@SaneMan

Lie What if I told you everything that I stand for is a lie, How would you feel? Bitter? Betrayed? That’s how I feel when you say these things, When you open your mouth and words flow,  I guess you think that I don’t know,  That you can always pass through with them lies,  Buh I was quiet and pretending I didn’t know, Now I’m here to break your walls, Your whole existence is built on prevarication, No truth just deceit and evil schemes, I see no redemption, not even a glimpse of it, That’s why I want to put an end to this chapter, ‘Cause this story already ended from the start,  No plot twists just straight up lies.

Young Creature Oh young creature, Calm and harmless Buh yet wild,  How less aesthetic you’re Buh yet so appealing,  That you draw forth so much attention with less work,  Loved by many Buh yet you lack self love,  Uneasy about your appearance at every glance of watchful eyes,  Buh a rare one you’re and ethereal,  So keep still and keep your stance,  Oh young creature.  **#SaneMan**

Picture Hey I drew a picture of you in my mind, Appraise my dexterity; it’s beautiful and flawless, It is nothing short of how you look, It’s got even the tiniest hidden feature, But I’m not certain that you’ll know, Because it’s all in my head.

My lovely ladies Hey you, yes you the feminine one with the surprise look, I want to tell you something, you want to hear? I’ll tell you anyways🙂.  You’ve been so stressed and downcast especially by those you love and cherish the most. I just want you to know that you’re strong and worth every good thing you can ever wish for. I know ‘love’ is not treating you nicely or it may actually be buh I want you to know that you deserve more ❌🧢. You might not be getting the quality attention you hope for, that’s fine because nobody knows you well than you know yourself, so I say to you, ‘just do you and be happy’😉. You’re the best and you don’t need stress, don’t mind those rating you so low, you’re a queen, an empress for that matter. I just want you to put on a smile because there’s nothing you can’t handle with your strong resolve. And just so you know, “You’re beautiful in entirety and flawless with so much gravity”. so I wrote this to all the young and prestigious ladies out in the world, to encourage them and let them know that they’re simply the best and I pray for all good things for them and that they don’t be taken for granted. I love you all 😘😘

Life Even as you relax on the chair of life, do bear in mind that there’s a table of death set before you and a television of enemies watching you, and a home theatre of gossips ready to loud your matter to the highest volume, a fan of haters trying to blow you away but be rest assured that there is a bed of comfort to calm you down, a wardrobe of storage to keep all your blessings, a door of courage to shut away all fear and discouragement and a window of joy so you can get fresh air of happiness.

Mind Games Still in the four walls of this asylum called my mind and there seem not to be a way out not even a glimpse of the great luminaries in their prime. Yet one striking truth remains constant and unsullied; the fact that I might remain here all my days but there is always a door for doubt and that I’m clinging on even though it seems to have no point of entry.  It is not fair holding on to the thread of hope and then it cuts you off because you don’t deserve it. One little advice, go back to your mind, it holds all you need to know but be warned however that your mind is the cause of this whole charade of rejection you think you’re going through. It does so to bring you back from where you’ve wandered off to and so you’ll get lashes of guilt instead of a pat on the back.  As bad as it may seem, it still got your back when you’re alone and coiled up in one corner. And that’s when it shows it’s double face, one for good and the other for bad, the bad seems bearable and certain, the other side seems unbearable and vague. There and then you’ll find out that it is but a tragic play.  Don’t shiver, I’m your mind, your most trusted companion and the lock to your secrets. There’s no severance to our bond not even death, I own you. I’ll keep you busy even in your sleep.

Scum Do you ever sit and ask why we all summed up in this Scum identity. If you check well in one way or the other, we’ve all contributed to it. It may seem right to us Buh to the opposite gender it’s not, you may have not done anything in your own defense and I understand that well. Buh as one-sided you may find this to be, it’s actually a general thing. We all whether skirt or trouser are in this, no one is exempted, just that for one side it has been well exalted and termed a characteristic of describing them. Majority of us have done something to be tagged as ‘Scum’ no doubt. Might seem like I’m writing nonsense Buh if you check your self you’ll know that I’m making perfect sense. I mean it’s no lie that the gender in trousers tend to make theirs very obvious and it’s a very bad thing. Buh you don’t  get to point fingers when you know you ain’t perfect yourself, you too know what it is you do behind those keypads, the lies you tell, the truths you expose, no doubts we do most of this vice and deserve to be called ‘scum’ Buh before you justify someone as one, are you free yourself. Yeah he has fucked up and now y’all want your pound of flesh, you start throwing shades to the general masculinity whereas you might have done worse, let’s not be biased here, be thoughtful.  So standing on the fence and not choosing sides, I want to admonish us, this ‘Scum’ thing has no gender, you become one when you’ve done something erroneously wrong and tagging the whole offending gender is one wrong move, you know who did you wrong, call out him or her and stop the whole ‘Men will shame you’ ‘ Women will shame you’ talk. Some of you even go down the accusations lane without even getting to know what happened or why he/she behaved that way, I guess it’s easy to throw shades. Let us be cautious about this though.  Do have a blessed and fruitful week y’all.

Insecure I keep building my walls, Brick by brick I keep building, At every instance of distrust I add a brick, Buh even when I try to lower these walls, I get every reason to keep going, Even when it feels easy to lay my guide down, I hear a voice saying, ‘don’t do it, you’ll get played’,  So I heed to it and keep my insecurity close, So I guess it’s true what they say, ‘You don’t know a soul except the one you own’ ‘Cause I know mine wants solitude.  Rewarding contest is on! Come and get sponsored. Join this community to be involved! https://read.cash/c/get-sponsored-2a0b All thanks to @Ashma for the opportunity🙏

To the LOML You sit there and look so beautiful I’ve got so much to tell you Yeah I’ve got a mouthful  Come see what your smile drew My full and undivided attention  That’s why I’m so focused  I’m not teasing or giving prevarication  Buh at first glance at you my heart paused You can own my heart wholly Cause as it stands you’re my one and only.  **#SaneMan** We have now come to the 4th day of the competition and it’s still as competitive as ever. I thank @Ashma For this grand opportunity. Goodluck to everyone. Once again, to find out more about sponsorship, be sure to join **https://read.cash/c/get-sponsored-2a0b** so you won't be left out of any slight opportunity. God bless your day 🙌🏾

Substance I want to stand on my own buh it is too hard, I want to wake up and feel nothing at all, Buh every time my mind throws in the guilt card, I want to leave this state buh at every chance I stall, I see me being sane buh I think it is surreal, I want to go back to a better me and live, Buh as much as I try, it seems to be a great deal, And yet I see myself going back to you for relief, It is something I try to avoid and keep to myself, Put up a smiling face outside and sob indoors at every instance, I hope someone listens and save me from myself, Before I go back to these substances.  **#SaneMan** This is the 3rd day of the 4th week of the contest organized by **@Ashma** so don't Let it slide. Good luck y’all  https://read.cash/@Ashma Rewarding contest is still on people! Come get sponsored. Join this community, invest your time not on irrelevant and unproductive things but on your talent,get involved! **https://read.cash/c/get-sponsored-2a0b** Thank you **@Ashma** for this opportunity 💪🏾Remember to subscribe to **@Ashma** for so much more 🤗 https://read.cash/@Ashma

Flowers **Ok I got flowers, not in the actual buh literally,** In case you want to know; it’s just one beautiful and lovely flower, I’ve always dreamt about it buh never saw it and I waited patiently, Kept waiting even when it felt like a lie and my heart went sour, So I left on search for it and I met other filthy buh yet beautiful ones, I must confess they filled the space buh not the void, They created more emptiness in return that I can’t express with words, Left me dark inside like I was feeding on Polaroids, At the very edge,I saw a glimpse of high purity, Like nothing I’ve seen before, never, ever, A quick reminder, my dream flushes through and brings  clarity, Now I can hold fast and strong knowing that there’s no need for shiver.  **#SaneMan** This is the 2nd day of the 4th week of the contest organized by @Ashma so don't Let it slide. Good luck y’all https://read.cash/@Ashma Rewarding contest is still on people! Come get sponsored. Join this community, invest your time not on irrelevant and unproductive things but on your talent,get involved! **https://read.cash/c/get-sponsored-2a0b** Thank you **@Ashma** for this opportunity 💪🏾Remember to subscribe to **@Ashma** for so much more 🤗 https://read.cash/@Ashma

Night Thoughts All the feelings were buried last night, In the darkest hour of the night they went ghost, It was just me and the cold hand of the dream force, And then the feelings walked alone far far away, Left a big void in me that the strange powers filled, No it wasn’t me no more; it was a lifeless mannequin, All night and I didn’t feel nothing Buh sounds of void, Yet at the glimpse of the great luminary and it’s shine, I’m assured that I wasn’t alone; it was just my intuition,  And I let it play a fast one on me, It is dawn and I can feel again.  **#SaneMan**

Hurt feelings How sore my soul feels to know that the steady energy and unconditional feeling I shower on you tends to be gradually dilapidating without any means of visible recovery. How do you feel when you leave me unheard and lonely, although you do this without knowing, it hurts even more than in the circumstances where actually you knew. These days all I hear and think about are sad scenes where I never get to hold you in my arms and show you how vast my feelings for you are and point you in the direction of my warm and hearth-felt desires for you.  It hurts that there’s no feasible way to make you mine since all vacancies in your life have been filled my lots of various vile cravings. Every now and then you come running back to my comfort only to leave again in pursuit of needless affections. It seems like you’re blind  and deaf to the fact that my body and soul yearns for you so badly and uncontrollably. I never knew I’d be this patient, considerate and welcoming.  Though it feels like you’re far from me, you still complete me and I’ll always be here to hold you down when you finally see that I’m the one specially created for you.  Rewarding contest is still on people! Come get sponsored. Join this community, get involved! **https://read.cash/c/get-sponsored-2a0b** Thank you **@Ashma** for this opportunity 💪🏾Remember to subscribe to **@Ashma** for so much more 🤗 https://read.cash/@Ashma

Scars No doubt I’ve been at war more frequently than normal, Fighting side by side nobody but my wit and courage, Straight upfront in the heat of the battle have I fought, With every strategy I pull resulting to a fruitless struggle, So when I’m a bit indisposed know I’m fresh out an internal war of unimaginable contest, And it’s nothing I can put to a final stop because life evolves, Staring back at every battle I’m a bit encouraged by these marks, Wonder no further what they’re; they’re hidden deep down,  They’re my battle SCARS.  **#SaneMan**

Pitiful man Hey you waste man already gone astray, You exact your dominance and leave this likkle one in disarray, You roam around freely Buh you’re a slave to your lust, You pin her down until all innocence is lost, And when called upon you say ‘it’s the devil’s work’, But all you told her was that you wanted to talk, Now explain to me how you expect her to face the world, Cause She’s in pains and can’t say a word, And you, don’t say she looked sexy, She was only being herself so excuse her for being classy.  **#SaneMan**

Soul Keep pulling the life outta my soul  Buh I’m in my element I just want straight vibes no chaser Don’t think this is sentiment I woke up feeling today was another day  I think I lost my mental Crazy mind games making me think I lost the scepter I still remain in charge  Cause I think I need more power So even at the darkest time  I keep blooming like the moonflower As lame as you may think this is I wrote it even without using my 5 senses.  **#SaneMan**

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Stay Motivated Keep those tears at bed, don’t let them wake, For every opportunity your mind sees, let your hand  take, I know sometimes you fall and make mistakes, Buh you gotta pick yourself up and beat those high stakes, Don’t bother about those two-faced slimy snakes, Who keep plotting and scheming just to see that your strong will breaks, It’s normal to sometimes hit the brakes, So that when they think you stopped; you hit the accelerator and then smile at their faces, And feel that inner peace gush through your veins.  **#SaneMan**

Backstabbed I ride for you ‘cause  I thought you’d ride for me too All you did was bring up  the beef that these haters chew, Pretend to stand by me  while you break my ground Sniffing and following my tracks  like a bloody hound So when you get to me  you’ll drag me down to the slaughter house And then point in other direction like a mouse, But with all your cunningness you still lack courage and that’s why you came from the back.  **#SaneMan**