Self-about: The First Crush

It's normal, sometimes we admire a person. It's what we called crush. These past few days, I read some questions about it from one of the fantabulous writer @Probinsyana . While I'm reading her article I enjoyed a lot then the memories suddenly flash back.

The reason I want to answer the questions. Let's start!

• Who was your first crush?

"Honestly I didn't have any crushes until I was in my second year highschool. I didn't expect it. I am a transferee student that time in that school so when it was first day of school I didn't have any friends yet so I was just sit at the bench while waiting for the flag ceremony. Until I saw a guy, when I heard his voice I was shocked. The way he talks. He was busy that time talking to his classmates."

"Honestly he is a handsome, having a white skin and a tall guy. My classmates said that he is a campus crush. It's really obvious that's why I didn't shock knowing about it. Mostly of my girl classmates has a crush to him also."

• How do you know each other?

"He is my classmate. It's the one I've shocked because we were in the same section that time. I didn't expect it. He has a group of friends. A three girls then a two boys. One of his friend wanted me to join in their group. I was really shy that time. They spoke Tagalog because I couldn't understand what they were saying. Being one of their group, a time that we started knowing each other."

• What was your crush like?

"He is really formal. The one I admired him because he is a genius. He speak fluently. The most is he never interested about love thingy or about relationship that's the most thing I admired him a lot. He only focus his study. Sometimes he is silent but there were days he was clingy to my classmates too only with the boys. They were busy talking and laughing."

"During discussions everytime our teachers asked him about our lesson he will answer it and he was fluent. You will amazed to him. He was really different. He was somewhat a perfect guy."

• What made you admire this person?

"The other one I admired him a lot, he is really kind and he is really humble. You never saw him being a boastful person. He is really a good guy. He is gentleman. He always cared. He is act like a doctor. Sometimes if my classmates asking help he was always there to explain. He never hesitate. He has always a good heart."

• Can you share any stories about you too?

"When it was already 3 months passed, I noticed that time that he talked to me seldomly. I felt he was avoiding me and it makes me uncomfortable. I didn't know what was the reason that time. I was really curious about it but I just let it be. Until I noticed that it was really obvious that he avoided me. There was one time that he talked to me while his face was a bit shy."

"Until when I was in my 3rd year highschool. We were in the same section again. He was shy when he talked to me. I didn't know why. Until when I was in my fourth year highschool, he transferred another school. Honestly there were a lot of my classmates felt sad when he transferred. When there was a program in our school I was really shocked because he was there. He visit the school but I was really shy to him but he talked to me and I answered him only."

" When I was in college, I was really shocked because we were in the same campus again. His course was Marine Engineering. Sometimes we saw each other at the campus everytime we walked to another classes and he was only smiling at me. Until one night I received some text, it was his number. It was the time, we started texting each other. It was the time he confessed at me. He said he like me when we were still in highschool that's why he was really shy everytime he talk to me."

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Thank you so much. I hope I give you some worthy time with this article of mine.

God bless everyone. Stay safe always. 🙏

-JRamona20 💜