The College Confession

We had a lot of unforgettable experiences during our college years. I had one of those experiences that until now I couldn't forget. I didn't expect that it would happened.

College Days

When it was first day of school, I was really nervous. I didn't know where was my room. I was thankful because my roommate was there. She accompanied me finding where was it. When I entered the room I saw my classmates, my co-majors.

I chose Mathematics that's why when I saw them, the only thing in my mind I was impressed because I know all of them were really good when it comes to Mathematics.

It was a big challenge for me as an introvert person. I didn't have any close yet and all of them had a group friends already. I was like out of place. I saw one of my classmates, she smiled at me and I was really curious why then I remembered she was the girl that I met when I was in my enrollment. She had a group of friends already and she introduced me to them.

They were all kind. I was really grateful to them. They were my new friends in college. As time goes by, I started being close to my other classmates also. They teased like a tomato because of my red cheeks.

Until one day, one of our classmates from boys always joining in our group. (Let's name him with Ariel, not his real name) My close friends they said it was okay for them because he was really kind and he was one of the genius in our class too.

He was a gentleman. He was formal. He was really good in all subjects that's why we were all amazed to him especially in Mathematics. He was really smart and I noticed he approached me always that time.

A weeks passed, I noticed another one of the boys from our classmates he always approached, talked to me and he always teasing at me. (Let's name him with Karl, not his real name too) He was really funny. He make me laughed always. Everyday both of them always approached me.

Until the day came it was my birthday, my close friends surprised at me. It was my 18th birthday. I was really shocked because Ariel gave me a necklace. I was really curious and my close friends teasing at me that time. I was really speechless why he gave me a gift. He stared and only smiled at me. He gave it when I was still inside at the classroom.

When it was lunch already I and my friends went outside then Karl surprised me he gave me a sandals, he said it was his birthday gift. It was the day that I was full of curiosity why they gave me a gifts. Only they replied was smiling at me. I said thank you both of them and I was really shy that time. I didn't expect it that I would received a gifts from both of them.

On the next day, my close friends called me. I went inside and followed them. I was really shocked. I couldn't believe it. Ariel confessed at me and he asked some help from my close friends.

He prepared a video presentation while confessing at me and I didn't know what would be my reaction. While my close friends continued teasing us. I was speechless I didn't know what I'm going to say to him.

The next few days, Karl confessed at me also with my close friends. Even my friends they didn't know what they gonna do then they told Karl about Ariel confessed at me also.

It was afternoon that time and they argued each other and started to fight. I was really scared and nervous. All of my classmates saw what happened and I was really shy. I didn't know and I didn't expect that it would turn out that way. Ariel and Karl were close friends.

What I did, I confronted them both and I told them what I truly felt. I didn't want to gave them a hopes, a chances and for me it was for good because that time when it comes about love or relationship it wasn't in my mind. I just want to focus only my studies and have an enjoyment with my close friends. They understand me about my part.

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Thank you so much. I hope I give you some worthy time with this article of mine.

God bless everyone. Stay safe always. 🙏

-JRamona20 💜