Yesterday night, I don’t understand my feelings because I feel so upset without know the reason. I am not in a mood to read articles, but yet I read some. I can’t sleep early, because I feel that there is something missing or something that I feel so sad. So I forced my eyes to close, even though I can’t sleep. I sleep late yesterday because of suddenly sad I feeling that I feel.
Sweetie is our Dog, I already some stories about here. She is a sweet and lovely dog. She was been with us for almost 5 years. Sweetie was given to us by the best friend of my sister. When sweetie was given to us, she was a puppy back then. When sweetie was a puppy, she was permission to be with us inside our house. She can freely play and roam around our house before, but the years passed we decided to put her in a cage because my mother can’t take care of her for the reason of busyness in house chores and take care of our piglets. Sweetie was given to us by the best friend of my sister.
Today, I woke-up at 9 O’clock in the morning. I was go out from my room and go to C.R to wash my face and toothbrush. The order of my mother online suddenly came up, so I called Mother for the payment of the order. I received the order and open the plastic, see what’s inside. The first I see is Dog Chain and it was really beautiful and nice. Mother, is this for Sweetie? She replied, Yes, that was intended for sweetie but she was gone. I was shocked, by what my mother said. I am not ready for that information.
There’s no tears falling in my eyes, but my heart is crying for the lost of my pet. Maybe that’s the reason, why I am not feeling well yesterday night because there was something happened to the one that close to me. All the happy moments that we build and make each other was remembered. I never thought that would be happen to my pet. Sweetie was living in our old house and because I moved to our new house, I can’t monitor her. The only who can take care to sweetie is my father and our care taker. The cause of death of sweetie is forgot to serve her a food. I am so sad and little bit anger because of what happened.
To my beloved Sweetie...
Thank You for all the happiness that you give to us in our family. Thank You for all the moments that we build to each other, thank you for giving me stress free. Thank you for guarding and protecting us, when we are sleep. We will never forget you, you are always in our hearts, run free sweetie. See you next life. I don’t have assurance that we can see again. Thank you for all the tears you brought to us, in those times you are about to die. No can take you in my heart. I love you sweetie.
I know that they are only dogs, but they have feelings to. They can identity who are there friends or not to. Sweetie had puppies before but all of those puppies died also. To those furmom and furdad out there, give your pet a time to bond each other, it is not easy to lost a pet. This was the second time that I’ve lost a pet. Honestly, sweetie is about to die 2 times because of illness, but she survived. This time she wasn’t .
Sorry for not reading all of the articles of you, because I am moving on for the lost of my pet. I will be catching up, if I am okay.
I know that I need to accept that she was gone, but it takes time to accept. I am thankful that she was part of my journey here on earth. All the happy moments that we've been are just a memories.
I am planning to buy a new Dog, but not now. I am saving money for me to buy a new one. Dogs are quite expensive and I should save money to buy a new one. Maybe, I buy a new one but it can't bring back the sweetie that I know.
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