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Nurturing With Pain: Moving On Dilemma's `March 06, 2022 - Sunday, 12:10 PM` Whenever a special soul falls inlove with another special soul and has shared great amount of time together then ended up sadly and has left with a choice of taking separate ways to move forward alone and lonely, this situations are most likely painful depending on the matters.
In my early adolescent years, I was very genuine and real with it comes to loving without any sign of cleverness, because that's the real me. I used to love carelessly and it leaves myself vulnerable because I just love and show what I felt during moments. As a genuine lover, it makes me being the one whose always left broken. I have also this attitude of not practicing being the one who ends a relationship's, for I believe that a girlfriend/boyfriend relationship started when the girls said YES and I also believe that the girl should have all the rights to end it. Now enough for the unwanted prolonged intro's chill'hustler's and let's head straight to the real body of this article. Being broken isn't easy especially for men, and this is just my own observation. Wanna know why? Because men are good in hiding their real sorrows and emotion. For in our current society that we live in, it practices to accept only those men who are strong mentally even without knowing their true capabilities in life. Now this time, I will reveal a personal story back when I was totally devastated, down and broken. If you are a consistent reader of my articles here in read.cash (***as if I have one..!! Hehehe...!!!***) chill'hustler's, I have published an article last month during my "Drunk Cupid Series" articles for the month of February which is my personal experience but decided to hide the truth about it and now I think this is the right and perfect time to admit it. ***Sorry guys...!! Hehe...!!!*** *Here is the link to that article I'm talking about chill'hustler's*: Drunk Cupid I: Playing with His Bow and Arrow Ending up a relationship on an LDR and didn't get the chance to have a proper closure was really a hard pill to swallow adding the real reason behind it chill'hustler's. This experience left me alone roaming into the **Chaotic Kingdom of Love** and even mislead my life for a couple of years. While being broken and with very few friends that I can trust sharing my current state of mind and emotions that time, I can only run to **music**. **Music** saved me from being broken. During my depression about it if you read the article above, I really lost myself after loving her. Every time I missed her I always listens to **Secondhand Serenade's** song titled "**Suppose**" and also "**Walang Hanggan**" by **QUEST**. https://youtu.be/VXb34z5nsFQ Everytime I heard this two songs, it always calms me back then but also saddens me knowing my relationship to her already ended and unsalvageable. https://youtu.be/vcyR_VLZJ8U Closing Thoughts Music really helps me even up to present. Everytime I'm sad or happy, I just listened to music. Music has its own power of calming and boosting once mood and emotions. It also serves as one of my escape route to leave the real world for a while and enjoys my own company. Hehe...!!! Back then I really hate being broken and down but as I aged, I realized that those situations in my life was planned by Our Heavenly Father above to wake me up and schooled me some lessons in life that really wakes me up to the real atrocities in life. So when you get the chance to love chill'hustler's, lobe deeply and genuinely, for whatever the results may be, atleast you were just true to yourself and no matter what happens at the end, you will end up gaining experience in life. Mine was already credited to my experience and now I get the chance to share it to y'all my dear chill'hustler's. **Special Mention**: I got this prompt from lodi master @meitanteikudo which is to write any story as long as the topic is music chill'hustler's. If you run out of topic to write, just try make one and just mention me on your article chill'hustler's. **Disclaimer**: *All rights on the songs and video links in this article are all credit to the rightful owners and I have no infringement intent about it.* Hello there Chill'hustlers!! 🙋🏽♂️ That's it for today and as always, I'm glad you reach the end again, thank y'all for always sharing your day with me, see you on the next one Chill'hustler's. Have a chill vibe month of March and stay hopeful cause better days are comin', Good vibes always, Jah bless and PEACE ✌️!!! 🙏🙇 Adieux..!!! ------------------------------------------ Title : Nurturing With Pain: Moving On Dilemma's Author : @Carewind - 74th Article March 06, 2022 - Sunday, 12:10 PM My Previous Articles https://read.cash/@Carewind/a-valentine-story-did-your-plan-worked-on-valentines-day-cdfc85ac#my-previous-articles Fire Prevention Month: Lit That Fire Within Keeps You Going https://read.cash/@Carewind/point-thirty-eight-bch-an-additional-smartbch-investment-on-a-new-month-6fb7fb81#bad-link Point Thirty Eight BCH: An Additional SmartBCH Investment On A New Mon... https://read.cash/@Carewind/paper-ink-strokes-48cfcf95#bad-link Paper, Ink & Strokes Quality Over Quantity: An Update Of My Current SmartBCH HODL'S
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I've been devastated years ago due of being broken, naging single for 2 years and natakot sa commitment. Diko idedeny nanandami kong naghost, those person deserves a true love where someone will love them endlessly, and I'm not that person. There was a guy who used to court me for 2 years, sobrang willing sya maghintay kasi sobrang pure ng love na nafefeel niya. Pwede ko sya gustuhin, but the thing is, I can't allow my self to play with him or tho ghost him. I can't allow myself to hurt him because he need a pure love from someone who's going to love him more than what he is, sadly I'm not that girl. Now that he's married after his graduation, he invited me. Pero di ako pumunta since it was far away from where am I. I just told myself na, "My decisions were right...he deserve everything he has right now ", and I'm very happy for him wholeheartedly. Sorry napahaba HAHAHAHAH
We meet people for a purpose lods, maybe things doesn't click in both of you first but I'm sure you learned something from it lods. Maybe also during that time you still have doubts in yourself that need fixing at it exposes you when you decide to let him go because you felt like your not the best suited for him. Hehe
Really really once in a time of depression you just listen to a song, it can really reduce self -pity.
You're right friend and during those times, we only need to refocus and regain ourselves from the doubts that keeps on crashing in our minds.
Men are not expressive. I agree with you my friend Carewind. It's not easy for men to be broken. Less talk but deep inside got hurt much.
Yes castiel, that's why its soo hard to be a man in our current society. Because if a guy shows himself off, then he will be criticize by many.
Wait, true story mo yung drunk cupid series? As in all of it? Parang gusto ko tuloy ulit basahin yun ah😂
Haha oo lods, totoo yun lahat, honest naman ako na tao, diko magagawa yun kung sa kathang isip ko lang hehe 😅
Now i know, hehe
Kaya straight din yun, may mga kulang pa yun, kasu wag na dahil bawal na yung iba, haha baka ma padpad pa sila dito haha
Haha na curious ka bigla sis?😂
Oo sis, hahahaha
Alam ko kayu dalawang may duda na nun na akin yung story kaya deny lang ako ng deny oara ganahan pa kayo mag basa haha
On point, I was broken piece before and I hide it to people. When it comes to love somehow everyone had the regrets, everyone had what if and there comes the way that we learned.
That's because we are born and treated as men lods, not as human, why womens only ask for equality wherein men also are being unfairly judge by our society.
Ayy kaabang abang yan panu na kaya na ako first love first everything charr I mean before my husband I had previous boyfriends... basahin kopo. For me love is still unknown but eventually we know it from what we fell for every person we offer loved...
Tama nga naman lods, once we fall inlove, 100 percent na masasaktan din. Basahin mo yan, first palang yun, 8 articles yung drunk cupid series ko lods hehe
Cge po basahin kopo at try kita bgyan ng advice hanggang makakaya kopo
Ayun, aabangan kita dun lods, feb. 08-14 yun lods natapos ang Drunk Cupid Series ko. Hehe
Kaya pala ng nagsuggest ako closure hindi ka agree😂. We are same, I never cheat and I was always the one left broken. But unlike you I hate music during that times. Why? Grabe agad iyak ko 😂
Haha ganun din naman ako lods, but I never cry, just deep breaths of regret and despair hehe Oo, naalala ko din yun, sabi ko wag, palalain pa natin kasalanan ni Galaxy haha
Haha maybe that's nature of a man .nakaksakit kasi ang music para sa akin😂
Naku, pero nakikinig ka ng music pag masaya ka lods.? Hehe
Ngayon oo kasi hindi na ako broken hearted😃
Ayun, kasu LDR kapa din lods, kaya baka ma miss mo din si hisband pag ganun. Hehe iyak kana naman.
Haha hindi naman, nalulungkot lng minsan
Haha ay strong kana pala ngayon lods. Hehe
Kailangan boss eh😂
Haha parang naipit lang lods ahh, pero kailangan naman talaga, wala tayo ibang choice nya lods hehe
Haha oo need lng talaga
Basta masaya kana ngayon dahil di kana pinapaiyak ngmusica lods haha
Music hits different when you are broken. It seems like the lyrics are created just for you. Nakakasad lang na the society sets standard na apg lalaki ka, bawal ka mag breakdown. Like, the h3ck is that? They have emotions as well.
That's why I always said to any of friends who are dealing with heartbreaks to just let it all out, at the end of the day it is ourselves alone who will pick ourselves up and not others.
Cheers to the mention :)
Hehe, matsalam sa iyang makapangyarihang pangalan lods haha
sana all sakalam. hahaha
Every experiences that we have has a lesson. May it be painful or great experiences. And that every heartbreak left us broken. But its still be okay because what matters is how we managed to climb up the ladder again after every fall.