Ever alter now
Captured in the moment raptured , wrapped within the moment trapped - a memory we dare embrace unawares it has us strapped to the mast of sinking futures , damning all we have here and now by seeking what has come before in hopes it will return somehow .
This is how we take the sorrow from our past and build tomorrow into visions born to falter behind eyes that ever alter now .
Broken in the moment spoken spoke within a moment cloaked by memories intransitive filling up our eyes with smoke .
We react to moments musing through what we perceive as now not realizing our allegiance - that to the past our feelings bow.
This is how we make tomorrow begging from our past , we borrow every vision born to falter behind eyes that ever alter now.
The Evil
I am surrounded by all of the demans I have summoned. I can see my fading image reflected in their eyes . I have tried to quell my hatred , I can't seem to overcome it . It has become a part of me. It’s who I am inside.
I am slipping further and further into this dim abyss, animosity is my poison . My thirst is never quenched . I have buried myself into my own anger and ignorance . I can't claw my way back out . I am too entrenched .
I don’t know how much strength there is left in me . I am slowly succumbing to the evil knocking at my door the rage is overpowering . I want to scream , just let loose the violence until it’s not there anymore .
I have become the darkness . I have been battling against , light has abandoned me , my visions unclear . I am no longer afraid of the monster in my head for they pale in comparison to the one in the mirror .
Fantasies
Let me walk the library of your fantasies.
Trail fingers down spines of secret books.
Stories you read when all alone ,
Put aside for only your hands and eyes .
I'll explore the ink covered pages ,
all the lines of private stories .
Read each from cover to cover.
Let me bring reality to your fantasies .
Time and time again
I find myself returning.
Time and time again .
No matter the roads I wander ,
Or the lands beneath my feet .
No matter the air i breath ,
Or the touch of different seas .
No matter the choices I make ,
I am glad to find myself returning .
Time and time again.
Lay with me as clouds drift
Lay with me in green grass
and look up to the blue sky.
Lay with me as clouds drift
and birds fly overhead .
Lay with me as time passes
and share stories of life .
Lay with me as almost stranger
and let me a friendship grow .
Lay with me
and become something more.
A love
I hope that you find love
and that you will accept it .
A love that reads you
and the inner war that you are fighting .
A love that will be soft
on the days where the battles is the hardest.
A love that listens
even when you don’t say a word .
A love that will change you
but not how you think .
It will teach you how to un- hate yourself
It will give you the strength to choose a different path .
This love will hold you
while you set yourself free .
Not Ready For End
I write letter to you without periods exclamation marks for commas because punctuation marks mean an end and i am not ready for any end of us so i will be here running on sentences and walking on lines of incomplete thoughts so i will meet you in the middle but a step closer to me that
**Way we are always a little further from the end**
I have never felt to proud
I have never felt too proud
To admit the things I have done
When I was immature , self obsessed
And probably just too young ,
I have loved with a mediocre heart ,
Never cared about the collection
Of skeletons in my closet
From the lovers I have starved ,
The ones who have ended up
Sleep deprived under my spells ,
Who gave their all and everything ,
Put their feelings and their who being
Within the palms of my hands ,
Just so I could crush them
For my own pleasure
And let them go without a farewell.
Now that i have grown ,
Often do I wonder , where did they go?
The almost lovers,
Who’s hearts I have ripped to pieces ,
Tore them up and shattered them,
Until they forget my name
And called me misery ,
I sincerely hope ,
They’ve found the glue
To put themselves back together ,
I hope the sires have healed ,
And that they’ll understand ;
I was never supposed to be ,
Their happily ever after .
Rosemarie Baker
The tears I never cried
Watered down my soul
Sunk my heavy heart
And flushed away all hope
The unspoken
Drowned like silent screams
A floating voice
Remains on the surface
Twirling through my throat
Like a hurricane
Reckless unpredictable
Ready to explode
The sound of the sea
When I think of the sea
It's an endless blue
It’s voice calling me
Into the unknown
The dazzling sky
Darking with night
The green islands
Mingling with the sky
The warm sand under my feet
Urging me forward
Asking me to take the leap
The waves crash
And mingle with my plea
I softly drift
Trying to decipher the world underneath
JANA
Jana, know we are not together today. But from the bottom of my heart, it doesn't matter. Even today, before I go to sleep at night, I dive into your sea, bring a sea oyster from there and close my eyes and look at it before going to sleep. Eventually I unknowingly got lost in its sweetness ...
If it is day, I am waiting for night again. When will it be night again ...
I know he will never come back that night. But from the bottom of my heart, it doesn't matter ...
Everyone blames love or that person after being separated from the person they love. But I thank you, you gave me your whole. You have done your job very well. ..
The depth of love is not measured by age. Is with a junis. The time spent living with the person you love is measured by how long you have lived ...
I feel like I've spent a few lives with you. I know you are not with me today. But from the bottom of my heart, it doesn't matter. I can spend a lifetime remembering the time I spent with you ...
I don’t blame you or me or our fate. Because I don't spend my life alone.
For you, only two lines of my poem come to mind again and again,
“ Anger , pride, complaint, they are in their place. If you ever remember, remember, my prayers are open for you. ”
Charming Stranger
It's wiser not to risk your future
On the unknown
The charming stranger
Whose own heart might
Already be taken
And lose both him and
The comfortable life
You might have had
With the more familiar .
Different
Every culture has a different way
In which people live their lives ,
None of these are right or wrong ,
I hope you realize .
Your rightest way to live
Maybe different from your start -
Sometimes , my child , it takes awhile
For a girl to finf her heart .
About kindness
After a long night
I was walking up to
The building in which
I was assigned to live ,
Made of concrete
Painted a drab tan ,
The sand and rocks
Crunching underneath
My boots as i walked
When I saw the man
I often see
Sitting on the beach
Near the main entrance
With his headphones on
And vapors spilling
From his mouth and nose
As I got close ,
We made eye contact
So I nodded and then
Gave a beat to my chest
With a closed fist
He beat his chest back
And smiled to the teeth
While he rose from his seat
To walk to the door
And open it for me
I said thank you
While i smiled,
On the inside and the out,
Then I walked to my room
Where i wrote this piece .
Your Truth
You are welcome to your truth ,
As I will tightly cling to mine .
What is truth will fluctuate
With passing of the time .
One decade it is this ,
Next it will be that ,
But the truth you hold until you are old
Is the truth thay cannot scratch .
Let you go
I have always been one for grand gestures . I am awestruck by the abandon , gumption and fearlessness that they require . The few I have done in my life have been loud . You could see them , hear them coming . They typically carry all the sublety of freight trains and neon signs.
That's why it stole my breath to quietly realize that my greatest grand gesture ;
My last, best act of love.
Was to let you go.
But I can't remember
The longer I look back the clearer it becomes that the end is really just the beginning . That I have not felt like myself for so long now . And I am starting to wonder if this is what growth feels like ? I am looking back , craning my neck to see over a sea of strangers , looking for one in particular that i am sure it meant to resemble me ,
But I can't remember what they look like
Faith & Change
Faith :
Gracious toward adversity grateful durning hardship thankful through misfortune tactful under betrayal grieving though still optimistic rebuking all bitterness readily the rainstorm’s resilience in viral the heart never hardness regardless composed , collected and confident as people change and as seasons change loneliness comes and loved ones will go consistent and constant is faith .
Change :
Not only is the attained but with consistency it becomes inevitable emphasize passion ignore inhabition value the transition above the transformation progress requires persistence improvement endorses involvement endure the discomfort then you will change .
Satisfied
You wake me with the smell of your floral structures ,
Delicate in which I perform with unyielding energy.
Souls meet where humans can only envisage,
Deep , dark feelings mixing with untouched sense .
Sharing a brigid where controlled crossing takes place ,
Entering with caution , maybe a child to follow.
Seeking a experience like no other ,
Speechless you leave me every time.
Creating a formula of love for tomorrow ,
Magic is what I feel when we touch .
Entered with so much hope ,
Musical satisfaction is what you return .
Taking me to another gateway of love ,
Out brings pleasure I never new existed .
Our eyes connect through desire ,
Performing like there is no end.
A feeling of love and unearthed interaction ,
Under the duvet , we lay for more .
Lose and Found : The end beginning
Securing your soul was like no other,
A long awaited duty fulfilled to exactness .
A feeling of warmth a path cannot discover,
Obtained and tasked to hold dear .
To satisfiy its internal duties,
With pleasure this will be performed.
No intention to set free at sea ,
Producing the salt to retain its originality .
Incomplete in some days ,
Yet there is no other lotus like you.
A forever pill to consume ,
There is no better remedy for love.
I can't promise everything ,
But tonight I am with you .
Sea shadow
I was not put here to keep folding myself into shapes until you were happy with what you found where I used to be .
I wasn’t put here for general consumption , I was sent with a warning label and it’s quite clear that I look bad on paper ,
But my heart is so full of love
Everywhere it goes
Shadows melt back into the sea .
Sea Day 🏝
Sea shells peaking out through crystal clear waters , between waves and whiteash. Tempting , wanting to throw myself into the big blue despite the hight I found myself. And the although the though was slightly uncomfortable it was not unwelcome .
Because I hadn’t see the sky for what felt like years. I hadn’t been able to hear the waves washing over the sand , gold dust dripping in sunlight . I hadn’t been living fir these moments but merely for the moments occupied between breaths and all of a sudden I was very sad. But is was welcome sadness in the place of not being able to feel anything at all.
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She and I
You have the voice of angel.
But she never heard you.
Your words are full of wisdom .
But she never understood you.
Your eyes are most remarkable tales.
But she never noticed you .
**She isn’t me .**
I hear you .
Your voice soothes my ears.
Like the sound of waves at sunset crashing into shore.
I understand you.
Your words , full of wisdom.
Open up my mind to new perspective.
I notice you.
Your eyes embody an ocean.
Endlessly glistening off the sun’s reflection.
Every time I look into them.
I fall madly in love with the remarkable tales they have to tell.
I’m just a teenager
Here’s the thing , I’m just a teenager.
I’m a girl who grew up in a small town with a scar on her right cheek .
Who still chose to find good even all I’ve gotten is bad , I’m just a teenager .
I’m just a teenager ,
Who grew up with 2 parents that eventually turned into 1 who cried every time they fell down because getting up seemed impossible .
Who has never be good in school.
Or never had the most friends but somehow survive it .
Who felt like sometimes the world was crushing her from the inside out.
Who couldn’t even deal with tomorrow because today was still a struggle .
I’m just a teenager .
A teenager
Who has been loved enough to last a lifetime
By parents who stood by me
A sister and brother who loved with me
A best friend who held me .
**I’m just a teenager**
Dad
Sometimes dads are tough
He’ll seem cold and callous
He’ll raise the bar just as you’re
About to reach it
It’s not that he
Doesn’t care , but just the opposite
Fathers fear their
Children not being ready
For the world and he knows
Iron sharpens iron
So he is willing to be
Misunderstood in the short term
In exchange to show his
Love for the long term ....
Tomorrow
Tomorrow never comes
Because tomorrow is today .
Tomorrow is the light
That flickers far away.
Tomorrow is , tomorrow was ,
Tomorrow you cannot reach .
If you’ve made it to tomorrow ,
Then today is where you’ll be .
Have You Ever
Have you ever
Made it so close
To something that
You wanted , but then
Right at the end
It slipped away ??
It may not seem like it ,
But you are more beautiful
Because you tried ....
Poet
Great poets are often times born
Into dysfunctional families with
Sometimes brutal fathers .
Their addiction to drink began early
Intensified after growing up
Burdened and lost
In the oppressive , eccentric
Drudgery of the everyday
Husds and bustle .
They’re helpless cases
Often neglected and overlooked
Looked in a life pinching needs ,
And crawling through the dark
And narrows.
They’re sick of the days ,
But impatient of the despite
Left with no choice but to write
Because the voices are loud
And no one listens .
Couple Trees
Planted all my seeds
In a ground of steel
I didn’t know
It couldn’t even grow the weeds
So i watered them day and night
In hopes to raise some trees
The days went , the months passed
One year two years three
I questioned everything
The sun , the soil , the seeds
Even my abilities
Until it one day clicked
I ran to my so-called garden
Picked out the seeds
Planted them elsewhere
Now I have some wasted years
And a couple of trees .
@Bithan
