July 1, 2022

Do you know how many times I type it wrong. I always type the month of June, but it is already July. I type it wrong for like 5 times. I need to stop to contemplate then type July.

Yes, you read it right. We are halfway of 2022 and now Christmas season is just a matter of 60 days, here in the Philippines. We start our Christmas season on September. We start playing Christmas song on September and Jose Mari Chan's song will be in the airwaves.

So What happened in June? Why Thumbs Down?

The value of BCH is on it lowest peak this June. I experienced having a balance that is getting deducted and deducted while I was actively visited by RR. This is the month that I check the value of BCH religiously and feel bad as I look into it but still keep saying "I hope it increase" but it never happen, or it increased like one hour?

That really affects my activity in the middle of the month. Let me one by one check my goal last May and my June goal.

Followers - Met!

On the first day of June, my goal is to add 10 subscribers. I started 189 followers on the first day of June and now I have 200 subscribers. 11 subscribers were added. I met the number of subscribers, yey!

Number of Articles - Failed to Meet

I was so demotivated for June, when I saw my balance are always deducted that it even turned 3 dollars from 13 dollars. I know I posted an article before it happened that lead me to leave the site due to feeling bad about the value alone. Last May I had written 26 articles but now I only had 17 articles. I am 9 articles short. I didn't surpass it but I am happy because I able to write 17 articles. I guess the lowest activity I had in here was last year, I guess I only wrote 1 article and never came back the site, lol.

Earnings - Failed to Meet

Due to low value of BCH and due to low number of activities and participation, I only earned $39.78. My noisecash earnings don't have movements at all. I started with $2 and ended at $2.2 . Take note, I have activities there but it didn't move at all. I am not sure if the value of BCH is the culprit, but whatever it is, as long as the site is there, we still have chances.

Increase activity on Notification side - Super Failed!

Due to low value of BCH and my demotivation, why do I think I am blaming everything to them? lol. Again, I failed to be active on the notification side but what I did was, when I have time to read, I always give something and I leave a comment. Being active on notification seems help you to gain subscribers so I really need to remember this one.

July Goals

Again, due to lower value of BCH, of my demotivation because of the lower value of BCH and to all of the reason I will get busy this July, my goal for this month will be even more realistic!

For followers I will only add 10 again. It means I will be estimated to have 210 followers by the end of July.

Since the value is lower, my new Goal for earnings are $ 50. This is only on Read. I lose hope with Noise already but I will still visit the site.

For number of articles, I want to write 20 articles for July.

For activity on notification, my goal is to read 20 to 25 per day and share something too.

Cross fingers to make it all happen for July and I will decide if I will continue to be active here in Read, but of course, I'm only joking.

The Reason of my Inactivity

BTS is really a bad influence to me, hahaha. Nope I am not blaming them because it is my decision to love them with all of my heart. I am to blame, alone. BTS' anniversary is June and for that, it is expected for me to get busy with all the participation. I participated in all the events they have and almost everyday, up to now, they have activities. Army don't know how to squeeze their own schedule and BTS schedule. Beside that, I want to participate in the any streaming platform. This is my way of thanking them because they make me happy. They make me cry too, but I think is part of fangirling, lol.

Also, my mood had swing, hahaha. The swinging mood known as mood swing, I had that this June because of emotions from BTS and from lot of things at work and at home. Sometimes I want to put my emotions under the box and kwep it there so that it could have a rest for a while.

Right now, I think I'm still not okay, but I hope soon I could have back myself again. Where did it go anyway?

Sorry for so much failure for this June. I'm going to try myself for regular programming this July.

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