Confused

Am confused on what path to take to bring me to the warmth feeling of getting to my destination

Am confused thinking about what to do and what not to do while battling with my own self

Am confused because I lay down rules for myself, then how do I end up breaking all those rules my self

Not because I want to, it just seems like I have to

Am confused, everything I do seems to be wrong, am I wrong for for being alive, if I am then how am I alive

That say a lady will always get a prince charming to save her from her monsters

Sweep them from their feet and what not

So what princess can save a confused guy?

Repunzel or Snow White or even Cinderella or Elsa

When real life is not the Disney world

When real life is a jungle filled with wild beast

And one is nothing but a lost mice out in cold warm playing ground of killers

Just a snack for the wild, not even up to a meal

So I cry out to the universe

Am confused.