I still remember when I started my journey here. My viewer's are few, like each article's I had 2-5 reader's, and so I engage less as well since I am not comfortable with this community yet. I'm still observing everyone, and I am not yet confident to give my thoughts and opinions too. I am still afraid that I might get misunderstood by many, so I keep my silence. However as the days goes by and months had passed, my account grows. I have meet 20-40 humble users too. My sponsors block becomes full, and yet I am also sponsoring fifteen aspiring users as well.

But when 2022 came and the market started to crash last November 2021, I have noticed that everything had slowly change inside the community. Some sponsors stopped renewing their sponsor's, and that's actually understandable because the earnings also drops. Then as the month's goes by and the market continues to drop and even goes deeper, and the rumour spread that the community will be down, some users had stop from writing and some had migrated to other blogging site and I'm one of them. I just can't leave readcash because this is my home, the only home that didn't judge me. Though my earnings becomes less, I didn't mind anymore.

So today, while I was wandering the whole community, I have realized that most of the users that I used to exchange opinions before, I mean I used to engage before are not active anymore. Like 60% of my 379 subscribers are gone. I wonder where are they now, and how are they now? I just suddenly missed them.

I know for somehow that right now they are busy with their personal lives. Most specially that some of them are students, some are mother's and some are a full time employee and since the situation of some countries are starting to get back to normal, they become even more busier. I just miss reading about them, you know? They give life to my articles, they give their full support to me. They trusted my ability and skills. They accepted me, and so cannot just forget about them like that. As they're support and time mean a lot to me.

So, I wonder what happen or where did the #TheBlackDoll of readcash went and I wonder how is she right now. She's actually a great spooky story teller that I know here. Some of her story are so scary and lots of thrill's, and so sometimes I don't read them as the story literally scares me 😆. But I idolised this blackdoll of readcash, as she was so humble and kind. She's a sweet mother to her kid's and a loving wife to her husband, yet a great supporter to everyone.

Then I miss #Ellen.he, the Paint Artist of readcash. Who would not love and appreciate her gorgeous and outstanding works. She's a pro on it. I really love every details of her paintings. She's a very talented, a family oriented person as well, as she really loves her family so much, specially her grandmother. I know she's busy with her husband right now, but how I wish I can still read from her. Her simplicity, loyalty and dedication to her work's are the one that I adore about this woman.

Moreover I also miss #Yhanne, the full time mom and an online business owner of readcash. I know she was busy with her business and being a mom to her kid's right now, but I wonder where she is. She just told me that we will be going to celebrate our one year anniversary here as a survivor because both of us are not into writing, but she stop coming before she turned one.

Then, who would forget the softhearted devil of readcash, #Lucifer? This guy is a cool teacher in real life. He was a good writer as well. His words are full of wisdom and he was also famous since he was a good supporter to everyone. I found him so humble because even if my topic is not interesting, he still share his time to read me. He didn't gets tired reading my nonsensical rant's again and again, and I really appreciate his attention.

Furthermore, I also wonder what happened to #Kristofferquincy . The last time I read about him he was sick, I wish his doing well right now. I won't forget how much he loves research. He would spent the whole night just to get an interesting topic to share. Everyday his topic was different and all of them are made with hard-works and efforts. Doing research are not easy but he can do it like an easy peasy.

I still remember the other users that I used to engage here, I just can't mention them all from this blog. Maybe I will write another article for them as they are still too many to mention. However not because I didn't mention them today, I don't remember and appreciate them. In fact I'm grateful that I meet them here and they become my virtual friends for a short period of time as they become my inspiration as well. They are also one of the reason why I continue my blogging journey because they are always there to support me. They all leaves a positive impacts to me, I wish they are all doing well. Safe and sound and always happy.

Closing thoughts;

While I am remembering them all, and describing their greatness virtually. I suddenly wonder how would my virtual friends will gonna remember me. A mom of one😆? Or maybe a nonsensical ranger😂. Perhaps maybe a trying hard writer 😏. Lol

Anyway this is all for today, and thank you again for dropping by ☺️.

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