Life isn’t all about good and success, it also have bad and failures. According to Abraham Lincoln, “The best way to predict your future is to create it”. It's a simple words that comes out in a man's mouth, but could possibly change your entire life. I do believed of what he said. As far as I know, we could change the future by itself if we allow it to. It's how the choice and decision we made to make it happen. And that's what I am going to do in my life. To make a new difference and pursue all the impossible things I thought in life.

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Creating an unseen future is difficult but worth going. I usually experience discouraged and almost give up for it. I always feel tired and burdened, that makes me stock and being hopeless. I'm so lazy to work hard and very impatience. Even a simple problems turn into big deal and could maybe ruin my whole plans. Then one day, all my ambitions becomes ashes because of that. Thinking about the result of what trouble I made today is always in my mind. Not knowing what it cause for tomorrow.

I thought dreaming is just like riding in a fairy swell. No troubleshoot, no failures, no worries and just embracing the beautiful view. But in that sense I was very wronged. I am good at comforting others and giving advices to those broken, but it can't be for myself. Instead, in times of pain and heartaches only myself is being there alone. That's the reason why I could say that the world is fair fully unfair. While meditating that and just reflect it to myself, it makes me realized about something important. Asking it to myself how it feels when I also leaved someone.

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We're all given by God a freedom of chances, choices and decisions. Hence, our fate already sets through Him, and to me I won't let every chances become useless. Nor, to chose the pathways where I already know I'd be stumbled down. The fact that I needed more time to accomplish all I want is telling me to wait for it's right time. Maybe not today, not tomorrow, but even how long it takes I strive harder to achieve it. Every time is precious for a person who have dreams and looking forward for a better days coming in life.

Today, I am letting go all the failures I encountered in life and just forgetting them one by one. I am making a new start and make a new difference. A contrast in which people couldn't find a way to hurt me again. Though it can't be unavoidable but it's very advisable and deserve to be rejected. I just need to remember those as a teaching and a lesson learned that have it's very valuable part towards my success. A very helpful ways to make me more eager to continue and finish what I started. Most importantly, it pushed me to be braver than yesterday.

During the day, I just do my undo task and explore for something different. Starting to bring those left behind and accepting every mistakes committed. I do not put any hard feelings to others but the forgiveness flow either. By that decisions, I could have peace of mind and dying without any regrets. It seems that painful days before are just a nightmares visiting me every night. Then by this day, I woke up with joy and confidence to face life even if it's hard. As if I forgot how to cry and how to become weak from circumstances.

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Now and then, I will right it down as the biggest testimony in my life. This would be an unforgettable experience with it's very meaningful memories happened to me. Realizing that no choice become useless if it is from sincere heart and prayed to God Until the shadows of my dreams are fully formed and established. All efforts and sacrifices will be appreciated with greatness. Then by all failures that disappoints me will one day turn into unpredictable success. Everyone can do simple things to make a difference, and every little bit really does count. Each one of us can make a new difference and a new chapter of journey.

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Hello There,

Today has been very busy day for me, as usual going out with fam and the kid was very excited. I was tired watching her all day haha!

Good thing I started working out, at least I can handle my tiredness this time unlike last time I was knocked out for whole day feeling battered by 10 devils LOL!

Thank you for reading!

Date Published: November 28, 2021