Yes I will fight!

Sometimes we have a lot of thoughts in our mind. Thinking different things about life. I know all of us experience on this especially when we are in the downtimes. There are a lot of questions formed while having a deeply thoughts.

You cannot concentrate on what you are doing because your mind busy thinking other things which is not related with your actions. You are out of yourself. It happened when you are facing life problems. Your mind will be in a chaotic.

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Sometimes I was in a floating self. I felt demotivated. The worst I felt tired sometimes. I was lying at my bed and having my tears. I felt hopeless. I don't know what I'm going to do especially when I was facing a life worries. My mind will explode immediately to a negative things. It's about myself that I hate a lot. Sometimes I couldn't control my emotions especially those heavy emotions I felt.

I look at the ceiling and asked a lot of questions that will worst my situation. I didn't have a mood. The disadvantage of being alone sometimes when you are facing a worries even it was a little it affects me a lot. I am so weak when it comes about this. It's seldom to happened but I felt it destroy my day.

I worried a lot of things. I don't know how I'm going to share it that's why I choose to hide it with my own self. I'm really scared to share it to the others. It's the hardest part. You felt you are alone. There are a lot of things that makes you stop. You felt frighten.

I worried a lot of things if can achieve it or not. The days I hate a lot because the negativities never leave me. I have a doubts and a big questions. I know I will never know the answer until it happens. I'm afraid that I couldn't make it.

I felt tired the things that always lingering in my mind. I felt tired with myself. I realized it's not good for me. Being tired is not an excuse except if you have an illness. Tiredness is not an excuse because it's our own mind. You felt tired because that's what in your mind. I realized I need to wake up and change it.

I realized that I should be a fighter. I need to be brave. What happened about me if I will let tiredness eaten me? It will worst the situation and it will continuously down myself. What happened to the people around me especially my family? I realized it's a big mistake. I must be brave all the time. I don't want to regrets at the end.

I realized I need to believe in myself. I need to trust myself because it's one of the important things that will help me to continue this life what I've started. It will give me a self confidence. I shouldn't fear. I always asked myself that "Why I started with this thing?" It's because I have a dreams and goals in life. I want to achieve it.

I need to work hard and it will be achieve if I have a self-focus and don't let myself distracted from the negativities. It doesn't help that's why I need to concentrate more. I should always motivate myself. I should always inspired myself. I need to help myself. Negative distractions will ruin me and I realized in daily living it exist anytime so that I should prepare for it. I need to be strong.

I realized life is full of problems. We can't skip that because it's part of our life that's why we should have a strong self and whatever happens we shouldn't give up. We must prepare all the time. We must continue to walk for the future. Challenges are part of the success. Sweats are part of it.

The self realizations helps to awake me in this self negativities I have. It's the real definition of life. If you felt tired just find a way to wake you up. We must be a self active, find ways or things to give you an eagerness, to give you a motivations. There's no one who can help but our "Self" only.

All in all, have a strong faith to God. He will help us anytime. We must trust him. We should believe in him. Talk to him to a sincere prayers. God will surely listen to us. 🙏

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Thank you so much. I hope I give you some thoughts with this article of mine.

God bless everyone. Stay safe always. 🙏

-JRamona20 💜