Please enter your life title

My mind went blank as I was writing this blog. I honestly do not know what to write. Actually, I can write anything, but specifically, I do not know what to write. Do you get it? You feel like writing but your mind doesn't know what certain topic you will write about. What's the hardest part is creating and making your title too. It must be catchy so that your readers will be hooked. I know you all know that well.

Please enter your title is more about definition and meaning behind your topic rather than how you compose it. I believe as a writer that it should mean a lot to us what the story is and your intention why you make that title. Well, right now my keyboard is continuously beeping and ticking as I press the very button of letters. My hands are shaky because I just went to make a retouch to my rabbit cages. Goodness, before I forgot I had a new two rabbits.

Well, supposedly it would be four, but the other two were left to my cousins because she wanted to raise them too. I didn't deny her request, rather I smiled at her widely and my heart rejoiced. Why? It is because I am certain that my weekly budget for rabbit feeds will increase tremendously. I do not know where I will get the amount of money for them. Although I have an unlimited supply of grasses which I can get in the farm. Yet, of course rabbit feeds and vitamins should also be included.

Yesterday night, after the party I was a bit tipsy because I drank several shots of wine and tequila. Oh tequila? Have you tested and drank it before? So when I was on the road going home, my mind was flying away. You know, in our deepest thoughts we always have these sudden and out of nowhere questions. So, I asked myself if I would make a novel about my life, what would be my title? This is very intriguing and a good question I think.

I hadn't concluded what the title was until I reached home. I changed my clothes, brushed my teeth, drank a cold milo and lay down on my bed. I continued to answer the question I had when I was in the bus and I cannot sleep if I haven't answered it. So, I concluded the title I would give for the novel. And that's title is like this, “The Life of a Feeble Man”. Hmm. I do not know where the word feeble came from, but I dictionary its meaning and I was surprised.

Feeble is an adjective which means markedly lacking in strength; indicating weakness; deficient in qualities or resources that indicates vigor, authority, force, or efficiency. Although I had some idea what feeble means, I didn't know that it was like this. I know some of you are wondering why the word feeble out of thousands of adjectives I can use to describe myself. Well, let's see why.

If you know me personally, I am truly weak physically. I am slim, slender, thin or whatever you call someone who just has an average body. My stamina is not high. My cardiovascular system is quite weak as well. Which is why physical education is what I hate the most in all subjects I had in my entire life. Yeah, my former and current classmates can vouch for that.

Mentally speaking, I am a person who's very sentimental and I can get easily attached to someone and that is my weakness. It is really a weakness for me because I can get easily hurt when someone says negative or not good for me. Basically, you can tear my heart as easily as you can when I am attached to you. Being a sentimental person is what I truly regret growing up. It is a genuine fact.

I am also weak verbally. I cannot pronounce the word “r” properly and I do not know why. I know some people who cannot pronounce the letter s and r. Do you know people who cannot pronounce these letters straight? Well, count me in. In fact, I hate listening to my recorded voice because I felt truly ashamed of it. But, to others it is good and totally okay. I think I am just a bit paranoid about it.

To all these weaknesses, I know I made a huge progress when I started accepting who I am including what I lack, what I am weak, and what I do not know. You know, sometimes all you need is to embrace and empower yourself. It is free. It is helpful. It is totally okay. The moment you fully gather yourself and those pieces will eventually come together and be with you. It is a part of you which needs to be reconnected. I truly wish that whatever you are going through today, always make space for yourself to recover. I mean, there should be a space in your heart where you can get true self and true energies which provides you inner strength. Meaning, it is a socket to charge and refill yourself from all the hurtings, aches, pains and emotions you have gone through. All you need to do is to understand yourself even more.

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