Untitled Article: Not a grandiloquence

I am in trouble right now, I can’t talk and share but I just let myself know I am okay and I am well-made. Personal problem and some past relevant issues under my family shed. I just wanted to at least let the pain print in this platform so one day I come back and read I still remember.

I can’t write anyways, my left hand hurt so can’t perform well in typing my keyboard so the position I got in writing is one hand that presses the keyboard. I expect that I can’t write faster than before. In past I could type my article in 30 mins, I don’t look at the mistakes and spelling so the idea won’t be distracted in my head. I assuming that I could write this for 1.5 hours maybe. It’s hard to type with only one hand working but I need to LOL.

But what was my problem? It’s a wave of blood in the water. It’s a crowd of aliens in-universe and a battalion of donkeys with dragon heads. That’s what I can say. That’s how it was for me. Hard to explain, but mysterious to solve.

I just rant things out. I just discovered again my dog was pregnant. I can't do anything but just laugh. The dogs are the only living things I could say those words and I could hug at the moment. I felt that they are listening and even lick my face which was disgusting to some but for me, I felt the comfort within.

At first, I don’t have an interest in dogs or puppies, but one scene changed that way. One puppy just came to me, I don’t know who owned it or where it comes from. Just entered our backyard and wag her tailed and kept following me. Then things become different.

Now I owned Nine dogs. The other one again came to cross over the second dog that comes to me not knowing who owned, malnourished and even looked miserable. Yet I fight for them. There was a time that I felt very worried when they can't eat their food, I found myself attaining and checking t very often, trying to feed some raw meat, which they can't refuse.

Sound silly but the reward I got here was actually helping my dogs Haha, every week I could spend 1000 pesos or $20 which was a huge amount here that could feed the dogs for the week for their dog food. I disagreed with people mindset that stray dogs or normal dogs here in the Philippines cannot be fed with dog food, I am not rich for the record but I make sure they are well fed and vaccinated, hygiene and some medicines. Well, I had a background in Animal Science so I had some ideas.

What was the connection between the dogs? I don’t know it’s a runt thou LOL.

Another thing is that my puppies could be segregated now, I message some people I knew responsible who could adopt some. They are six puppies and they need to be rehomed. I felt the bond between them, how could I give them to others if I get the connection. But I am confident to let them go for I know the new adopter will give them more.

I had planned to give adoption to the three of them. So still three will be stays LOL.

What I will do is that I will let the dog choose whom they want. That’s what I heard from other people. When adopting dogs, come to them and say a name. try to catch their attention, when they come to you it’s destiny that provided the time to meet you two. Sound childish but my dog was just come from nowhere. I don’t look at the colour or breed.

This runt was just another kind of relief in stress. I don’t want to talk about how I suffered very much but I wanted to come to the point where the solution will be there already. I felt like the problem was for smart humans, you know some problem became a problem for we are too smart to think it’s a problem haha.

I feel like a mutant at the moment, I discovered another talent of mine, which is typing the keyboard with only one hand move. Well, the index finger is actually doing all the job at moment but yeah I survived my day again, that is also the reason why I didn’t write yesterday, my hand is injured haha. Thanks for reading…