, but didn't appear. I am mad. Didn't enjoy the day. I went to my room and cover myself with the blanket and really agitated. Suddenly, phone beeps... its a message coming from you. `"Happy Birthday!"` Mixed emotions is what I felt. I am happy because you never forget my birthday, but at the same time I am mad, because for month that we were apart, thats the first time you get in touched. I replied to you and ask when will you come back, but I got no replied. And so I slept with my phone on my hand. The next morning, I went to park, walking and enjoying the sunlight. I bumped into one of our friend and said something that broke my heart into pieces. `"Aren't you going to see him? Its his last night today? "` I am puzzled and confused. I ran as fast as I could and went to your house, and there I saw people wearing white. I slowly walked, and every steps I made my heart becomes heavy. I don't know when my tears started to fall. Your mother suddenly appeared. Without words she started to pat my back. I saw you, dazzling with your white tux while lying on a beautiful bed that made only for you. Your mother started to speak, "***I am sorry. He told us not to inform you.*** " and gave me a letter and left me infront of you. I can't find a words to say. I was standing and crying nonstop. The day has come to bid farewell to you and until this day I can't speak and just crying. When I went back home, I went straight to my room and continue crying in my pillow. I suddenly remember the letter your mother gave to me. With tears on my face, I started to read it. `To you, My friend,` `Hi!` `I won't ask you if you okay 'cause I know you do. You are the toughest person I ever met.` `Anyway, since you are reading this letter, I am sure you know that I am gone. That I will never come back.` `I don't know were to start but allow me to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry because I didn't tell you. You know how much special you are to me. We know each other for so long. I know your attitude and behavior. I know you hate eating spicy foods. Your afraid insects. Everytime you saw a cockroaches you jumped automatically and shout at the top of your lungs. You love eating ice cream especially when you are stressed in something. I know when you are happy. I know when you are sad and I know when you are in pain. I think I can say that I know everything about you. And know I am hundred percent sure that you are crying while reading this. So please stop.` `That's the reason why I don't want you to know anout this. You are such a crying lady.` `I've been in pain for so long. I get easily tired that causes me to breathe hardly.` `I don't want you to worry about me, so kept it to you. Everytime I see you smile and happy I get energized and forget the pain I felt.` `But truly, body doesn't lie...` `I want to stay by you side forever. See you achieve your dreams. As much as I want to be with you, this disease won't allow me. My body slowly gives in, until I can no longer move.` `I am sorry. Hope you'll find happiness even I am longer at your side.` `Please be happy. That's all I want.` `From your loving friend` For so many years his been by my side, I didn't know he's in pain. Am I too insensitive? Or to focus with my own self? Why didn't I notice it too soon? I don't know what to do, I just hold on to that letter until I fall asleep with tears on my face. I guess this is really the end of our story. *Goodbye my friend.* I will find that happiness, even if its hard, and your not by my side. **Thanks for reading!** Special thanks to My Dear Friend @esciisc for the banner!

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A drastic drop of bch?? My wallet continue to decrease. From $2.60 to $2.35.

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Darkness Slowly Appearing (A Sky Photography) Good Evening! We've seen varieties of photographies here in readcash. There are flowers, plants, insects, lakes, foods, different artworks as well and most especially sky. We have sunrise, sunset, different cloud formations, there's a lot of it. Most of the photographs we've seen here are very beautiful and awesome. Sometimes words isn't enough to say how beautiful those photographs are. There are a lot of aspiring photographers here in readcash. I am not really fond of taking pictures, but everytime that I see something that is beautiful and worth to capture, I don't hesitate to get my phone and take pictures. I really like seeing beautiful things especially when it comes to nature. The beauty of nature is really worth to capture. And today, I want to share to you this photographs. This is not as special and as beautiful as to those pictures posted and published here, but I want to share this with you all. Hope you like it. Thanks for reading! **Please LIKE, COMMENT and SUBSCRIBE.**

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I Will Stand Strong No Matter What Good afternoon everyone, it's me @Jabs again. How are you all doing? Are you enjoying the day? Today, August 31, here in the Philippines we are celebrating the National Heroes Day, so it's holiday here. Hope that you are enjoying the this day with your family. Anyway, I decided to write an article because I was inspired by something. I was asked to buy some cola in the store. While I was walking, my attention was caught by this flower. Here it is... (Sorry for low quality photo, not a pro just a trying hard photographer😁) This flower inspire me. Why? Let me describe the place to you first. This flower was located at the very corner of the street. If the sun shine in the morning this flower cannot get any sunlight. But when the afternoon came, all the sunlight shines to it. As I was roaming the place all the flowers in the surrounding are all withered, not a single flowers are opened and bloomed except this flower. This flower is in total bloom despite the strong heat of the sun. Winds sway the flower and leaves and it looks so refreshing. This flower inspired me because it shows to me that whatever or however strong challenges will come we must stand and stay strong. That whatever challenges we may face we can be beautiful and be us no matter what. Some may give up your will to stand must surfaces your desire. Thanks for reading!

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Parting Time ***As we are walking hand in hand,*** ***Barefooted in a warm sand,*** ***Promising amd whispering to each other,*** ***That only death can do us apart.*** ***Parting ways won't be a time to come,*** ***Loving you like a bird in hand,*** ***Being there for one another,*** ***Being part of the things you start.*** ***If only wind blow allow,*** ***To bring my message in you,*** ***Whispering how I really love you,*** ***I want to make it too.*** ***As the wind caresses your hair,*** ***Our sweet words resounded in the air*** ***Intertwining my hands on your fingers*** ***I beg of you my love, don't leave me in despair.*** This is the output of the Poem Writing Relay! We managed to make a four stanza poem! 😁😅 Anyway, special thanks to @CelestineJ, @MisterWrite and @CIDvor (I can't mention you) for participating. As promise I already upvoted your entry. You can check here again. https://read.cash/@Jabs/a-poem-writing-relay-8f6f596e Thanks you! 😊

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The results and upvote of Poem Writing Relay will be tomorrow. Let me first read all the comments (if there is😁) and decide which is best.😊 If you are interested, here's the link and leave your entry in the comment box of the said relay. Not here. https://read.cash/@Jabs/a-poem-writing-relay-8f6f596e#comment-682ca74b This relay will end at 8 am tomorrow. 😊 Thank you! Let's see how this relay will end. 😁😁 Stay tuned! 😁

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A Poem Writing Relay Good evening readcash users! It's me again @Jabs . Are you bored? Want to make this boring time entertaining? I actually come up with an idea to make this night (Philippine Time) an entertaining. Well actually I am a little bored, that's why.😊 I don't know if any of you are interested with this, so I don't know. Well I hope you are, though. So here it is. **Let's make a poem writing relay! 😁** All you have to do is add atleast four (4) verses or line to the poem that I started. ****Remember 4 lines.**** I will give an **upvote** (atleast $0.02) to the verses that ****unique and suitable**** to the poem. (Sorry I don't have enough money on my wallet now, but I will surely upvoted your comment.😅) Let's make a amazing poem with our amazing mind! So let's start! Title: **PARTING TIME** ***As we are walking hand in hand,*** ***Barefooted in a warm sand,*** ***Promising and whispering to each other,*** ***That only death can do us apart.*** **Comment yours now!** *P.S***.** **Please allow me to publish the finish product of this relay.** 😊 Thank you! 😊

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Is Having A Lot of Subscribers Benefits You? Hi, everyone! It's me @Jabs! Today, I want to discuss about this ***"I subscribe you, please subscribe back!"*** thing that I am sure most of the users experienced. I still received this kind of comment even though I rarely post an article. I read some of writers opinion regards with it and they all said it with a good point, especially the article made by @Eybyoung. Here's the link if you haven't read it yet, https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/subscribe-me-subscribe-you-back-please-stop-0e1b04e0 I've been here in readcash for almost two months and for that two months I only have a 100+ subscriber and I am totally okay with that. I don't know if it may increase as the days passed or what but it doesn't matter. I pretty understand that having a lot of subscriber boost our confidence, but which do you think is better? "***I have a lot of subscriber because they want and appreciate my articles."*** or ***"I have a lot of subscriber because I subscribed them also and ask for it."*** **I don't mean to offend anyone or any users. I respect all of you. This is just my opinion regards this matter.** Having a lot of subscriber surely benefits us in terms of self - confidence. As I've said it boost our confidence. It makes as smile everytime we saw our profile having 100+ or 200+ subcribers. But to tell you honestly, (based on my observation) if you are thinking that having a lot of subscribers can help you gain more points, then you are wrong. It doesn't help you accumulate a much higher points, because with all of your 200+subscribers not all of them leave comment and like your article. If your article isn't interesting and doesn't catch readers attention they won't bother reading your article and most especially leaving a comment. **A little appreciation with outmost sincerity (comments) is much better than having a lot of subscribers.** We all workhard to create a good article and what we expect to read in the comment box was an appreciation. And also users have their own opinion and decision. Let them decide on their own. Instead of asking to subscribe you, why not let them show why they need to subscribe you. It is more satisfying to know that users subscribe you because **you are good.** That's all. **Thanks for reading!**

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Don't Me! I Already Moved On! ***Don't look at me with your sad eyes full of tears,*** ***Don't look for me with your dried roses and hand that is shaking with fears,*** ***Don't look at me with your pursed lips and tight smile,*** ***Don't look for me with your scripted words and mouthful lies.*** ***Don't make effort for me just to get back your words,*** ***Don't make me feel special with your romantic chords,*** ***You chose to let go, remember?*** ***You even said, "I didn't love you, never"*** ***Our relationship is not true and not fair,*** ***'coz in the midst of it, you kept your heart and kept mine as well,*** ***We said our I love you's and promises too,*** ***But yours are not as strong as my feelings for you.*** ***Here I am gaining myself again,*** ***Learning to survive through crying and pain,*** ***Loving someone isn't an easy game to play,*** ***well, I've learned it in a hard way.*** Thanks for reading! Good Night! Please Like and Leave your Comment! **Feel free to Subscribe also.😊**

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My Friend's Photography Good Evening! I don't have any plan on posting any article today because I don't have any ideas on what to write, so I'm taking my time to think. Anyway, as I was scrolling in one of my social media account, I saw my friends new posted pictures who truly captivates me. It really makes me in a awe! So I asked permission if I could post her photos here on readcash, and luckily she gave me her permission. Actually this friend of mine has posted a lot of photos and all of it are really awesome. I invited her here in readcash so that she can share her talent in photography and I successfully persuaded her, but due to poor internet connection in our province, she only posted one article until she lose her interest. And now, let me introduce to you my friend's photography. That's it! What can you say about my friend photography? Comment your insights in the comment box below! **Thanks for reading! 😊** **Please Like and Subscribe!**

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A Random Pictures Hi! How's your day? Hope you enjoy it and you'd some fun. I know it's tiring, but I also know it's worth it. I want to share some random pictures before the day ends. I want to delete it but decided to share it here before deleting. Here it is👇 That's it. I know it's not so good as others.😁 **Thanks for spending sometime reading this. 😊** **LIKE, COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE.** **YOUR COMMENT IS A GOOD MOTIVATION.**

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It's Just A Day It's just a day, another 24 hours that you need to face. It may be a sunny day, rainy day or windy, but still it's **just a day**. A day, that may not matter to someone, but everything to any one. It may be just a day, but I hope you will enjoy it and keep life positive. Smile, laugh, and get together with your loved ones. Do things that you haven't done before. Start something you wanted to try, because maybe its just a day, a 24-hour-timed schedule. But who knows, it maybe help you lead into something wonderful, may cause your full-time happiness, and may start your first step to contentment. So maybe it's just a day, so I hope you'll **start it with a** **smile**, and a **positive mindset of someday**. Thanks for reading! 😊 Enjoy the rest of your day! 😊

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Have a Nice Day! "Have a nice coffee and a good music, and it may help your boost your day to 1 up to 100, be cozy and comfortable, just enjoy the rhythm or the tune. Sometimes **simple things completes our day than we expected it would.** **Appreciation is the key to contentment**, that even the simplest thing on earth can make you happy and experience a life full of bliss and europhia, you just need to **open your eyes,** and **appreciate every simple things** you do to make your day better, and from that start, nothings matters anymore, just you and your own company." Good Morning!😊 Thanks for reading!

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Don't Be Afraid To Be You ***It's okay to cry out loud,*** ***Let the world know you're hurting.*** ***It's okay to be open and proud,*** ***And let those who sees you find you motivating.*** ***In this world, happiness must come first,*** ***Be true from who you are, and let them wonder,*** ***Because life today are full of anger and thirst,*** ***So be a role model, and show them what beautiful sight they may see after a thunder.*** ***Lighting strikes, thunders follow,*** ***Allowing us to adjust for the roars that may occur,*** ***Peace in the midst of chaos it may be shallow,*** ***But we know after every rain and thunder, there's always a rainbow who soars.*** ***Be true, be who are you,*** ***Love yourself first, then every other things can follow,*** ***'coz being genuine to yourself and be someone new,*** ***And let God guide you, through your life paths with arrow.*** Thanks for reading! 😊

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If I told You *If I told you that I love you, will you stay?* *If I told you that I need you, will it change your heartbeats today?* *If I told you my feelings before, will it matter?* *If I told you sooner, will you be mine forever?* *If I told you that I'm inlove, will you bother asking who?* *And If I told you it's you, will you say 'I do too'?* *If I told you I cried today, will you bother ask me why?* *If I told you I'm hurting, will you wipe my eyes?* *If I told you that I'm staying beside you, are gonna stop chasing after her?* *If I told you I'm jealous will it be a bother?* *If I ask you to say you love me, should I add 'please'?* *Do I really need to beg for you to give a bit of you atleast?* *If you ask me, why am I inlove with you?* *I'll answer, 'I dont know, I just do',* *Because do not know how or when do we fall in love to someone?* *We don't right? That's why love is for everyone.* *But what will you do if the one you love, is already inlove with someone?* *Will you take a risk or do things into none?* *And what if that someone is close to you?* *Would you rather hide your feelings than try a battle you'll lose?* Thanks for reading! 😊

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Random Poetry No. 3 ***People come, people go,*** ***People do things they don't think thorough,*** ***People changed and that's inevitable,*** ***'Cause no one wants to stay the same forever.*** ***Once you accept who you are,*** ***You'll accept things as they are,*** ***Whether it is called maturity or changed of hearts,*** ***Atleast you're doing your best so far.*** ***Do whatever makes you happy,*** ***Dont dwell onto things that may turn into "maybe",*** ***Your decision may turn into what ifs and may turn into happiness forever,*** ***But let us hope for the latter.*** Thanks for reading! 😊

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Random Poetry No. 2 **"THAT, I DO"** ***We always joke about things we do,*** ***Saying mean things and some taboo,*** ***Teasing each others outfit and mood,*** ***And even doing things bad or good.*** ***We treat each other like bestfriends,*** ***Endless laughter, endless moments,*** ***Protecting each other like siblings,*** ***But in private we always ended up flirting.*** ***We may act like nothing's going on,*** ***We may not express how we feel for each one,*** ***After arguing if you ask me if I love you,*** ***I'll always answer, "That, I do."*** Thanks for reading! 😊

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The fund was double again!! 🎉🎉🎉 Thank you so much @Read.cash!

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You should be Happy after you achieved your Dream. Dreams is one of our motivation to pursue in life. It makes us work extra harder amd do everything to achieve it. Achieving it is one of the great things that we can be proud of. **Why is it important to have dreams or goals in life?** **1.Provides Direction.** First and foremost, goals give you a direction and destination. It give you a clear vision of what road you should take. 2. **Clearer Focus on what is important**. It enlightens us of things we should do to obtain and achieve it. 3. **Clarity in Decision Making**. Its easy for us to decide what to do to make it happen. 4. **Provides Motivation**. As I have said it makes us to work harder just to achieve it. It motivates us to work with all our might and learn not to give up. 5. **Gives you a sense of purpose in life**. It helps us understand our purpose in life. **What is the benefit of achieving your dreams?** 1. **Satisfaction and fulfillment** . Upon achieving your dreams you felt the satisfaction and fulfillment. You work hard for it and finally you achieved it. 2. **Happiness**. The unmeasurable happiness. No words can be described upon achieving your dreams. No explanation, just pure happiness. **3.Boost your Self - esteem.** It helps you gained the confidence. You felt proud of yourself. Upon achieving your dreams. You must be happy, because you work hard for it. You faced lot of challenges just to achieve it. If one day you find yourself being unhappy while doing what you've dreamed, ask yourself why? And try to looked back where things started to gone wrong. Fixed it slowly, don't rush. And soon you'll find happiness again while doing it. Thanks for reading! 😊

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Learn to be Independent Are you an independent person or dependent person? The **definition** of **independent** is someone or something that is free from the influence or control of another. An example of **independent** is someone who lives on their own and supports themself. While, Dependent means that **person** who depends on or needs someone or something for aid, support, favor, etc. Filipino's are well-knowned as being a family-oriented. We depend so much to our family. In some race, the children that reached the age of 18 years old and above can leave their household and live independently. They are trained to live without depending on their parents which I think is a good way on enlightening their vision about life itself. Filipinos on the other hand, even if we reached the age where we can live independently we still stayed to our parents side. This shows how family -oriented Filipinos are. Some may think it in a nice way but some may not. Being dependent with our family is not a bad thing. We sometimes come to a point in our life that we need to depend on our family when thing are getting worse or when we can't handle some things. We seek for some help with love, care,  and support. Being too much dependent with our family is also a bad thing. We rely to them so much that we can no longer stand on our own. So in **conclusion**, we can rely or depend to someone/family but we must **learn to be independent**. Remember, ***even our shadow abandon us when the dark comes.*** Thanks for reading! 😊

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Selfishness: Good or Bad? We can't deny the fact that for once in our life we became selfish. Either for your own benefit or for someone. Being selfish they say is not good, because people think that it's for our own benefit. But did someone ever wonder why people come to an act of being selfish? I don't want to come clean. I honestly say that I, myself, did the same thing. I can't even count how many times I've did that, but one thing is for sure, most of it is for my own benefit. 😅 Have you ever felt the same as I did? When someone being selfish and left you out? You got pretty much annoyed right? You felt like cursing to that someone. You got angry. You won't talked to her/him for many days, or mostt probably you will never ever talked to him/her, never again. Why did I say being selfish for someone's benefit? 🤔 Simply because you don't want to hurt that someone, its rather being selfish than knowing someone might get hurt. I know being generous is good thing, but being selfish is not really a bad thing.😉 You just have to know the reasons. Thanks for reading! 😊

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Random Poetry No. 1 *I am standing in the balcony,* *Looking in the distant sky,* *Remembering you,* *Who makes me happy and smile.* *In this long night, under the moonlight,* *I am waiting for you,* *Waiting for you to come and embrace me with warmth,* *Warmth that cover this cold breeze that enveloped me.* *Tears started to fall* *Wishing for you to come home* *But then I realized you will never be home,* *'Cause like the season changed,* *Your feelings do the same.* *Goodbye, my love.* *Hope you're okay.* Thanks for reading! 😊

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What is Happening in our World? The world is a total chaos. Forest fire, bush fire, earthquake, volcanic eruption, covid - 19 pandemic, floods, explosion. What's next? What else should we suffer? Is this not enough? Who were to blame?

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Try to Read Between The Line ***Read between the Line*** *means that look for or discover a meaning that is hidden or implied rather than explicitly stated.* Some people find it hard to express their self,  their emotion and their feelings. They find it hard to voice out their thought. **Why? What to you think are the reasons?** Here are the top ten reasons why we hardly speak our feelings 1. **Conflict Phobia** You are afraid of angry feelings or conflicts with people. You may believe that people with good relationships should not engage in verbal “fights” or intense arguments. In addition, you may believe that disclosing your thoughts and feelings to those you care about would result in their rejection of you. This is sometimes referred to as the “ostrich phenomenon” — burying your head in the sand instead of addressing relationship problems. 2**. Emotional Perfectionism** You believe that you should not have feelings such as anger, jealousy, depression, or anxiety. You think you should always be rational and in control of your emotions. You are afraid of being exposed as weak and vulnerable. You believe that people will belittle or reject you if they know how you really feel. 3. **Fear of Disapproval and Rejection** You are so terrified by rejection and ending up alone that you would rather swallow your feelings and put up with some abuse than take the chance of making anyone mad at you. You feel an excessive need to please people and to meet what you perceive to be their expectations. You are afraid that people would not like you if you expressed your thoughts and feelings. 4. **Passive-Aggressive Behavior** You pout and hold your hurt or angry feelings inside instead of disclosing what you feel. You give others the silent treatment, which is inappropriate, and a common strategy to elicit feelings of guilt (on their part). 5. **Hopelessness** You are convinced that your relationship cannot improve no matter what you do. You may feel that you have already tried everything and nothing works. You may believe that your spouse (or partner) is just too stubborn and insensitive to be able to change. These positions represent a self-fulfilling prophecy–once you give up, an established position of hopelessness supports your predicted outcome. 6. **Low Self-Esteem** You believe that you are not entitled to express your feelings or to ask others for what you want. You think you should always please other people and meet their expectations. 7. **Spontaneity** You believe that you have the right to say what you think and feel when you are upset. (Generally, feelings are best expressed during a calm and structured or semi-structured exchange.) Structuring your communication does not result in a perception that you are “faking” or attempting to inappropriately manipulate others. 8. **Mind Reading** You believe that others should know how you feel and what you need (although you have not disclosed what you need). The position that individuals close to you can “divine” what you need provides an excuse to engage in non-disclosure, and thereafter, to feel resentful because people do not appear to care about your needs. 9. **Martyrdom** You are afraid to admit that you are angry, hurt, or resentful because you do not want to give anyone the satisfaction of knowing that her or his behavior is unacceptable. Taking pride in controlling your emotions and experiencing hurt or resentment does not support clear and functional communication. **10. Need to Solve Problems** When you have a conflict with an individual (i.e., your needs are not being met), avoiding the associated issues is not a functional solution. Disclosing your feelings and being willing to listen without judgment to the other is constructive This is the link: https://psychcentral.com/lib/10-reasons-you-cant-say-how-you-feel/ I am sure many of us here in readcash experiencing it, and the only means of expressing it is through writing. In writing we easily voice out words that we never speak, expressed the emotions and feelings that we never expressed. So I hope if you read someone's article, think and find the sympathy, and leave a valuable comment, either short or long comment. Remember every article posted here in @read.cash are the fruit of every writer's hardwork. *Please try to read between the line.* Thanks for reading! 😊

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I haven't withdraw my money, yet its gone?! Why is that?

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Am I Blind? ***Am I blind?*** ***Why can't I see the light?*** ***Even the lights are turned on,*** ***Still, darkness fills in.*** ***Am I blind?*** ***Why can't I see a single ray of light?*** ***I felt like I am walking on a long tunnel,*** ***And I can't even find the way out.***

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My Inner Self ***I am locked in a cage,*** ***A cage of darkness and loneliness,*** ***Loneliness that suddenly occur*** ***Without any reason at all.*** ***Is it really occur without a reason?*** ***Or it is buried in the depth of my heart and soul?*** ***Trying to dig but can't figure at all.*** ***What's really the cause of this great despair?*** ***I seek for help, but gain a nice words without sincerity at all,*** ***Probably they think that I just another drama I make,*** ***To seek attention and sympathy,*** ***But they don't really know how hard it was for me.*** ***I am stressed and it leads to depression,*** ***Trying to divert my thought to something nice and joy,*** ***To erase the thought of this loneliness I felt,*** ***The darkness slowly swallowing my thought,*** ***Eating my happy thoughts.*** ***I couldn't find the lock of this dark cage,*** ***I want to free my mind,*** ***And enjoy the life again.*** *******************************