I Didn't Know that That's the Last

Being a mother wasn't easy but enjoying the moments with your little ones at every step of their growing journey is such a privilege and a very fulfilling job paid with their sweet smile and warm hugs.

Time flies so fast. Those sleepless nights, those complaints I've had are now just a memory. Because at times goes by, my baby in my arms is now a grown-up. And I can't just believe it.

When I gave them life in this world I didn't know how hard work it is to be a mother, but you know what? It's all worth it! But they grow up too fast and I wasn't ready. I'm not aware that they're getting big. That they're no longer a baby but still are to me.

I didn't know that that's the last sleepless night I will have because you're crying when it's supposed to be bedtime. Because now you can sleep straight and have your bed without me by your side.

I didn't know that that's the last time I will have to change your nappy. Because now, you already can put on your clothes and pick which ones you like to wear.

I didn't know that's the last time I will carry you in my arms and singing you a lullaby because you're too heavy now for me to carry and you won't fit in my arms anymore but you still can sit in my lap. And sooner or later you'll be taller than me.

I didn't know that's the last time I will breastfeed you or give you your bottle because now, you can drink in a glass.

I didn't know that's the last time I will cry just for you to eat the mashed potato I made for dinner and as I try to feed you by spoon like it's a plane going to your mouth. Because now, you can eat on your own without my help.

I didn't know that's the last time we will be in the house 24/7 because now you go to school.

So now while I still can, while I'm the one you needed, while I'm your only best friend I will enjoy our moments.

I will listen to your never-ending story even that's the story you told me just a while ago. Because it could be the last and soon you will have your own friend to tell your secrets and stories.

I will keep answering the same questions you're asking me even it means I have to say the same thing. I will not get tired. Because it could be the last and before I knew it you know more than I do and I'm the one who will be asking you.

I will keep playing hide and seek with you even you're telling me where were you hiding and even you're the one who's telling me where to hide and told me to count from 1 to 40. I will enjoy it, my love. Because it could be the last as time will come you will have your own interest in games or sports.

So while I can I will make this moment counts. I will make our moments filled with fun so if the time comes I can say that I've made the most out of it. My baby and I had a great time. And you will always be my baby even you no longer fit in my arms. ❤

For parents out there, give your children more time and love. They will not be a child for long. Make the most of it.

Thank you for reading.