I am really not happy with this state that I am currently in, I am scared of it cos I have said I wouldn't let it happen again but who am I to avoid it? It's not what you expected that happen to me famz, just be calm and let me explain myself.

I have always said that love isn't my thing but I keep falling for someone's daughter every time I get to meet those I like. That's jazz being used on me right? I think I have been jazz and there's nothing I can do about it, lmao.

Here I am again after promising myself that I don't want to fall in love again with anyone else cos I am just tired of everything at this point in time. Amidst this ASUU strike, I am still falling in love 😅😅😅, 's like Gaftek doesn't have a sense right? Well, I tried not to but it kept coming to me, I don't know why too.

How it started;

I went for a praise night in the church I do attend anytime school is on, that's because it's the church my cousins attend though. So during that praise night, I saw this lady, OMG 😱, I couldn't take my eyes off her. She has everything that I like in a lady, you are about to ask what I like right? I won't tell you, I can only disclose that with the lady 😅😅😅. Just a hint, I like dark ladies a lot, I don't have any hate on fair ladies too ooo, if she is fair too I would love it but preferably dark ladies, enough of that.

So I try taking my eyes off but I couldn't but I was able to concentrate on the programme though. I am a shy guy and you all know that so I couldn't walk up to the lady after the vigil but I have hope that I would get in touch with her or meet her again.

Luckily for me and as God will have it, she was part of the people going to the beach outing. I am the one heading them to the beach cos the beach was the town where I came from. She is not a member of the church but has a friend in that church who invited her. She was on the bus where I was, she sat beside my sister, what a connection right? Lols.

Could you believe that throughout the whole day on the beach, I couldn't walk up to her and talk to her, I was so shy and scared of being shunned, as I said earlier that lucky for me, was that really luck? I can't call that luck cos it wasn't, I couldn't achieve what I wanted at all but did I relent?

Let's continue;

I said I don't want to fall in love again so I stopped the effort of trying to get to her by all means after that day. I kept on with my normal life but her face keeps coming to my head every blessed day and I am like why? I tried to do away with it but no, it keeps coming. I don't want to do this again Gaf, I will be heartbroken again if she says no and I will be very sad too, so why did you want to go into this again? I am stubborn, not me but my heart.

So, I chatted up a friend who happen to be her friend to help me in getting to her. I told him to please give me her Facebook username or her WhatsApp contact for me to chat with her but he gave me her Facebook username, I searched for her and I texted her. I didn't see her online for days so I went back to him to tell him to please tell her someone need her number.

He did after he came online and gave me her number. I chatted with her and the rest is now history. The lady I was thinking might shun me didn't do that, she wasn't like that, and her vibe was different. Today happens to be her birthday so I will say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR 🥰BOLUWATIMBE, I WISH YOU LONG LIFE AND PROSPERITY. I PRAY THIS NEW YEAR WILL BE FILLED WITH JOY AND BLESSING FOR YOU".

I won't share her picture 😜😜😜, most of you are expecting pictures right 😅😅😅.

Well, I won't be surprised if she says NO cos I am used to that, it will hurt but not very well. I am expecting her to say NO for real cos that's where I have placed my heart to be, with this it won't hurt very well but if she says YES, I will be surprised and be very happy if she says that. Let's see how it goes, I guess this is the last info you all will read or know about this case 😅.

Gaf, why? Why did you fall in love again 😭😭😭.

Thanks for reading, I really do appreciate you all.

Bye for now 🥰🥰🥰.