I gave it up

2 weeks ago when I realized something in my life. I was busy doing things repeatedly for almost 4 years. I engage into it everyday and I call it as a stress reliever everytime I'm on state of problems. It brings me to the world in which I can portray myself as a hero that willing to protect my team in order to win. That's the world of mobile legends. I've been engage on this game for 4 years, there's nothing new about this game but I can't stop myself from playing it. Maybe it is a multi-player game that involves interaction to other players. The game mechanics is simple, the game will brought you into land of the Dawn and the battle will happen there. There will be 5 teammates including me and also 5 opponents, it needs strategy and skills in order to win. I was doing it for 4 years and I'm almost on my 10 thousand matches but suddenly I realized what I've got while playing this game. For almost 4 years I've I've playing, I've got nothing. It drains my money, it affects the cycle of my sleep, due to so much playing I've missed to eat sometimes. I realized I only got stress due to toxic teammates, I almost at the state of addiction but hopefully I can control it, I can't stop myself playing specially if I'm losetreak. Due to those circumstances, I made a decision that freed me from this game, I feel bored on this game and I decide to uninstall it. It is also beneficial because it consumes large amount of space on my internal storage. Finally, I let go the game that accompany me in times of happiness and sadness. I hope I could also let go my ex that still burdens in my heart and mind, how awful am I that until today I can't move on. I've decided to install Call of Duty so that I can play a game if I'm bored but unlike Mobile legends, I'm not addicted on this game. I only play this if I'm so much bored and if my system tells me I need some vitamins from this game.

In exchange, I became more active here on read.cash. I decide that I will focus here not on games. I start reading lots of articles each day and gave upvotes. I learned lots of things while reading, specially those articles that publish by crypto enthusiasts that present on this platform. I learned something about their articles, updates about cryptocurrency, different platforms which can use for trading, new crypto in market and their encouragement to use BCH rather than banks. I've learned a lot of things of them. Luckily, for weeks of focusing here, I was blessed a lot by rusty and also I gain lots of readers. It's an achievement for me to obtain 25 to 30 readers every article. I became more active and received lots of blessings. In return, I also share the blessings I've got, I started reading random articles from New and old users here. I gave sponsorship even though it's little amount.

I didn't noticed that I gave lots of sponsorship, sorry if I can only gave small amount but still I want to motivate new and old users to interact more on this platform. I gave good comments, subscription, upvotes to those new users so that they won't get demotivated if rusty don't visit them. I think it's normal that rusty won't visit if you are a new user. I have this friend that I introduce on this platform. Before I gave flowery words to him, I gave him notice that this platform is not an easy way to earn money. It needs enough time, effort, activeness, perseverance, trust and lots of things before you can get a reward from system. Hopefully he was a persevere person, I saw how active he was during those days and as a good friend, I support him through reading his articles and gave small amount of upvotes. I also gave him step on how he can transfer his earning her to Bitcoin Wallet. I think he got his first dollar yesterday and I can sense how happy he was. This platform helps me to freed myself from gaming world. I became more active on grinding on this platform and I earn BCH, I achieve 5 digit numbers in Peso and because of that I'm encourage more to become active here.

Also, I'm glad that finally I got this badge. I'm happy cause now I belong to top 50 tippers on this platform. It made me interest to get this badge because I think it's beautiful that I see this badge alongside with my name. It also resembles my journey on this platform and this prove that I became active and helpful to others. Maybe in the future I can make it orange but there are users that more dedicated than me. In this community, all users have the same goal, it is to help others and spread awareness about BCH through this platform. In my part, I'm starting to spread awareness by posting on my day about this platform. I know through this platform, everyone will know about BCH. Hopefully, I have few friends that interested on what I do. I introduce them this platform and what type of money they can earn here. I've guided lots of people but Lazysnail is the one who respond and tried this platform. Hopefully, rusty will visit here so that we can reach our goal to become rich and buy the things we want.

Author's Message:

Honestly, I'm not sure on future that waiting for me. In the meantime, I'm pushing myself to earn money at early young age so that I have saving that I can use if I have no income in the future. My plan in BCH is not yet clear, I don't know if I'm gonna HODL or buy the things that's necessary for me but for now I will save, save, and save until BCH will totally reached the moon. From that moment, every BCH holder is happy and spending their money based on their needs.