Wants in life

We all have "wants" in life, every one of us having "wants" that we desire, a luxurious life, the expenses that help us to live more comfortably, they say money can't buy happiness, but money can make your life comfortable, fun, and leisurely, we could live without money but we can live in an entertaining life if we have lots of it, money is the only thing we need for survival one of these days, essentials food needs money, personal hygiene needs money, our daily lives needs money, that's why we work personally and grind every day in paying sites to have more money because it's hard to admit that money is everything in our generation. it's hard to admit that all my wants in life are related to money so I could tell that. "The main want that I don't have is money, sad to say that money is the only reason why we are held captive by our employers, we spend most of our day at the office, at work away from our family to have money, by such means having money is our way of survival.

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List of wants in my life that I don't have

Stable job

Back then, When I'm just a nieve fresh graduate boy with no such responsibilities in life, just having fun, always go YOLO, spending here spend there, enjoying life the way it should be, I just want a simple job where I can earn money for sure, but now that I have my own family, I need to find a stable job, I always dreamed about working as a public servant, become a police officer, a fireman or anything as long as a man in uniform, but It's not that easy :( I find it hard to apply for examinations, like duh, even applying for the exam to have eligibility is so hard to catch, I always end up losing some slots even though 3 minutes had passed before they open the site where we can get the slot for the exam, 3 minutes had passed and it's already full, it's my two-year streak finding a slot for an exam for eligibility but I always end up late :( I always desire to have a stable job to get all the benefits from the government.

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6 digit salary

Having a stable job comes with a great salary, I always desire to have a 6 digit salary, to compensate for my family's daily needs and even their wants, I don't care about my wants, all my wants are the last priority in the list, All I want is to give all the wants of my wife and my daughter, I don't want them to experience what I experience as a kid to end up envy others because they always in trend, every month they have nice shoes, every month they have new shirts and pants , they have good amount of allowance in school they can buy what they want and all I do is close my eyes and Hoping for a better life, life is sad not everyone is lucky enough being born rich, sad to say I was born poor, I started from the bottom and I'm still at the bottom, my moves arent effective to lift me up from the levels of life.

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My dream

I always dream to give my mother everything she deserves, as a single mom she give all her best to compensate for my needs even though I could see and could tell she is having a big problem with where to find and get all the money needed for tuition, for my allowance and for our essential needs, that's why as a teacher she works all day at school and after school, she travels to the city every night for a tutor session for extra income just to compensate all my needs at school and tuition fee :(
That's why going abroad is still my option to have a greater income because the salary in the Philippines sucks.

The salary in Ph sucks

most of the companies in the Philippines had high standards, they find a bachelor's degree, to have a good and clean personality, and great experience but minimum and below minimum salary :( Not like in other countries bachelor holder or not, had a college degree or not as long as willing to be trained, they give the opportunity to a reasonable and great salary