This write-up is actual, happened, and I guessed it becomes normal as I step up in reality. Who am I to judge? However, I am not unto act in their unpleasant actions. The world was changed and soon will be ruled by a devil, and what is happening today. I guessed people would understand that whatever the things that come through happened in such absurd ways. Sinners are the people, and forgivers are the God; I am just men who never judge, so I can't do anything but look at the sins, smile at the sinner, and do my business.
They said we were born with natural sins when the first man and woman ate the fruit of life. But do you know that some books (I just forgotten the title) and some people said it wasn't a fruit but fornications? The fruit was the woman's womb. Of course, there were valid reasons for that, and this article won't fill the thoughts regarding that.
Why I say, sinners? I could say cheaters, gamblers, and drinkers. Those are the people whom I dealt with last night. A paradise for others but hell in my face.
I am a sinner within my act; I will never become and wish to be clean in your eyes, just for clarity.
The nature of sins as adultery wasn't just in men; nowadays, women are the ones to try it. Don't judge me as this platform was dominated by women; I just spoke the truth. Women now are experimenting; they want to taste the difference. I thought that only men were in the nature with this, but I was wrong. I have seen enough, some women as they look for a better one, a wildness as the eagerness to apply.
I also thought that men cheated with their wives just on other girls; again, I was wrong. They could now cheat on the same gender as they had; some both had wives and children. Nasty words you might hear today, but again I just speak the truth. I met some people who were honest to open up; this might not become a selling their stories but to look beyond the root problem of these sins, the paradigm where we cannot even have the freedom of sexual expressions.
This might cause you bad days or irritations; just bear with me for today; I just wanted to execute my thoughts as I still remember what happened last night.
Mistress and misteress, the absurd thing now is that they were not afraid of doing it under the public. They don't care if someone can see and disturbs them.
Sometimes I get to a point where I question the sacred of marriages; it feels like as the time goes out, the years have passed, and generations evolved. The marriage becomes nothing in the face of people. Where it's not a banal anymore, it's not valid. The things that were happening right were just the urges that were carried, not the feeling; the bond had been torn down.
You also can't judge me as I was so intimidated by what absorbing things I saw. We had cheaters in our home before; my mothers suffered emotional damage for years; my two sisters became a rebel at such a young age; I was bullied that I had two mothers. For a year, we became broken, things were so silent in the house, but we could feel the wall that seemed like it wanted to crash in our heads.
The silence had a deafening noise that I didn't want to hear again.
What were the things inside me when I saw people cheating with their wives or husbands? Do they think the child? Or just the urge and sins the flesh and body want? Just the enjoyment as the heat conquers their thoughts?.
It's pretty disturbing to me for the memories seem like yesterday; I was like that, an innocent child but carrying the bag of the sinner of the family, for I was bullied for their mistakes, I was suffered from their wrongdoings, I was just ten years old.
That's why I admired so much a child that had come from a broken family, or those once a child already feels the boiling foil.
As I said, this might give you an untidy day; but could you feel the bursting feeling inside of me, as I see people whom I know not just one person but a lot of them.
No matter what happens, I will never be like them, I just nod as I see their sins, but honestly, I was worried for the next victim as child-like me.
That was quite an outpouring of the soul. I can feel your heart pumping as I read those lines. It's very clear that cheating is one of the most detrimental elements in our society that's ruining our children from a very young age, but our parents just don't seem to learn.
I hope no child has to grow in a broken or abusive home cos that thing can mess you up