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Grind, Grind, Unending Grinding! Grind here, grind there and grind everywhere. I know I am not the only one who grind everywhere and everyday like there's no tomorrow as if we are chasing opportunities that will vanish soon. The crypto multitaskers that I know are mostly from Club1BCH.

Some are even students but continue grinding as much as they can. While I on the contrary a crypto mom who are always busy looking out the kid, taking care of her, and doing house chores will not be out of style as I tried my best to be a great multitasker in crypto and real life.

Why do I grind so much? ****First****, I grind to earn more money. I have dreamed to be financially stable, I wanted to do things that I can't due to financial problems such as traveling, relaxing in a beautiful place and helping my mother. In short, I wanted to uplift our living condition, considering that I don't have real job because I am a stay at home mom, crypto had given me opportunity to fulfill this dreams. Who knows after 5 years or more in grinding I can have better portfolio. Even though my partner now had a job, I still grind like I don't have his financial support because he has his burden as well as a breed winner, the only hope of his family. Although, we are now his first family, I cannot just let him stop in fulfilling his responsibility as a good son to his parents. ****Second****, I felt like I was left behind in making myself stable as I lack opportunity before and I was also busy caring about my emotional problems, if only I was stronger back then I could have not wasted many years dealing with my problems. But I don't blame myself tho because, nobody is there for me but only myself. That's why I am taking every opportunities where I can make money, just to compensate the years that I felt like I was stagnant. ****Third****, I grind here and there because I cannot guarantee that whatever opportunity we have right now especially in noise and read will last for how many years as it depends on the funds allocation that was donated by Marc Demesel. I was like *“Smash the iron while it's hot!”* grab opportunity until it last. When will I stop grinding? I think, I'll never stop haha! Oh well maybe if I had better portfolio and good investment in real life, maybe my grinding will be lessen but not to the point I'll stop. I like seeing myself being productive, as I said I wasted so many years being stagnant so I am just coping up with the years I wasted. I am thankful that I live for 29 years, that I look younger than my age but what made me regrets is that with recent years I don't have anything to be proud of when it comes to career and status. I wasn't able to build myself well. The only thing I can be proud of is that I became a mother, that I had an amazing daughter, plus the fact that I was able to survive life despite of the shit loads I've been dealing with. If.. noise.cash & read.cash will stop; If ever noise & read will come to an end (I hope not tho), then maybe that's the time I'll pour out my time and learn how to be a better trader. Because I prioritize it while it gives me decent earnings, to build my portfolio and gather more capital. That's my plan since I cannot focus learning it with all the stuff I am doing right now.

Closing Thoughts I got this idea after reading @bmjc98 article, Dear Self, STOP Grinding For Once! and @Jane also written something the same, I'm Tired, But This Is My Purpose In Life (Bitcoin Cash Is Helping Me To Stay UP). I know @Yen is like this too, she's also busy but never stop grinding in crypto and in real life. https://read.cash/@bmjc98/dear-self-stop-grinding-for-once-b3c1f2a8 https://read.cash/@Jane/im-tired-but-this-is-my-purpose-in-life-bitcoin-cash-is-helping-me-to-stay-up-afd69e59 Just like them I felt tired, we all do but we cannot stop grinding and slack off for a whole day, because it feels like we are wasting opportunity. I felt the same with them, we want to rest but our resting time feels like more grinding like what Mj said because we used it to make some noise, interact with other users, write articles, cath some airdrops, playing P2E and more. I am pretty sure, we can never get rid of this in our system because we are used seeing ourselves productive. We just have to do our best to balance our time and give enough rest for ourselves. How about you? Do you grind as if tomorrow never comes? Lol. Thank you for reading! **Note:** *Original content unless revamp.* `Date Published: October 13, 2021`

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