"Winnings: The process is hard but the product is worthy"

January 03,2022 Blog#112; no.02

The very beginning of the year 2022, I already have been challenged by my own fate. From being a mom to being a writer. The challenges is quite heavy and it really affects me, emotionally and mentally. I felt stressed and that I wanted to give up writing. But just like what they have said, giving up is not an option, but just an excuse for us not to succeed.

As a mom, my child is my priority and now that his not feeling well, I need to give more of my time to him and have to minimize my time to my phone. Actually since last month I'm already having some shortcomings here in read.cash, because I always need to accompany my son. It's saddened me a little bit, but I know that I am making the right decision. My son is more important than any achievements that I can get in my life. But that doesn't mean that I'm gonna give up, it doesn't mean that I'm gonna let that shortcomings lost me in my own tract.

I know things won't be so easy. The process of balancing everything is a bit hard for me. Being a full time mom is already a tiring job, just like what I have said, after the whole day of accompanying my son, during the night I almost don't have any energy to do some extra task. But because I have a big dreams, a desire ( I wanted to hold 1BCH in my wallet soon) I need to sacrifice a little bit of my rest time just to cope up. As what they have said, success needs some more sacrifices.

Since I already have lots of shortcomings, the feeling is just like I'm a newbie to this platform. It looks like I need to re-invest more time and my effort to achieve those goals again. But this time I won't pressure my self, I don't wanna push myself in to my limit just like what I did before. I'm already tired with my personal task so I should not abuse my self. This time I'll just go with the flow, if I have a topic, I will publish, if there's none, I'll leave it and just take is my break.

There's nothing wrong with taking some rest, specially if you really don't feel your best.

And since I wanted to refresh my performance, I might be setting a new goals for this year. I want to gain more progress. But I know the process for that progress is affiliated with hard-works and invested with time so I will be doing it slowly. Slowly but surely😉.

Last month or should I have say, last year, I completed 30 articles out of 31. I am happy with that, as despite with my shortcomings and stressful day's, I can still manage to publish 30 article's, thought most of them are just my own rant's 😅. That is one of my work that I wanted to improve, I don't know of how am I gonna do it but I want to write a worth reading articles 😅. We'll there's nothing wrong about publishing your own thoughts and rant's, I just want some improvements in my articles. I also wanted to try writing some fiction's story. I also wanted to challenge my self if I can also be a good author of my own story 😅.

I also wanted to continue motivating more writer's. In my four months I have already sponsored 50 writer's, but some of them didn't continue their journey, I don't know what happen to them as they just stop publishing their articles, maybe they got tired. For now out of 50 there's only 34 left and I'm happy as they are still an active writer's. I want to close my sponsorships to 50, so I have to add another 16 more writer's in my list.

Message!

Some process of our winnings is hard, but eventually once you see how far you've been done, how far you grow, you can say that every challenges, every risks that you take is worthy. At first we might taste the bitterness of our failure but if you won't stop, eventually the bitterness will change into sweetness of our success.

Just believe in yourself and continue grinding . The process is hard but the product is worthy.

This is all for today guy's, thank you for reading ❤️.

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