Begging for ideas
January 23, 2022
0110 Kuwait time
Up until now, it's been a month already that the bot, at last, noticed my existence here it is still fresh in my mind, and still, I can't help but be grateful for all the time having been accepted without judgment of my composition.
I am the kind of person that doesn't have the self-confidence I have been always doubting my capabilities of doing things that I believed that it's hard for me to do such an aspect as im not good at it.
It was November 29, 2021, when I first published my article here I tried my luck even though I know in myself that im trying hard to write, as I don't know what genre I im going to be jotting down, but I need to strive and eager to learn as I know that everything we can do if we are willing to take risks.
Sometimes I come up with the idea of giving up as I feel like I'm left behind in everything but then again, im thankful for this community for they are very approachable to those new members.
For my first 7 articles, the bot still does not acknowledge my writings which some users here experience also, some it takes a month that the bot recognized we only need to be patient at all times, for me at that time im not consistent with writing as I've said im not good in composition as well as long phrases.
December 20, 2021, was my 8 articles being publicized and it was the time that finally the bot visited it, I was very happy at that time as if I felt being belonged to the community I feel motivated, and need to explore more to gather information so that I can do more, to write more to publish as I am already given a chance to continue of what I got underway.
Writing articles was quite hard for me that every time im struggled with what im going to write about of what topic im going to share, though I find it difficult I take it as a challenge on an everyday basis because I want my mind to think positively I want to ignore those negative impact that surrounds my way.
So far, as of this writing, I have been publishing 34 articles including the 7 first articles that the bot hasn't visited.
You know the excitement whenever I published an article I know im not good but knowing the fact that the bot upvoted and some of the users too well leave some comments, somehow inspires me.
To be honest, thinking about what im going to write as I want to be consistent throughout the day for I know we have goals, dream that we want to achieve every time I start to jot down that sometimes I don't have any idea and the only thing I do was praying and asking Almighty God to give me some sort of ideas for me to publish and that I can create words, and phrases which a minimum of 3minutes reading.
Furthermore, I feel motivated by some of my virtual friends for their uplifting words, for always visiting my write-ups, that every time there is someone noticed me somehow gives me more courage to proceed to not easily give up to have confidence in everything that it's okay to make mistakes as nobody is perfect.
Closing words,
If you have some uncertainty in everything you don't have to hesitate to ask for guidance just pray to God for he is willing to give it.
Message
Thank you, everyone, for not leaving me on my journey, to my sponsors, upvoters, readers God Bless all of you.
Thank you for reading!
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