Always the last one to know

Have you even been into situations like you were the last one to know? A surprise perhaps?

Is it fun? I'm sure it is.

But what I'll be talking about now is that me being the last to know about the plans of the people around me.

I don't know if I just don't really care at first but hurts I the last parts of the story.

Here are some instances that it happened

• Family is angry with my boyfriend getting me pregnant, but later on they decided for us to marry.

• Parents leased the land for my educational needs only to find out it was not all for me but to thier wants also. I guess father gambled half of them.

• Now, the position on the side of the road was rented. Mother and sister did not inform me about it until the men built a building on the area.

• Husband earns a lot form his work at a factory and ha dsome savings. I did not know until he blurted out that father borrowed 12,000 from him and Never paid. He told me about this last August I think.

• Husband lend his brother money. Again! He borrowed the last time but I doubt if he paid for it. Husband sis not let me know about it until tonight when I asked him for the N1th time. He even said he did not first but then said yes when he though I already knew about it.

• I guess he and his mother planned to keep it a secret from me. What a blast! I guess this is what they have been planning that is why husband just kept quiet when mother in law asked for money in behalf of his other son.

He said he forgot to tell me but is 4,000 easy to forget? He refused to tell me where did the money went few days ago.

Mmm my instincts are always right! I don't know if I'd be able to trust him fully again when it comes to money.

It just hurts a lot when you supply with all that you have at the planting season but when the harvest has come. The earnings will only go to those people who did not even pulled a weed Out of the crops.

Buhay nga naman.

Just venting out. I'm tired of working for other people's wants. Di ko man ga lang mabilhan ng bagong sapatos at uniporme ang anak ko. Ironic