A Sluggish Month of June

How time really rolled over so fast. It was just like yesterday only when we woke up to a new year but now it was already past half the year. And how have you been? Were you able to secure some of your bch and hodl it? I bet you do.

Like any other month, June had came and went. I have set a goal for that month actually, but I was not able to accomplish it.

1. One article a day. On May, I was able to produce 26 articles which means I was not only able to produce 5 articles within that duration of 31 days.

For the month of June, even if I have drafts I was not able to finish it on time.

2. try to achieve at least 0.4BCH which I was able to do so in May

3. be active in noise.

Those were the things that I have set to achieve for June. But didn't. Should I blame pregnancy hormones or my insomnia? Yeah, I think they were the number one reason why I was not that too productive. Since I was in my last trimester already that I feel very heavy. I feel like just lying all the time because everytime I move it seems my bump would fall off,😂.

There were times that my insomnia would attack and the worst part was when I got disturbed even if I just slept for only 30 minutes, I won't be able to sleep back until morning. The result would be days being fidgety. My mind would be floating up in space with my head pounding.

At times that I get my hands to work on houseworks, I easily get tired. I feel so restless. When at times that my mind was active that words, ideas are popping my hands wouldn't just cooperate. I can't hold my mobile phone for not longer than 5 minutes when typing. That also explains why I only check once in a while and give comments to articles I was able to read at my notification. And I am sorry if I was not able to move to the next articles and coincidentally that was your article.

Twice this month when I had to gather up my kids and went to my parents. We stayed there for days. It was to regain my vigor. When I am at their place, I feel reenergized because I got to sleep soundly and eat more veggies. The green fields around helped me therapeutically. They lived near town but their residence was at the middle of the fields. The serenity of the place is different from our neighborhood.

In the morning, I woke up early and walk around upstairs. It was a perfect place to do yoga. I just breath in the early morning breeze that's kissing my body. It was the same during the late afternoons. In fact, I can write articles but I just don't want to ruin my stay because it seems it makes the day shorter.

The second time we stayed there was during father's day. My parents, most especially my father don't want to let us go home yet but I told them that we need to because there was no one to cook for my husband. He was working with our store room or rice granary which is suppose to be used this coming harvest season.

Another thing that occupied my time was my son's modules. How I wish that the coming school year would be back to traditional school because I was already at the verge of giving up. If only I was not thinking that the school year was nearly done then maybe I would have my kid stopped.

For this month, I dont want to set another goal because I know myself that it will be the same as June. I don't want to stress myself up all the more. Well, actually I didn't because I just obeyed my body.

Did I get disappointed after I was not able to attain my goal for the month? No. I just let myself enjoy the platform and be good to my body by not abusing it. Afterall, my body is preparing for childbirth that's why I need not to push with my goals. I can sense that I could make 0.40bch but pushing thru will add pressure.

I was able to publish 14 articles and accumulated 0.18bch for it. I think it's not that bad though the bot was not too active like it used to in May. That's why I was not able to fill in my other wallets daily. I only focused filling in my main wallet.

As for noise, I don't know what's wrong with me that I can't post something with sense. Whenever I have time, all I can do is to read articles and engage with others. Sometimes I visit the platform not to post something but to check out others post and leave hearts and comments. But recently, I can say I really didn't even peep in.

And for an ending, I didn't know how to end this article, lols. And yeah, I am sorry for not being too active and if you've really noticed I was not even giving away tips. But when I am able to achieve my 1bch goal, I think I would be back giving tips again.

Way to go, July..

Thank you for reading..

07-01-21

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