Earth
Hey earth, it's me again
I know I haven't been a good with how we ought to be
Yeah I keapt destroying the things you bring forth
Just so I can be boast of a few things
But what can I do?, am only human you know
I know it's not enough of an excuse
I know blowing parts of you was and still is my bad
I guess my selfishness took over me
Still has a hold of me till now
And truth be told I can't help but be very much all about me
Despite all you do for me
And all you provide for me
And even if I tried to look out for you
The other parts of me are still busy destroying you
Please Earth, don't give up on me now
I can do better I know, I hope
I just need to realize myself
Forever is just not enough for me to know me
I hope you understand and be patient with me
It's me HUMAN
Bun
Many atimes I ask myself
Why do I doubt myself
Why can't I believe and trust myself
With everybody having their own definition of success
Mine would be to conquer myself
And a while lot of time I fail
Then I purnish me and put me on a rail
Like a dog with a shortened tail
And a mind so full of an illustration eating darkness
How can u not fail
Then along came you
Like a beam of light turned to an energy source
You, you took me in your hands and then u flipped me
You
They what goes up must com down
Then why o I keep going up and it's all you
You are the great lady behind and around me
You
You can be annoying you make me so mad and crazy
But I can't help be madly in love and crazy about you
I don't recognize me, but I love this me
You brought out this me, and gave it a name
Bun
Phill
Phill was the guy of the dormetry, he was everybody friends and every girl loves him and wants to be around him, the senior female students wants him as a school son or rather a junior boy they can molest, those who were his mates wants him as a boyfriend for some that do not like to share while others were okay with just flirting around with him, then they were those that just want to be seen around with him,
Phill was a fair, tall student with small eyes that sharpens his cuteness and an athletic body and an ever appealing smile.
The only problem he had in schools were the senior male students who could stand their girlfriends always talking about him or being around Phill,
But with all this Phill was only in love with vikky.
Vikky was a dark curvy girl with beautiful long legs and big eyes that matches her forhead, she had full black hair that falls to her shoulder when lossened and combed.
He told his friend Steve about a girl he finally wants to be with and that he would approach her that night, his friend was happy for him and told him that he too wanted to approach a girl that night after dinner, but friends were happy and wished each other luck.
After the meal, vikky who was a prefect on duty, coordinating the junior student to clear the hall was at the back of the big dinning hall, Phill tracked her to back only to see Steve and vikky kissing and holding hands in a corner of the hall.
Phill decided to let them be as he was late to talk to the girl he loves but wouldn't want to spoil the thing his friend has going on, after all he basically has every girl in school giving him attention but he was never truly happy for he always wished for vikky to be his.
What's d point
So what's the point
If only one could live forever
Then this feeling saddened would fade away
And the sand of time are always there
But the time of life is not
And after it all
Then what
After a life of relentlessness
And life anguish of labour
Like ants gathering food in the summer
Then what
When one's time is limited
And it won't hurt to want to live forever Young
But then life itself is exhausting
If nothing is life is balance
But all balanced
Then what's the point?
Confused
Am confused on what path to take to bring me to the warmth feeling of getting to my destination
Am confused thinking about what to do and what not to do while battling with my own self
Am confused because I lay down rules for myself, then how do I end up breaking all those rules my self
Not because I want to, it just seems like I have to
Am confused, everything I do seems to be wrong, am I wrong for for being alive, if I am then how am I alive
That say a lady will always get a prince charming to save her from her monsters
Sweep them from their feet and what not
So what princess can save a confused guy?
Repunzel or Snow White or even Cinderella or Elsa
When real life is not the Disney world
When real life is a jungle filled with wild beast
And one is nothing but a lost mice out in cold warm playing ground of killers
Just a snack for the wild, not even up to a meal
So I cry out to the universe
Am confused.
Politicians
So u swore on all things good
That you would do better and make our lives feel good
You're a master piece
An epic player in this game of deception
You said the previous you was a fraud
That u are the real deal
You're a library of lies
And you make us want to hurt ourselves and cut ties with ourselves
Why do you let us hate one another just for the dollar
You are disloyal
Did you loose your soul in the darkness deep in your pocket?
When we go a little outta line
Just to meet ends needs and fend for ourselves
You tag us with labels of misconduct
When you're a galaxy away from being truthful
All you care about is your generation up to the tenth
With what's is rightfully ours you secure a life for the offsprings of your younglings
While our generations are left to drown in anguish and hunger
Like caged birds accepting what is only given to it
You steal from us just to cut your course
And you wonder how we all live and push through it
You make the storms of our lives so strong
But you seem to forget a little piece
The strongest storm shows the strongest route
So when you throw dirt on us, we just act like a broom to it all.
Growing up
As a child I never cared about what really goes on in the world
How could I when the loosing teeth's open gates in my mouth
Playing in dirt and dealing with struggles of pronouncing words
The joy and happiness was like a cloak that covers my soul
It made me invincible to cruelty of adult lives
Growing up and am drenched in the worries of how to be responsible
Does it hurt to say I don't want to
I remember running around in the glory of my nakedness
Not caring who and what is watching or not
Now I can't stare at my naked self without telling me to go get my pants
My friends and I would fight one minute and be laughing the next
Now we can't even talk or hang
Growing up is the nemesis of all things fun
It washes away the shores of childhood and hit you with the hammer of being matured
Bending us to the ever flowing current of life
And you only end when you finally drown
Or you keep drifting the blackhole of confusion
Spinning for ever in our perplexed state
While in essence, if can just don't care
So is it harmful to say growing is the birth of all our problems
God
So many people wants to ask alot questions
And talk about your existence and some why they go through what they go through
And truthfully sometimes I do too
I want to understand alot of things about alot of things
But I get it, I see you God
So many want to say there is no God, so many say there is no God
But why and how can humans be so blind
They say the absence of evidence is not the absence of existence
Nobody sees the electric current flowing a naked wire
But everyone knows better than to touch that wire
And I get it, cause I see you God
Like you're in everything there is
Both in nature and all things science
But that's what I expect cuase you're the well spring of knowledge
It's all you and I see you God
Lead me through the highway of all things holy
And guied my path to the pathway of peace
Faithfully in the roadway of being righteous
I see you God
Tho I still have many questions
But only a fool will ask questions he already knows the answers too
Or where to get the answers of things he asks
And I see you God
Bot necessarily directly but I see you God.
Buena
It's sill hard for me to pick between both names
Bolinda, Buena, they both remind me of what you stand for
And everyday I fall deeper in love with both of them
What have you done to me
When my phone rings and either of this names pop's up
A smile runs through my face
Like a 12year old seeing his favourite delight on the table
And after every call and talk I feill satisfied
Am like a toddler all filled with milk
I go to bad easily
The dreams can never be bad
And even when they are bad I make them all turn good
All I need is an image of you or the beautiful curves and bends of each letters of your name
Or is it the name I call you?
More like the edges and curves of your body
And when we hold hands it's like holding all I need
Funny cause you're all I need
Even when we're distant we're never distant
You are right here with me, am right there with you
BUENA, i like how it sounds
It has a lot of rings to it but has no ring to it.
I fall in love over again
Big Sis
So many complain about how they hate their big sisters
How they can be annoying and always get in their business
But all I want to say is I will always love you big sis
You were like a gardener pruning the maze of flowers of our childhood growth
Uprooting weeds, trimming and cutting all bad vines as we grow
And like sheep's sometimes we foolishly go out of line
You were our Shepard there to get us back in line
You never let anything or anyone hurt us
You bully all our bullies
And mess them up so they learn not to mess with us
You were strong, never shaken by words or threats of other big or small
It was nice to know you always had our backs
And still do till very day even as we grow older
Encouraging us through the sands of time
You would say, 'the strongest storm shows the strongest route'
I still tell myself that when I feel life get hards
I miss our childhood days
Tho most times we keep lone faces and didn't see eye to eye
Cause you were strict and didn't relent in shaping our lives
You were our parents captain
I miss the fun we had
And when u smile our skies light up
And like you were a great sis you be an even greater mum
So in essence, all am saying is I LOVE YOU
My Big Sis
The worst
Sometime people do this things not know it's the worst way to live
It's worst when one talks alot without saying anything, that make you talk noise all the time and nobody listens
Trying to be wise when one is actually foolish, when a lot of people resent you, you should sit to check yourself and what you are doing wrong
Loving those that don't love you, one would hurt himself in the worst ways
Always being around, makes folks to want to ride and exploit you like a stallion, and step you every chance they get
Smile alot, this was suppose to be good for the body but it's bad cuz people don't take you seriously
Displease oneself to please others and way too wrong cuz humans always want more
Always the boss in everything, everybody like someone who is not all high and mighty and can't be reasoned with, humility is a virtue
Sad thoughts
A billion things go through my mind
Atimes I wonder how I keep track of it all
It's a bright darkness
Looking at alot of things but I see nothing at all
A mind filled with alot of things but there is nothing at all
What can weigh a ton and still be as light as air
I need a sense of direction
But in every direction is the same confusion
I want to liberate myself
Yet I move forward, deep in the trenches of my thoughts
I amuse myself
Can't stop to wonder why emptiness full my thoughts
I restrain myself to this emptiness
I refrain from all joy and happiness
How can I heal myself when am in love with this
It cuts way deep, but then I can only treat myself then subject myself to it all over again
SAD THOUGHTS...
Love
Tracy was a highly intelligent teenager with a stunning beauty, she was as brilliant as the could come, very shy and reserved with a well arranged glowing face and a figured curvy matching body complemented with a full black natural hair, in other words she was a very pretty nerd.
She fell in love with Ben who was a tall multi talented athlete with tuned flexible built body, he had small brown eyes with matching brownish bushy hair and was some couple of years older than Tracy
Ben was always around the ladies, as much as he loved their company and enjoyed flirting around with them, he wanted a serious relationship but the girls were either in another relationship and still wants to be with him which he was not comfortable with or they were not ready for anything serious or too grumpy, clingy, forward or too sexually inclined for him and he was just not okay with it, so he decided to go on with the game as they come.
Time flew by and Tracy's family moved out of town, Tracy stayed behind for sometime working with a relative and hoping as at that time Ben would notice the love in her eyes for him, but how could he, she was too shy to talk to him, the one time he talked to her while looking her in the eyes she almost melted, and he was too carried away to notice, if only she could just kidnap him and runaway, Tracy later went to join the family still Loving Ben all the way from over there.
Seven years ran pass like the Olympic hundred meter runners, Tracy was a young adult by then. Ben happened to be in a gathering with some old friends and Tracy's childhood friend who was present as at the time, talking on the phone, Tracy was told Ben was around and decided to say hi only to realized Ben had asked after her and went by her place a couple of times and was later told Tracy and the family had moved.
Ben took Tracy's number from her friend and the long distance talk started, Ben realized Tracy was different from other girls and was interested in her and the way she thinks majorly about everything, the more they talk the deeper the interest and he realized he was feeling something for her, she later found the courage to tell him how she felt all this years and fortunately for her he too was already captivated by her and he couldn't help but feel sorry
Sorry for wasting so much time, sorry for making her wait that long, sorry he was uslessing himself while she kept herself and above all sorry he was the most stupid boy he had ever seen, dancing to tune of lustfulness over and over again, time went by and they both fell deeper in love for each other,
Ben happened to have a game at the town Tracy now stayed and she was present to watch him play, it's was at that time her beauty stroke him hard like the waves of the sea beating the seashore and leaving its trace.
Their love could only grow stronger from here on and it still blossom till this very day....
Lucy
Lucy was a young beautiful damsel, ready for marriage who was approached by two fine gentle men
Fred was a university graduate looking for job all to no avail and was staying at his uncle's
While Steve was from a wealthy home and works as a supervisor in a production firm in the country
The young lady, after listening to alot of talk and advice from family and friends concerning the two me decided to follow her heart and got married to Steve who she wanted
Years flew by and Fred who was a job applicant became a head of department in an Arab company and was doing very fine,
Steve on the other hand became the Managing director of the firm he worked with.
It is a good thing the poor can get rich and the rich can also get richer,
One should always follow what the guts tells him or her cause at the end of the day all fingers are not equal dosent mean you should chop of the middle finger and make lesser than the little finger.
Mother
Still remember all the times you come back home stressed
Sometimes working multiple jobs to put food on our plates
Many atimes u would stress till you physically feel pain in your chest
A true black Queen you're embedded with so much emotion
Mother's love is like the love the sun shows to the Earth
Pumping it up with power and energy and so a great light
Taking out every ugly darkness it see on it's path
A true mother
Some say that man is the mistake of planet Earth, But a true mother is an erosion to all mistake in a man
Taking the job nature gives her with alot of joy and passion
There's no days off, she never Quit, she never leaves an imprint
Trying to raise Men and Women she is a worior princess
Conquering every wrong in the battle field of her young ones
There is nothing human greater than a true mother
So to the Queen of my heart and Icon of greatness
I love you MOTHER
Bolinda
You pick fights with me, only to tell me later it was all intentional
Am suppose to be mad at at you but instead I love you all the more
Your gaze are like chains bounding me up, connected to this massive rock thrown into your ocean of love, the deeper I sink the more I drown in love
How can it be so beautiful
We are suppose to be world's apart, but u being who you are, you found a way to make our world's one
Now I can't get over you, can't even think about it , am drunk in love
And when I try to look at other girls, your image pops up in my head, it hits me with a slap, can't phantom the power u have over me
Your insecurity is so cute and adorable
You are like a fragile egg with hard rock shell
My greatest treasure
U knew my flaws and still loved me ever still, with love so pure like gold passed through blazing fire
It radiates
What more can I ask for
You call me Bun and my face flushes red with blush, even I can't believe it, I call you bolinda and you smile
Am faded...
Timeout4Africa
Together in the unism of our voices
And the collection of our hearts in one Accord
With reasoning as loud and many as a large herd of buffalos
And soul intertwined and knitted together in harmony
We say TIMEOUT
To all the wrong ideas being feed to us about the world
TIMEOUT
To enslaving African children to morden day slavery
And using us to do all your political and social dirty jobs
TIMEOUT
To lies and fantasies of good rewards for doing bad
To idleness and roaming the streets, begging for daily bread,
TIMEOUT
To illitracy and brain washing education out of our lives
To the brutality and defilement of our weaker female selves
TIMEOUT
To early Stony hearts and misuse of our childhood days
TIMEOUT
To whatever happened to the good in this world
There is a beautiful hope deep in our souls, waiting to be set loose
In all forms of life
To fill the world with our awesomeness
ITS TIMEOUT4AFRICA
Sorrowing Child
Am suppose to be the future in tomorrow
But I already feel I hate what lies ahead
Am just a couple years into this life thing
And suppose to be a little one living a carefree life
Jumping and dancing in the rain while dirt covers me
Am suppose to be taught, loved and showed how things should go
Like a lioness showing her young cub the ways of the hunt
But am left to figure it out alone
Mostly taking the wrong paths, learning things the hard way
I feel the weight on my chest, makes me struggle to breathe
And the burden I carry around leaves me stunted in all coners of life
And they question why I hardly smile
How can I when all buried within me is pain
How can I be use to such thoughts at a tender age
But then, the darkest night shows the brightest stars
That gives me hope and I move on
A living dog is better than a Dead lion they say
Mr Government
At first you made it look like you were promising
You had good plans of betterment and good life for me was assuring
Well done Mr Government
You filled my heart with hopes and dreams of good days to come
Saying the past government was bad government, you're the good one
Well done Mr Government
Like a fool i believed and hoped, gave all my dreams and future to you and i say
Nice one Mr Government
You played me, rode me like a horse with no saddle
Galloping along in emptiness and bitterness
And when I tried to resist, you hit me with a club, you broke me
Well done Mr Government
Together we made rules and said it applied to both you and I
Apparently it applies to just me
Well done Mr Government
Your deception is truly of the chart
Your ascension to your seat is your ascension to heartlessness
You made me fight myself
I cut, stab and bruise myself
Now am a man with scared many faces and voices
Well done Mr Government
But it's not all your fault, have been a fool since the creation of time
My hopes and dreams are what got in to this mess
I'll forever regret, still I will pick the pieces of me and move on
In this endless life, hoping to find what looks like it can't be found
WELL DONE MR CITIZEN..
@Bun
