I always tell that I am not always a good person, I am terror one.

You can't just mess around with people whom you really don’t know yet what they are really inside. You can't just make them hear words, especially inappropriate ones. We can't just throw them something. Either a silent person could trigger its pistol to bang, like a roaring firework that will explode when heated, trust me I am that person. I am terror within a simple mess it could be a missile.

Some people here are starting to know us well. I won't hide the personality that I have, because that will be the reason to know the people who really care about me. I won't be plastic to you, nor a toxic one. I admit I had a soft heart yet not all the time. Sometimes I will show you what was the result of insulting me, shaming and making fun of me. Because when you never show how it was, they just repeat it forsake.

I am a short temper person, that’s the sign of being a terror. But I always make sure that I am on the good side. I admit that not all the time I am right, what I do is correct. But when someone messes with me a couple of times, I surely make a move so for the third time they won't do the same again.

Might be an advantage of being a man, you can express what you felt in a way that people will double think if they will do harm or what.

This morning, I went to the rabbitry of one of my virtual friends, I remained professional and considerable for the terms that we agreed wasn’t fitted and takes things time and correct matter. Time is really important to me because I need that specimen for my own study, as I am also monitoring the months.

They gave it on the exact date that we agreed, second I asked what was the development and still nothing, I do remain calm. Thirdly, I asked for an update and he said I could receive it a couple of times, it’s a red flag for I don’t receive any update related. He is busy as he said. The last time I told him I didn't receive any update he explained why.

Now things happened, I went to their home. He wasn’t there but I know he gives commands to whoever could be the person in charge. Yet I was disappointed, thinking of the three weeks preparation I gave and the 2 weeks that was delayed on what terms we agreed. Then I heard a murmuring voice of whoever it was. Someone said that I just demanded what I wanted.

At that time, I was never hesitant to walk away. They might be confused because I just walked without looking at them.

First, it's shaming, they let me wait for a minute without accumulating me, second, it was an insult. The terms and conditions weren't fit and now I am the one demanding. I'm still not rude because I know, it's better to walk away rather than talk back and argue.

I messaged the man who was the owner, told him what I heard and also demanded a refund. Yeah, I never argue or bargain the price he said because I know if I give what price they demand I won't have any problem afterwards. But seems like happened differently.

I really wanted a refund but seems like he doesn't have money that could cover the fund, and here's come, my soft-hearted terror.

At the end of the conversation, he apologized and I just said he must prepare what was being talked about as the terms, and I set another time to get the specimen. He agreed, and things became more clear now.

The thing is, if I won't do that it will be repeated for sure, I just show them that I am not easy to mess around with. So imagine if next time I will again transact and he agreed, things will be smooth for they now know how I deal with business.

The second scene opened the past few days. Our neighbour is throwing dead chicks in our backyard. Well, there is a wall that divides us but they are not that disciplined people as I know, and they met a neighbour who doesn't tolerate that kind of act.

They threw four dead chicks, and one of them shows evidence because it was hung upon throwing them, and we had no chicken in our backyard. I waited until I heard someone. When I think there are people, I throw the dead chick back to their backyard. I know there are people and they never reacted. Proved that they are guilty and karma is on its way.

I did a bad thing. I know that, but I won't do such a thing if no one provokes me.

I am not promoting what I had or giving you ideas about what you should do. I am just being who I am in this write-up. It's not a bad thing to show people how bad or terror you are. It's a warning that they can't just do things that will offend others because they think they won't fight back.

Well, people who know us well, know that’s I am not that easy piece of cake they could mess with. I had a thing that “what you could do to me you shall receive more than times”. I am terror I admit that but I know my space and I know how to handle it for good reason.

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