Three-day absenteeism on read.

There are stages in a person's life where a person has to sacrifice a lot of things he or she loves to do just to meet a targeted goal. That targeted goal doesn't have to e mre important than those things he cut down on but it might be because those targeted goals require longer periods of dedication before being attained. Goals are goals irrespective of the time taken to achieve them, but any goal that takes more time to attain is really worth it. Sacrifices are required. There's always a price tag. Nothing good comes easy they say, these saying will never get clichéd. It forever holds true and it is something we should always bear it in mind when embarking on any journey that's worthwhile.

That's just a random thought guys. These kind of thoughts flood my head from time to time. You can call me a philosopher who doesn't care to think about thoughts but one who just get these sorts of random thoughts from time to time. They are more of revelations ro inspirations. I think they spring from an activity that had taken place before and the reasons I took such decisions just came back to prove themselves uninvited.

I have been a little bit withdrawn lately.. Not only from read.cash, but also noise. Cash, whatsapp, Facebook, and insta. Anything that has to do with the virtual world. I had log into read.cash but I haven't felt like reading any article, let alone up voting or commenting. I just peek in, see the background and get back out. Not only the virtual world but also in the real world. I can't pinpoint the reason why this is happening to me at this exact time but when I told my sister what I was going through, she said it was just a phase that will pass, probably a period of enlightenment but to be honest, I don't want it to pass. That doesn't mean that I don't want to talk to people anymore though, I mean that I feel more at peace these days, away from the world, its people and its troubles. I just get lost in my books and thoughts.

It could be due to the total change in my everyday routine or the very necessary pressure I have been subjecting myself to these days: Air-tight schedules, scanty meals, fogs in the brain that happens to increase my state of awareness rather than block them, increased level of silence, increased everything except time to rest!

I thought I was slowly drifting from behind an introvert to being a boring person. I am normally a quite interesting person but I snob people these days, or because I really want to but because I do not just know what to tell them. Hi? Hello? How have you been?... Okay them what?!

My interest in extracurricular activities have also gone down really drastically. In an aim to revive it and as well see if I can talk to other people or at least try to socialize a little. I attended a seminar about sepsis awareness after morning lectures and it is still taking place. It is a quite interesting lecture where they talk about Sepsis: A condition in which an infection usually of bacterial origin, triggers a reaction througout the body leading to very serious complications and sometimes death.

It is getting really interesting. The speakers are people filled with knowledge and wisdom om the subject, they even injected humor into the subject. I was supposed to speak to as a the PRO of BUMSA(Bayero University Medical Student Association) but I am very sure I would either stutter, stammer or bite my tongue repeatedly considering my mental state these days. So I assigned a fellow to represent me and decided to be an audience myself.

Thanks for reading all through guys. And sorry for not being able to visit your articles and read your comments on my previous posts. I don't feel so good.. Not physically, but mentally.

Love you all,

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Yours Layly,

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