For a long time without drinking alcoholic drinks, I literally passed out and so wasted yesterday. I wasn't able to publish article and didn't do my Axie grinding.

I had a surprise visit with my old buddies before, they we're the ones who influenced me how to be alcoholic. But I didn't regretted to be with them too at least I had fun with my youth despite being miserable inside.

For a long time that we didn't see each other their sizes grow bigger while I remain the same.

We drink Tanduay Light long neck with a lime, it was hard liquor since lady in the middle cannot drink beer due to her blood pressure problem. During evening one of my cousin friend came along but I can't remember much anymore since I'm already drunk.

We started drinking 3pm and onwards then I got wasted, my sister even had a video of me while I was drunk and keep vomiting.

On the video I saw my daughter taking care of me, putting pillow in my head.. my mom even said she keeps monitoring me when I throw up. She was worried and said,

“What's wrong with mom?” my mother said I was drunk.

During morning I'm still not sober and still keep throwing up even if my stomach is already empty. I woke up at 6AM so I can grind my Axie before the energy reset. While playing I'm still throwing up, my gosh.

After I grind my Axie, I slept back.. and my daughter put a blanket on me, it made my heart flutter knowing at her young mind she knows how to be thoughtful with her drunk mom.

I know I shouldn't let my daughter see it but I can't undo what's already done, I'll just make sure I'll never be wasted like that again.

While writing this article I am still not feeling well, I think I'll never drink that much anymore. Good thing my mom is there to look at my daughter and she understands that it's been how many years since I had a good time.

Closing Thoughts

Drinking alcohol will not give any benefits to us but will only make us wasted, well I can't deny that we have a good time together with my cousins and a friend.

But I think I'm not gonna drink hard next time, my body is aching all over and keep throwing up. The after effects are damn tiring!

I can't be like before because I already have a child that I must take care instead of me, I was just happy that she's fine and she looks after me. It was her first time to witness the worst side of me haha!

Today I haven't visited noise.cash, I slept all day. Didn't even managed to pay our electric bill because I felt like everything is rotating.

Sorry for nonsense blog haha! I was just happy how my daughter reacts when I was wasted.

Thank you for reading!

Date Published: January 10, 2022