Hello everyone its me again, how's your Sunday so far? Did you for somehow had a fun Sunday with your friends and family? I wish you had, and wherever you are, hopefully you're doing well.

So far my Sunday is fine, but not so good, just okay, you know? Because as usual we just stayed at home the whole day. We wake up so early, due to body clock, yet we didn't do anything 😂. We just had our coffee in the morning, had our lunch in the afternoon and they had their afternoon nap. Suppose I will be going to have some nap too, but I suddenly remember that I still don't have any topic to share for today, so I opened Facebook.

When I opened Facebook, the first post that I have saw in my newsfeed was the post of my former high school batch mate(s) and classmates.

MNHS(Marasbaras National High School) second Homecoming alumni/ Batch 2005

Yesterday is my Alma maters Second Homecoming Alumni. The school celebrated it with the other batches. We were batch 2005 and so the team was Yellow.

Photo Credits to: SAchii SOdnip

• Look how they become fat, I mean how happy they are. I don't feel envy hahaha.

• I don't have any regrets that I didn't join them, because none of them are my friends. Yeah they are my classmates but I don't have any good memories with them. We were friends in Facebook but that doesn't mean we're chatting. Actually I don't know why they add me in my Facebook, if we weren't even liking each others posts👀. You know? Hahaha so yeah, I am just happy to see them again in picture.

Moreover after I check their photos I scrolled down, and a sad news surprised me a lot. I become speechless.

My first cousin passed away.

Photo credits to my grandchild's Facebook post.

• I was so shocked with this news. My cousin was still young. I think he's still on his 40's, so I wasn't expecting it. He died too early. I was trying to asked what happen to him, but up until now I still haven't get any response from my relatives. So yeah, I'm still clueless.

I literally felt so sad about my cousin, most specially for his children's. They are still young, like 8 and 7, and yet they already don't have a father. With this thought my heart shattered. I felt so sad. However it made me realize that I am still lucky. Because up until now I am still alive and kicking. You know? This past few weeks, life is too hard to me. I even thought my life is so hopeless because of my heavy frustration, but no. I realize that as long as I am still breathing. Hope is visible. I just need to hang on.

Closing thoughts

Sometimes, I am afraid to happiness. Because you know? I noticed that after the joy, tears, I mean pain always follow. I am still happy and smiling while watching the photos of my former classmates but in just a second my heart get shattered because of my cousin's death. Was it just a coincidence?

Anyway, Life is indeed too short. Now your at your 20's and if God allows you'll reached 30. However no one can ever tell if you can still reached 40, and if you're still lucky you can reach 50. Then how about 60?

So whenever life becomes hard to you, hang on! Bad day's will surely gonna pass, they won't stay for long. If you felt that things are unclear, try to remain positive and be clear. It wasn't yet the end of everything. As long as your still breathing, hope and help may come to brighten up your day.

Anyway this is all for today and thank you for reading.

Lead image from Unsplash.com credits to Solen Feyissa