Shane is No Longer the Lil Sister I know

Hola read idols! It's pretty windy in here, and guess what? A lot of ripe mangoes were falling from our neighbors mango tree, well, you already know what's next lol. I collected more than five fresh mangoes lol. Want some?

Anyways, how was your 3rd day of May? How ready are you for the upcoming election? Just bear in mind that our country's welfare is at stake that's is why we should vote wisely.

For those who didn't know, I have a younger sister named Shane. She is six years younger than me and we are the complete opposite with each other.

• She loves dancing while my passion is singing.

• She is more feminine than me.

• She loves modern music while I am fond of oldies.

• I am athletic and she's not

• She has a good taste in fashion while your Athaliah likes to wear boys stuff.

So on and so forth...

As you can see we really have a lot of disparity in terms of everything and of course we are not safe from comparisons. Usually, she got all the positive feedbacks from others while I am the one who received the bad ones. I know it's quite sad to hear but no worries, I am used to it already. I am the eldest and for me receiving the negative perceptions from those people around us is part of my responsibility. It's not a big deal for me because I prefer it that way. I don't want her to suffer anything that I've gone through.

Our story is like the beauty and the beast. Obviously she is the BEAUTY and I am the BEAST. (Hmm your belittling yourself again Athaliah)

To tell you honestly, I am sick of it. I grew up filled with incessant insecurities and self-pity up till now. Since I was a kid my neighbors often said that I don't inherit my mom's beauty and they even tease me that I was adopted (syempre naniwala rin ako kasi nga bata). And it got worsen when my lil sister was born. She is the total opposite of me she got the alluring beauty that I lack. Nevertheless, those incessant discrimination and judgements never gave me a reason to hate my sister. Her existence was a blessing to us. I love her so much.

I wanted to protect her because I am the Elder Sister. I know every inch of her. Her strengths and her weaknesses. Actually, she overthinks a lot and easily get discourage. Remember my article about her acne struggles? I almost cried when she open up with me her problems receiving numerous bad comments from other people about her face. She even hid her face during the church service and it hurts me so much looking her like that. Hays, I really don't want her to suffer the same situation I have because I know she can't bear it.

However...

Everything seems different now, our bond is gradually changing. Earlier this afternoon, I was busy washing the dishes and I saw her drinking a glass of water while watching some tiktok videos. I threw a joke about the tiktok video she recently watched yet she misunderstood me. She raised her voice and talk back on me as if I was her enemy. I got emotional because I didn't have a clue why she acted that way. Maybe i went too far with my joke but I didn't say anything offensive though. I just said to her that she shouldn't dance those trendy twerk dances on tiktok. I couldn't help myself but cry in secret because she really isn't like that.

I may sound overreacting wala lang talaga akong mapagsabihan. Please bear with me guys. I hope you understand my side. I will just apologize to her for what I've said, maybe she just misinterpreted my words.

That would be all for tonight read fam. Thanks for dropping by!

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