First day of the month,a not so good day for me

Today is the first day of the month and it was not a good day for me .While I was writing this article,I was trying to hold my tears even if I wanted to cry but I don't want that they were saw me crying.

If you ever remember my article about my dream ,I was dreaming that I lost my bch earnings because of my phone which suddenly stop funtioning and I was so thankful that it was just a dream ,I don't know how could I move on easily if its truly happened that I lost my earnings in just a one blink.

And today ,I was thinking that those dream I was dreaming was happenning now.

After we take our breakfast ,I asked my husband nephew if he is going to recharge his phone ,I asked him to bring my phone coz its running out of battery already so,he brought my phone.

It was 11am when he got home and I was taking a bathe that time ,I did'nt know that he is waiting on me to get out of the bathroom.When I already finished,he called me and said "titaaahh naka sa ko nimo" (I will try to translate it for my english readers) he said tita I have sinned against you",and his hands was shaking ,I asked him why? Then he replied"Your phone was broken,when I removed from the plug,it suddenly falling into the floor".

I was thinking that my phone was dead,I felt sad about but I was trying not to show that I was upset,honestly I wanted to cry when I heard that my phone is broken.I don't know how do I feel coz this phone was very useful for me,I am using this for me to earn by blogging here in read cash and if ever it will stop functioning ,I don't know where to get money to buy a new one .This phone was a fruit of my labour here in read cash ,and I feel sad knowing that it was broken even if how much I care it.

I get my phone and tried if its still functioning,I was glad that still its fine,I tried touching all the parts of the screen and still its fine naman.I feel glad that only the screen was broken ,I think its the screen touch only ,hoping that the lcd is fine.I am just hoping now that it is totally fine coz I don't know where to get money to a buy another phone .I don't have bigger amount in my wallet now ,I only had my january earnings and its not enough to buy a new phone .Even if I feel that this day is'nt a good day for me but still I am thankful that my phone still working .

He keeps asking sorry to me and I said its okay ,its still working pa naman ,I have something to use pa.

Even though I feel that this day isn't a good day for me ,but I still blessed and thankful for another things happen to me .I already finished my laundry and it gives me a light feelings .My son now was sleeping so meaning I can have much time here.In other hand ,I feel blessed that I recieved new tips from the robot here and I am happy that my free tips in noise cash was still there,I thought it just only stay for a day ,hoping it will never gone again.

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The first day of the month was not yet over ,theres still many hours remain I know not only this things will happen to me now,maybe later on I recieve a good news,hoping for it .

Thank you for your time ,stay safe and God Bless.