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Got curious about the title?, Have no worries, my mom isn't positive of Covid nor any virus.

Pregnancy result

My mom has finally got pregnant with her baby #3 at the age of 41. Currently, our youngest was already 16 years so imagine? The gap was way too far. At her age she didn't expect to bear a child in her womb. It's been three months since she missed her period, and we also notice some visible changes in her body as well as her frequent mood changes. She bought a pregnancy test two days ago and tried it immediately. Guess what? The two lines from the PT says it all. She is obviously pregnant, I wasn't around on that moment because I was running some errands, and when I came home I saw my parents unusual facial expressions which somehow confused me. I asked them, "Is there something wrong?". I was waiting for their response and VOILA! My mom just told me that she got pregnant. At first, I was so excited and overjoyed to know that I am going to have a new baby sibling but the joy I've felt lasted an hour and was converted into overthinking things.

Need to find a regular job

My parents are both employed, my dad was a head cook in a seafood restaurant here in our locality, while my mom was a factory worker. My mom didn't want to stay in our house to play the role of being a housewife, she is very hardworking and likes to engage herself in a variety of job to gain an extra income. We supposed to have a baby brother way back on 2016 yet she had a painful miscarriage. We mourned for the loss and both felt dismayed but God has it's valid reasons why it happened. As an eldest daughter, I need to find a job as soon as possible because I want her to rest and quit in her job so that she could take more rest and for the baby's safety of course. Future expenses are one of my major reasons why I desperately want to apply for a job, but the only thing that hinders me was they didn't allow or permit me to look for a job because they told me that I need to focus on my studies, and I should not took the burden by my own.

Pandemic

Nowadays, hospitals are still doing a lot of operations due to the continuos arising numbers or records of Covid 19 patients. The virus is still moving it's way around meaning to say getting pregnant in this current situation is quiet a wrong timing. Despite of those concerns, I firmly believe that God will be our greatest refuge and will gonna protect us from any harm along the way.

I badly want to have a baby brother

Due to extreme excitement, we tend to think and plan about names already. We both prayed and longed to have a baby boy and we will call him "Zeke Azriel" (biblical meaning: Zeke- God strengthens and Azriel-God is my help) and if it is a girl we would like to name her by my nickname in this site "ATHALIAH" hehe😁 (biblical meaning: The Time of the Lord).

Closing Thoughts;

Regardless with the gender, as long as the baby is healthy and in good shape, I have nothing to ask more from God. I also pray for provision, protection and that my mom will have a safe delivery. Please add this in your prayers.

Sayonara❣️

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