My broken mind

Writing because I don't know what exactly to write today, my mind is like the mirror verse in Spiderman no way home, things are not what they seem, I don't what the name of what I'm feeling right now, but I know that I am slowly losing interest on people, I just want to live in a Batcave with cool gadgets so I can keep myself company with it, I will also have the one that can prepare all kinds of food, so I won't have any reason to step outside, the only time I would step outside is at night so I won't get burnt by the sun, not that I am a vampire though, I just don't want to be seen. 

I know everyone needs someone, someone to lean on, someone that understands, someone that listens, well, I am tired of talking anyway, I will just be a caveman that relies on only himself. 

Do superman feel pain, I know he's an alien and his body is made of steel, only kryptonite can penetrate the skin, bullets, bombs, and dagger is useless against him, what if I become superman, we will still feel the pain that I feeling now, of course, the answer is yes, superman skin might be made up of steel, but his emotions aren't made of steel, Superman cries his love one is in pain, Superman is heartbroken most of the time but being a public figure that everyone looks up to, he tries not to show weakness and he always gives hope to people, every superhero needs someone to lean on, someone that understands their silent, someone that can tell you the real you and will notice when there's a slight change in you. 

Lois lane was that person that knows when Superman isn't himself, Lois knows Superman more than Superman knows his self, when Superman is angry, Lois calms in down, when Superman was about crossing a line that he's not suppose to cross, Lois draws him back because she don't want to lose him, one of observations from Smallville (Smallville is a series that tells the story of Superman journey on earth as a teen before he start wearing the costume) no matter where life take us or how it treat us, what we will be ours will definitely be ours as long as we stand true and fight for it, Lois lane wasn't Superman first choice lady, Lana lang was his first choice, they started dating from high school, in as much as both of them wanted it to work out, there will always be someone to separate them from each other, both of them tried their best, still it didn't work out, they just have to let go, this tells us that sometimes we just have to let go of some certain things, even if we want them to work, the earlier we let it go, the earlier we get a better one that God has set out for us. 

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Superman and Lois were working in the same office and they were partners, Superman didn't tell Lois he is Superman because he knows that Lois has a loudmouth, haha, and she might spin it out to people by mistake, Lois has her suspicious though, she tried her best to let Superman know that he can trust her, but how are you going to trust the famous Lois Lane with your secret and still be safe? Superman started giving her anonymous calls, which almost got her killed several times because she always want to do more than what she was told to do, something happened at the end of season 9 and blue kryptonite was on Superman's chest, Lois saw it and went to remove it, she quickly ran and hide so Superman won't know that she saved him, in the season 10, Superman decided to tell Lois his secret, they were already dating and he promises not to hide anything from her, unknowingly to him that she already knew and she didn't tell anyone about it, haha, this tells us that we should not judge a book by the cover, she might seem like the talkative type but she keeps secrets more than secret keepers, haha. 

Lois became part of the team though she only stays at the watchtower, monitoring what is happening, Lois was the ex-girlfriend of Olivier Queen, aka Green arrow, they didn't date up to six months, Green arrow was also part of the team and the right-hand man to Superman, all of them were cool hanging out together, this tells us that your exes are not your enemy, you can break up with them and still don't say bad words about them, even if you don't want them as a friend anymore. 

In Injustice, when Superman lost Lois Lane and his unborn baby to the joker, he became rogue and no one could stop him, some of the heroes joined him, but Batman didn't, Superman killed the joker and decided to take over the government so he can stop crime by killing those involved in it, Batman knew that he and the rest of the heroes that didn't join Superman wasn't a match for him alone, so he traveled to another universe to bring their Superman, the fight between both Supermen was tough and the other one was holding back because he hasn't been broken like this one. That tells us that is good to have someone that can calm us down, Lois used to be the one that calmed Superman until she was murdered and Superman had no reason to be calm anymore. 

Thanks for reading, it's a random story I am trying to put my broken mind together by writing what pops up. Haha.

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30/12/2021