@Jabs 15 August 2020 more from that month

My Inner Self

***I am locked in a cage,*** ***A cage of darkness and loneliness,*** ***Loneliness that suddenly occur*** ***Without any reason at all.*** ***Is it really occur without a reason?*** ***Or it is buried in the depth of my heart and soul?*** ***Trying to dig but can't figure at all.*** ***What's really the cause of this great despair?*** ***I seek for help, but gain a nice words without sincerity at all,*** ***Probably they think that I just another drama I make,*** ***To seek attention and sympathy,*** ***But they don't really know how hard it was for me.*** ***I am stressed and it leads to depression,*** ***Trying to divert my thought to something nice and joy,*** ***To erase the thought of this loneliness I felt,*** ***The darkness slowly swallowing my thought,*** ***Eating my happy thoughts.*** ***I couldn't find the lock of this dark cage,*** ***I want to free my mind,*** ***And enjoy the life again.*** *******************************