Greetings!

First of all i wanna wish all peoples who are celebrating eid Wishing that your sacrifices are appreciated and your prayers are answered by Allah Almighty

It was a day come after an year and still I'm not going to miss my single day coz i cant do this i know i feel more comfortable sharing my life with others and write it somewhere.

So scenes are like i grew up and now I don't feel excitement anymore in my life no matter it's eid like it's today. No matter it's a function or marriage ceremony and in any occasion I'll not feel any excitement.

Why it is like this i was the child who can't wait for moments to enjoy my life and made it memorable.

I grew up and i think it's peak level of maturity which is why this all excitement is gone that is why i decided to remember those moments which I've waited most.

My excitement in childhood

When i was a child it was one of best and awaited moment for me to go out in marriage or enjoy eid and make memories so I've also some of golden memories left and hope by remembering those time i can feel same excitement like before.

Occasions and my childhood

Different occasions which i waited most in my childhood and one of it was Eid festival and it's excitement in my childhood was at peak.

Literally I've many memories and I can't forgot those ever and let me share those memories and moments.

My childhood memories of Eid

In year we celebrate eid two time first one arrive after Ramadan so it's a gift for us and to get more close with other peoples like relatives as well as god.

The first thing i know why i was excited for this moment is because of continuously calculating I'll get this amount of money from my parent then relatives so I'll buy these and many things.

For this thing it was not possible for me as a child to sleep and when i was lying on bed i was just smiling and imagining tomorrow.

And sad thing is not an each time i got too much like how i expected and from there i stopped expecting anything slowly by slowly till i grew up and become a mature person.

In childhood buying fake gun before day of Eid

Not only because the reason i mentioned above it's because of multiple reason being a child it's not possible i was excited coz of just one thing.

The main thing was to buy fake gun before eid and right before that day i always bought one fake gun to play next day.

And i always planned that this year I'll buy a big one like other childs but sadly it was also not possible and everytime somehow i accepted the reality of mine.

Still many reasons left which still make me feel excited for eid which I'll share next.

I grew up and my excitement gone

That was my childhood things i made excuse to feel excited for such festival that comes one time in year.

But as i started growing and become a mature person i stopped thinking I'll take something from anyone in eid,or I'll buy toys or stuff or making plan to eat this and that.

I'm not that much old but literally i don't even feel when no one wishes me coz no one is available in this world so the reason for excitement doesn't exist which mean no excitement for such festival.

Only reason left to wait for this moment

So after growing up i still have reason or reasons to wait for this moment and make this memorable

One of this is which I'll never stop me from waiting for occasions and festivals.

It's only a simple reason of mine that I'll eat tasty foods cooked by my mother which i think it's more than blessing and heaven thing for me.

Like i cant wait tell how tasty food she cook and just after doing my lunch of today i still can feel fragrance of food she made.

Seeing my mother smily face

Many reasons coz of one reason to live happy as i said and it's true for me seeing smile on mother face is like i found my success and how can i forgot that moment came after an year when i saw smile on her face coz of me.

And literally all i need is this thing nothing else,no outings no money needed when i can see my mother smiling and reason is me.

I spent today like a normal day

It's first day of eid and sacrificed goat and distributed meat amongst poor and needy peoples and it's first time of mine coz i still know that day when i was also in search of meat that day and now Allah give me strength to make other peoples days.

But after doing it and eating a tasty food by mom let me share how i spent my day.

I can't sleep properly

I sleep late night yesterday and my mom wake me up after 4hours and i was like seriously don't do this i need to sleep but coz of water problem and raining outside i first said I'm sleeping so when she said I'm going to fix water issue on roof so i wake up instantly and fixed it.

Then after talking bath did walk and offered prayers then back to home and took a sleep for just one hour.

Only true gamer things

Guess what right after waking up i opened game and also entry for upcoming tournament.

And luckily entered my team and it's one of my dream to do something playing game coz i spent more than 3years now and it's going so far and I'm getting addicted with it.

Closing thoughts

It's true that I'm losing many reasons to feel happy or excited for eid but it's also because I'm more mature now and I'm not that child anymore.

Being a responsible person it's normal thing but still there are reasons which make me feel more better like how my mother and her food become my reason to wait for this moment every year and in occasion.

And i feel lucky that in this summer season sun is hiding inside clouds from past few days and raining after few times so it's pretty good to go outside and make this Eid more memorable but i prefer it staying at home.

My mom is planning to visit relatives and i said go now coz she cooked my favourite thing and i wanna eat it alone and she cancelled her plan today so unlucky me finding happiness remaining in house.

Let me know how you spend your time in different festivals or occasion have you ever waited for it or feel excited.

Fin.